[R18] These men are poisonous – “These Men Are Poisonous” Chapter 40 [English]
byChapter 40 Let’s talk
When Wen Kaian came back again, he had a thick women’s windbreaker, an insulated water cup, and a box of medicine.
Putting his windbreaker on Zuo Ning, he took out the medicine and handed it to her. He opened the cup and said, “It’s room temperature. Take the medicine.”
Zuo Ning obeyed the instructions, and after taking the medicine, he whispered “Thank you.”
“Where do you live? I’ll take you back.”
Zuo Ning wanted to refuse, but he really didn’t have the strength, so he had to tell the truth about the location of the hotel, thinking that he would owe him another favor and return it together in the future.
He took her in the elevator to the underground parking lot. When Wen Kaian helped her sit in the passenger seat, the windbreaker slipped down. He reached out to pull it, but just through her unintentionally opened collar, he saw a dense patch of marks under the collarbone, some old and new.
He silently started the car, hesitated for a moment, and then said: “Miss Zuo, I know there are some things I shouldn’t talk about, but for the sake of your health, you should advise your boyfriend that there are some things… you shouldn’t do at inappropriate times.”
It took Zuo Ning a while to understand what he meant, and he immediately blushed: “You misunderstood, I… just started this morning. My boyfriend is very good to me, he won’t… won’t be like that.”
Wen Kaian’s face flushed red, even more exaggeratedly than Zuo Ning’s.
He could only cough dryly to cover up his embarrassment, and whispered: “You can rest for a while, I will call you when I get there.”
Zuo Ning nodded and closed his eyes but couldn’t fall asleep. He went over what Qiu Guoping said before he left in his mind.
He said: “I don’t know if Ms. Zuo really doesn’t care about reputation, but I want to take a gamble. After all, I have all your life experience information in my hands. As for this photo, I happen to not only have this one, but this one was taken in the most subtle way.”
Fame?What’s her reputation?
Before, she was just a relatively famous online novel author. If it weren’t for being the screenwriter of “Home”, her photos wouldn’t even be exposed online.
But does she really not care?Do you dare not care?
What if one day the photo of her naked and wrapped around Qiu Yimo was published and became known to everyone?
Of course she doesn’t care about strangers, but what about people who know her?What about her?What does she care about?
Can she really abandon all shame and treat everything calmly?
“Of course, you can tell Qiu Yibai completely about what I saw you today, and see if he has the ability to make the decision for you. But I think I know my own son better than you. He has not been as courageous as his elder brother since he was a child. He is not aggressive in doing things, indecisive, and likes to escape reality.
Do you think the reason why he didn’t join the senior management of Qiuyuan Group is because he really has no interest in money and power and only wants to pursue his ideal life?You are wrong. He is just afraid. He is afraid that he will never be able to compare with his eldest brother. He is afraid that he will always be inferior to others, so he chooses to take a completely different path from his eldest brother.
But even so, so what?Isn’t he still unable to escape the protection of his family and his elder brother?Take this role-changing incident as an example. Without his eldest brother making arrangements for him in the name of Qiuyuan Group, do you think he can handle it properly with just the money and connections he has?
Although he usually goes well, everyone in the circle calls him “Qiu Dao”, but the respect he gets depends on his status as the second young master of the Qiu family. Otherwise, how dare he, a small director, to make all the changes?
Let me tell you this, brother he is a thorn in his heart that no one can remove.And you, no matter how important you are in his heart, from the moment you have a relationship with his eldest brother, you will become another thorn in his heart at any time.
There is no difference between a relationship between a man and a woman once and ten times. Once it happens, there will only be a steady stream of more times.Imagine that if you marry into the Qiu family, you will inevitably meet his eldest brother often. What will he think when he sees you two together?
Is it possible to speculate that his wife and eldest brother have rekindled their old relationship?Or, would you imagine a time when you and brother he were together?Believe me, that man can be anyone else, but he cannot be his eldest brother Qiu Yimo.”
When Qiu Guoping said these words, his expression and tone were still calm, but he was inexplicably able to give Zuo Ning a piece of information – all people and things were completely under his control.
In front of he, Zuo Ning really had no confidence.
This is not only because of his too strong aura, but also because of her lack of understanding of Qiu Yibai and herself.
Zuo Ning knew Qiu Yibai. Although he was a bit childish, jealous and playful, he often gave people a romantic and flower-hearted feeling.But she knows that he is talented, romantic, gentlemanly and considerate, has a great temper, and is very tolerant of others.
This is not just for her, but for all the staff on the set, and he is the same.Except for Yu Haonan, who was particularly annoying to him, Zuo Ning had never seen anyone with whom Qiu Yibai could not talk. He always had the elegance and pride of a noble man.
But the Qiu Yibai mentioned by Qiu Guoping made Zuo Ning a little strange.Is there really such a subtle relationship between he and Qiu Yimo?
If so, then Qiu Yibai who is with her must not have fully opened his heart, right?
But what about herself?Didn’t you tell him anything?
She is sensitive, she is contradictory, she worries about gains and losses, she tortures herself, she pretends to be confident but cowardly cannot let go of the past, she longs for warmth but always stops because of fear of losing…
“Qiu Yibai, let’s talk.”
Finally, when Qiu Yibai got into the quilt late at night and hugged her to fall asleep, she spoke.
“What do you want to talk about?” He buried his head in her neck from behind, feeling the delicious fragrance of her body.
“Actually, I don’t know. Just… just say it casually. For example, I was just thinking whether our relationship was too impulsive and hasty?”
The hand around her waist stiffened. Qiu Yibai straightened his head and stared at the back of her head: “What do you mean? Do you regret it?”
Zuo Ning shook his head: “I was just thinking, if you have to get married in the future, then my relationship with you must be for the purpose of getting married, otherwise I will only hurt others and myself, right?”
“So you really haven’t thought about getting married before.”
“I no longer have any relatives in this world. I can make the decision whether I want to get married in the future, but you can’t. I said I have never thought about marrying you, not because I don’t want to, but because I dare not think about it and am afraid to think about it. But now, it seems that I can’t even think about it.”
He then breathed a sigh of relief and hugged She tightly again: “So you are thinking about this tonight? What is there to think about? If you want to get married, I will give you a wedding right away. If you don’t want to, I won’t force you. Let’s take it slow.”
“Qiu Yibai.” Zuo Ning turned around and looked at him seriously, “This issue is very serious. Let’s think about it carefully, okay? Think about whether our feelings came too quickly, whether they are solid enough, whether we understand each other well enough, and whether we will regret it in the future. You and I must think clearly about it.”
After thinking clearly, she can make a decision: Should she face it together with Qiu Yibai, or should she compromise alone?
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