[R18] Upstairs and downstairs (1v1) h – That’s it for “Upstairs Downstairs (1v1) h” [English]
byFu Xianling paused and then asked, “Is that you?”
Yu Xiangxi nodded slightly.
Three months ago, on the second day of Valentine’s Day, she went to a lively place to have dinner alone. When she came back, her parents called her and asked her where she went to play yesterday. She said that she went out with Cui Xiao, watched a movie, and ate delicious food.
Parents asked Zhang Quanfeng what gift he had given, and Fu Xianling made up a random sentence: “Rose, chocolate.”
After hanging up the phone, she opened Zhang Quanfeng’s WeChat dialog box and took a look. She didn’t know if he had forgotten it or something. He didn’t look for her at all yesterday. In the first year of their marriage, he gave her a watch on Valentine’s Day. The next year, he started to send money to her card. This year, it just missed the holiday.
She actually had nothing to feel wronged about, but after she and Cui Xiao came out yesterday, she saw so many couples talking and laughing around her, and she felt extremely lonely. She also wanted Zhang Quanfeng to watch a movie with her when he came back, hold hands and chat happily, but since the two of them got married, apart from going out to eat, they have rarely had the time or opportunity to go shopping together.
The more she thought about it, the more she felt aggrieved. As soon as she returned to the community, her tears couldn’t stop falling. She was worried about meeting her neighbors. She covered her eyes and lowered her head all the way. When she got to the elevator, she stretched out a hand in front of her, and the man’s hand was neatly packed with tissues.
She took it and thanked her in a buzzing voice.
Out of the corner of her eye, she could only see a pair of sneakers. Later, when the elevator reached the third floor, she opened the door and entered the room. She lay down in the room and cried loudly.
Fu Xianling took a mouthful of rice with a ladle and after swallowing it said, “I was in a bad mood that day.”
Yu Xiangxi added more water to the cup in front of her, “Sister, you also cried the day you were drunk.”
The ladle in Fu Xianling’s hand paused, and she looked up at Yu Xiangxi. No wonder he didn’t ask her at that time, probably because he was afraid of embarrassing her.
She exhaled softly, “Yeah, I cried, a little sad.”
More than sad, it felt like the sky was falling. She was preparing for pregnancy at home, while Zhang Quanfeng was cheating on her outside. The love she gave up her job to pursue was worse than shit in the eyes of the scumbag.
She really gave her the wrong love and loved the wrong person. For twenty-eight years, all her efforts were a joke.
Thinking of Zhang Quanfeng, her chest felt extremely sour. She sniffed and tried to raise her head to push back the heat in her eyes. However, her voice had a nasal sound when she spoke, “He cheated.”
The moment the four words fell, her tears also fell.
She wiped away her tears with a tissue and forced a smile: “Sorry, let’s change the topic.”
It was strange that she would take the initiative to tell him this. She thought that except Cui Xiao, she would not show such aggrieved side in front of others.
Yu Xiangxi held her hand and said in a very solemn tone, “If he doesn’t love you, I will love you.”
Fu Xianling smiled and shook her head, “It doesn’t matter whether you love it or not. I’m not a child.”
Yu Xiangxi still held her hand stubbornly, with a serious look on his face, “Sister, you are very good, I will be very good to you, do you believe me, okay?”
Fu Xianling believes that he is a very good person.
It’s just that she has already done something wrong, so there is no need to delay a good person because of herself.
“Yu Xiangxi, you’re very nice.” She put down the ladle and tried her best to smile, “I’m very happy to be with you.”
She took her hand out, looked at the boy opposite, and said word by word: “But, let’s stop here.”
“Why?” Yu Xiangxi looked at her with hurt eyes, “Did I do something wrong? Or did I say something wrong? Just tell me and I will change it in the future.”
There was noisy laughter everywhere. Fu Xianling thought that this kind of liveliness would distract her from her sad mood, but no, when she spoke, her heart seemed to be grasped by a hand, making her unable to breathe.
“I can’t get a divorce.”
“I can’t be with you either.”
She looked at Yu Xiangxi, still trying to smile, “Do you understand?”
Yu Xiangxi’s eyes were all red, and he shouted in a low voice: “Sister.”
“Don’t let me go.”
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