[R18] These men are poisonous – “These Men Are Poisonous” Chapter 75 [English]

Chapter 75 Diagnosis

Fang Yirou’s office was on the ninth floor of the inpatient building. When Zuo Ning walked in with the help of a nurse, besides Fang Yirou, there was a woman in her thirties.

“Dr. Lin?” Zuo Ning was a little surprised, “Are you like Sister Yirou and transferred to this hospital?”

The woman was not wearing a white coat, but a very casual gray suit. Seeing Zuo Ning ask this, she lowered her head and smiled: “That’s not true. I’m still in the hospital in Congyang District. I came to Yirou to do something today. I happened to hear her mention that you were here, so I asked her to invite you to chat. Do you mind?”

Zuo Ning quickly shook his head: “Of course I don’t mind.”

The young nurse helped Zuo Ning sit down on the chair, while Fang Yirou stood up and left with the nurse: “I’ll go to the ward for rounds, and you guys can chat.”

Doctor Lin sat across from him, looked at Zuo Ning carefully across the desk, and nodded with satisfaction: “He looks very good.”

Zuo Ning smiled: “Then I have to thank you for your help back then.”

“I’m a psychiatrist, so I should help you.” Dr. Lin shrugged and leaned back in the chair, looking relaxed and comfortable. “But today, I just want to have a casual chat with you as a friend.”

Seeing her look, Zuo Ning also relaxed: “It doesn’t matter as a doctor. Anyway, whatever I had in mind at the beginning, I was willing to tell you. You can diagnose me for a recurrence of the old disease.”

“I have diagnosed this a long time ago.” Dr. Lin smiled proudly, “Your novels are good. I have been following them all these years and haven’t missed a single one. I can see the change in your mentality from the books. Zuo Ning now should be completely different from then.”

Zuo Ning thought seriously for a moment, then smiled and shook his head: “I really don’t dare to say this. Do you still remember my three roommates? They have witnessed my embarrassment back then, but now they actually think that I am like the heroine in the novel, living in such an enviable way, completely different from before.

In fact, I was still thinking about this issue some time ago. Some of the problems with me still exist, but I am better at disguising them.I don’t know if it’s to prevent them from worrying, or to deceive myself, anyway…everything is not as good as it seems.But I have made up my mind to change. Didn’t I just put myself in the hospital when I got better?”

Seeing that she was completely relaxed when she talked about this, and she was not pretending to be relaxed, Dr. Lin finally nodded with confidence and glanced at the blue screen to the side unconsciously.

Zuo Ning didn’t notice anything strange about her. Instead, he put his hands on the table to support his chin and looked at her seriously: “Doctor Lin, do you think there is a chance that I will relapse?”

“Looking at your current condition, that’s really unlikely.” Dr. Lin raised his eyebrows at her, “I heard from Yirou that a handsome guy sent you to the hospital, and he often visits you and shows great concern for you. Isn’t he really your boyfriend?”

Zuo Ning shook his head: “No.”

“Then you haven’t been in love in these years? It’s normal for you not to have that kind of mentality in the situation back then, but it’s been so long, your mentality should have changed long ago, right?”

Zuo Ning smiled: “I really didn’t have that thought in the past few years, and I was busy typing every day and didn’t have time to interact with too many people. But this year, I actually got a boyfriend.”

“Really?” While Zuo Ning lowered his head, Dr. Lin couldn’t help but look at the screen and continued to ask, “Then he didn’t even come to see you when you were hospitalized?”

Zuo Ning spread his hands and said, “It’s divided.”

“Huh?”

“He and I are the typical type of people who get along quickly and break up quickly. We confirmed our relationship less than a month after we met, and we broke up after only a month together. There’s nothing I can do about it, because my family dislikes me and I’m not good enough for him.”

“You said it so easily. It seems that your mentality has really changed completely. It’s no wonder that the handsome guy can send you to the hospital. His pursuit will not cause you any more stress, right?”

“Pursue?” Zuo Ning chuckled, “That’s really not the case. It’s impossible for someone like him to pursue me. There is no emotion between me and him, and there will be no results.”

“In addition to he, you must have many suitors around you, right?”

Is there any?Zuo Ning thought about it carefully, Yu Haonan seemed to be considered, and the others… should be gone, right?

Looking at her expression, Dr. Lin concluded with certainty: “At least, those suitors will not bring pressure to you.””

Zuo Ning chatted a lot with Dr. Lin before getting up and returning to his ward.

When the office door closed again, a tall man walked out from behind the screen. Without the sunglasses and mask, what was revealed was a young and handsome face, and the whole person looked full of vitality.

Doctor Lin looked at he and said with a bad smile: “It seems that I have to go and complete all of Zuo Ning’s novels, otherwise what if I get cheated one day?”

Jinglun also smiled: “Her novel is really good, I recommend you to read it.”

“I’ve wanted to see it for a long time, but I have to have time. You don’t know how busy I am. I made this trip specifically for you today, but I’ve left a lot of work behind.”

“Sister Lin, thank you very much today.”

“Come on, we are all so familiar, why are you being polite?” After saying this, Dr. Lin’s expression gradually became serious, “You have heard that her current condition is indeed much better than before. She can be regarded as a rebirth from nirvana.”

Fang Jinglun’s lips raised slightly: “She makes me feel relieved.”

“Jing Lun, back then, I diagnosed that your presence would affect her condition, so you chose to leave. Now, you can also judge for yourself whether you can appear next to her again. But one thing I want to remind you is that after seven years, many things will change, whether it is people or feelings. You’d better see it clearly before making a decision, otherwise, it may be another kind of harm to you and her.”

The look in his eyes gradually dimmed, and after a long while, Jinglun said in a deep voice: “I know, because I know this and am worried about her condition, I haven’t dared to show up since I returned home, but now…”

He smiled self-deprecatingly, with a bitter look on his face, “Originally I just wanted to see her from a distance and make sure she was okay, but unfortunately…I found out some things I didn’t want to know. Maybe, not only I have changed, but she has also changed a lot. To be honest, I am very confused now. I think…I should also see a psychiatrist.”