[R18] Vet(1v1)h – “Veterinarian (1v1)h” secret [English]

Bai Li was pulled out by Shen An.

She was not wearing sunglasses and a mask. When she was pulled downstairs, the tension in her body had not yet fully awakened, and her tears were still flowing. When Shen An pulled her out along the garden, her tears could barely stop.

“Go, where are you going?” She raised her hand to wipe her tears, her voice had a strong nasal sound, and her body’s center of gravity moved back unconsciously, wanting to go home.

“Buy some food.” Shen An held her hand, pulled her hat for her, wiped her tears away, and pulled her forward.

There was a bakery next to the community. Shen An went in and ordered three desserts, a glass of hot milk and a cold drink.

Baili waited at the door, not daring to come in, even though there was only one clerk inside.

Shen An came out with the packing bag and led Baili into the community. There was a pavilion at the end. He put down the things, found a paper towel and wiped it on the stone bench before letting Baili sit down.

It had just rained last night, and the afternoon air had a refreshing coolness. The sunlight was not too bright, shining through the branches and leaves, casting a golden light on the ground.

A few sparrows were chirping on the trees, and in the distance there were the noisy sounds of children, mixed with the laughter of adults. There was no one in sight, but a harmonious and happy family scene appeared in front of Baili’s eyes.

She felt relaxed for no reason.

Shen An took out a mango lasagna from the bag and handed it to her, then picked up a fork and handed it to her, “Can we exchange a secret with each other?”

Baili’s fingers trembled as she took the fork, but she said nothing.

Shen An picked up the hot milk, opened it and handed it to her. He picked up the cold drink and drank it before saying, “I actually still have relatives. My parents are still alive. When I was nine years old, they divorced.”

Bai Li listened blankly, her fingers unconsciously clenched in her palms.

There was no emotion on Shen An’s face, and his voice was very low, “My mother left alone and never came back.”

“My dad didn’t care about me and left me to my grandpa.” He thought of something and smiled softly. “My grandpa is an old man with a very stubborn temper. He is very kind and likes small animals. He was sure that I would be an excellent veterinarian in the future, so he took me with him during operations and let me watch. At that time, I was only nine years old.”

“He taught me for sixteen years, but when he left, I didn’t even see him for the last time.” Shen An’s eyes dimmed, “I often dream of that day. I ran as fast as I could in the hospital corridor, trying to see him for the last time, but I didn’t catch up every time.”

Bai Li sniffed and tears fell down.

“I originally wanted to comfort you, but why did I make you cry again?” Shen An chuckled, took a tissue and handed it to her.

Baili cried and apologized, “I’m sorry…”

“Sorry for what?” he asked softly.

“Obviously…this incident…makes you…very sad…you still…think…to comfort me…” Bai Li covered her eyes with her hands, tears overflowing from her fingers, “I’m…sorry…”

Shen An never thought that just one sentence from the little girl would make his internal organs sore. He hugged her into his arms and patted her on the back, “It’s over now, don’t cry.”

Bai Li shook her head, with tears still hanging on her face. She had a strong nasal voice, and her voice had a soft crying tone, “I can’t make it…”

He is not only talking about himself, but also seems to be talking about Shen An. They all carry wounds from the past in their hearts. Every time they are opened, the wounds will bleed again.

“If you can’t make it, let her stay.” Shen An hugged She, and his voice was low, but particularly reassuring, “I will be with you from now on, don’t be afraid.”