[R18] These men are poisonous – “These Men Are Poisonous” Chapter 60 [English]

Chapter 60 Voice of the Heart

It was almost eleven o’clock after sending Qian Ya and Qin Mianmian back to their respective residences.

When Wen Kaian returned to the car, he saw Zuo Ning holding a book in his hand and looking at him in surprise: “You can actually read my novel?”

he laughed softly: “Why not? Is it because you think I am a boring person who can’t even read novels?”

Zuo Ning tilted his head and thought carefully before shaking his head: “Your work sounds high-end and mysterious. I thought you usually read boring professional books.”

Hearing the logic of her speech was so clear, Wen Kaian knew that she had sobered up a lot, so he chatted with her seriously: “I can read all kinds of books. I saw these novels of yours that my sister was reading some time ago. She praised them so much that I borrowed them to read. I didn’t expect that a girl like you actually writes history and suspense, and you write them from a man’s perspective. It’s very structured. I have to say, I’m already impressed by you.”

“Are you praising me? Just now in the bar, Mianmian praised me. She said she liked the heroine in my novel.”

“Indeed, I like it too. In many male-themed novels, the female characters are just accessories with a single image, but most of the women you write are thoughtful, independent, brave and decisive. I think the reason why you can write such characters is partly due to your own influence. You are such a person, right?”

Hearing the last sentence, Zuo Ning burst out laughing: “Why are you saying the same thing as she? Just now in the bar, Mianmian she kept saying that she envied me, because they also think that I am just like the female characters in their works, but…but I am not at all!”

She sniffed and murmured: “Everyone has been deceived, and sometimes even I have been deceived. The characters in the novel are just what I worked hard to imagine, and what I hope I can achieve. Sometimes I think I have achieved what I want, but in fact, I am nothing at all. I am much worse than those characters.”

Wen Kaian turned to look at her and said seriously: “Even if you haven’t achieved it in action, you have achieved it in thought, so you are actually better than many people. Some people don’t know what kind of person they want to be in their whole life, but you have ideas and goals. Looking at it this way, you are only one small step away. If you take that step, won’t you become what you want?”

“Taking the past…isn’t easier said than done? It’s not a small step, it’s many, many steps. I’ve tried it, tried it many times, but I just can’t do it. I say I want to let go of the past, but I just can’t let it go. I say I want to start a new life, but I just can’t start. Every time I’m frustrated, I don’t dare to take another step.”

“Why don’t you dare? If you lose once, there will be a second time. If you lose the second time, there will be a third time. There will be countless times in the future. As long as there is still a chance to take a step forward, then there is a chance to win. What are you afraid of?”

“I don’t know what I’m afraid of, but I am afraid! When I was a child, I was afraid of being called a fatherless child, so I kept looking for that man, begging him not to leave me, but he didn’t recognize me at all and told me to get out.

Later, someone finally treated me sincerely and gave me the warmth I wanted most. I felt that happiness came too suddenly and was unreal. I was scared every day, so afraid that it was just a dream. As a result… my dream was really broken.

My mother’s bracelet was too important to me, so I kept it carefully and didn’t even dare to wear it on my hand for fear of getting bumped, but in the end, it fell to pieces.

After meeting Qiu Yibai, I was also afraid when he asked me to be his girlfriend, afraid that I would take it seriously and that I would fall into it while he was just playing around.Slowly, I knew he was sincere, and I was attracted to him, but I was afraid that one day we would no longer be together.The result… Hahaha, I may be the crow’s mouth, and I was right again.”

“Actually, you have already given yourself the answer. No matter you are afraid or not, what is coming will come. No matter how afraid you are, you can’t avoid it. Even if you are not afraid, the result will not be so bad. Take your bracelet for example. If you were not too careful and kept wearing it on your hand, maybe there would be no chance for others to steal it. Taking a step back, even if you wear it on your hand and it is cracked, then there is me. I can help you repair it to its original state. Everything is not as bad as you think, right?”

Zuo Ning leaned against the car window and squinted his eyes, looking at the man who was driving seriously in confusion and confusion. After a long time, he grinned and said, “What you said seems to make sense! I’m just too cowardly, timid, cowardly, vain, stupid, stupid, rubbish!”

Hearing her scolding him more and more vigorously, Wen Kaian couldn’t help laughing out loud: “You’re not that bad.”

“Who said no? You just said it clearly!”

“Do I have it?”

“Yes, you just have it!” She’s voice is soft and nasal, and it sounds indescribably cute.

Wen Kaian nodded repeatedly: “Okay, okay, I do. I said it. What I said was wrong. Can I apologize to you?”

“No!” She sat up suddenly, pouted and stared at He, “You have to help me.”

Just at the red light, Wen Kaian stopped the car and turned to look at her, only to see that her face was red, her eyes were blurred, and her small mouth was so charming.

he swallowed unconsciously and said in a low voice, “How can I help you?”

“Help me take that step!” She looked like she was acting coquettishly, “Didn’t you say it’s not difficult? Didn’t you say it’s just a small step? But why haven’t I taken that step for so many years? I don’t care, anyway, if you say it’s easy, then you have to be responsible to the end!”

Wen Kaian didn’t know whether to laugh or cry. He was just comforting her and comforting her. Why did she rely on him instead?

“Why don’t you say anything? Did I make you angry? Don’t be angry. I’m drunk. What a drunk person says cannot be taken seriously.”

Wen Kaian laughed out loud again: “You still know that you are drunk?”

Seeing that she still had her big wet eyes open and looked at him with an aggrieved pout, he felt that his throat was getting dryer and dryer, and an unknown fire gradually arose somewhere in his body, burning directly from his lower body to his entire chest.

Pursing his lips, he suddenly leaned forward slowly and gradually approached her little face.