[R18] These men are poisonous – “These Men Are Poisonous” Chapter 221 [English]

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Zuo Ning thought that she would faint from the extremely ridiculous sex two days ago, but she didn’t expect that her voice was hoarse and all her strength was exhausted, but she was still conscious.

——Feel very clearly how excited your body is and how intense the pleasure is.

Of course, no matter how exciting you are while doing it, you will be very tired afterwards.Even today when she goes out, her legs are still shaking slightly.

She was going to meet someone she didn’t want to see again.

It’s still the same coffee shop, still the same private room, and even the same soothing music is playing outside.

When Zuo Ning pushed the door open and saw Qiu Guoping already seated, he suddenly felt dazed for a moment, as if he had returned to that afternoon more than two years ago.

“I never thought that you would take the initiative to ask me to meet.” Qiu Guoping looked at Zuo Ning thoughtfully, with a hint of sneer on his lips, “Do you want to show off to me that my two sons are now being eaten to death by you?”

“Two sons? Are you sure?” Zuo Ning also sneered along with him, “In your heart, is Qiu Yibai your son?”

“What? Do you think you are qualified to take care of my family affairs now? Remember I told you that as long as I don’t agree, you can never enter the Qiu family openly.”

“I also remember asking you at the beginning, in order to force the younger son away, and set up a trap to send the eldest son, are you not afraid of getting one, but losing the other? You told me at the time that you knew your son very well, Qiu Yibai would never want me again, and Qiu Yimo would never marry me. Now, I can indeed slap you in the face and show off my power in front of you. ”

Speaking of this, Zuo Ning chuckled and shook his head, “Unfortunately, it’s pointless to do this. The sincerity of your two sons towards me should not be a tool for me to use for revenge, not to mention that you are their father. For this reason, even if I hate you again, I don’t want to care about the past, because I can’t let Qiu Yibai and Qiu Yimo be in trouble. They have done so many things for me, and I am willing to let go of my hatred for them.”

Qiu Guoping’s expression remained unchanged, but there was a strange light in his eyes: “So, what exactly do you want to do when you asked me out today?”

“I don’t want to do anything, just have a casual chat.”

“What do you and I have to talk about?”

“Qiu Yibai, Qiu Yimo, and even Qiu Yixin, aren’t they all topics I can talk to you about?” Zuo Ning casually fiddled with the water glass in front of him. He looked relaxed and comfortable. He was no longer as embarrassed and uneasy as he was two years ago.

“I remember when you talked to me, you said you knew Qiu Yibai, yes, you knew his shortcomings, but now, Chairman Qiu really thinks, do you know your son?

On the night of the award ceremony, he got very drunk alone and didn’t wake up until the evening of the next day.I know, you must feel that he has no future, cannot afford to lose, and only knows how to drink to get drunk.

But actually, do you understand why he is so sad?Because it is his father who hurts him. Even if he keeps saying to cut off relations with you, you can still hurt him easily because he has feelings for you and he still cares about you as his father.

Qiu Yimo said, you did this to force Qiu Yibai to return to Qiu’s house.I understand that with Chairman Qiu’s usual methods of maneuvering in shopping malls, as long as he uses a little trick, he can force his opponents to be cornered and surrender.

If you can use this method to force Qiu Yibai, what do you think will be the consequences?Would he really run back to you crying and begging you to forgive him?

If you don’t know the answer, I can tell you now.With Qiu Yibai’s temperament, even if you block all his roads, even if you force him to beg on the street, he will never give in to you or beg you to let him return to Qiu’s house.

What’s more, he and I.It doesn’t matter if he can’t win the award, in my heart he is the best; it doesn’t matter if no one dares to ask him to film, I will write a script for him and I will spend money to film for him; if he has no job or money, I will support him.

I know that with your ability, it is easy to block my way, but it doesn’t matter, even if it is begging, I will accompany him. As long as I have a mouthful of food, I will not let him go hungry.How much harm you, my biological father, have caused him, I will use as much love to make up for it.”

Qiu Guoping looked at her in surprise, as if he was about to say something, but in the end he fell silent.

“Chairman Qiu, if you really want Qiu Yibai to go home, try another method. Your son is a softie and not a tough one. Pressuring him like this will only make him farther and farther away from you.

In fact, he is just a child who has not grown up. He has been ignored by your elders since he was a child. He is sensitive and lacks love, but he is also easily contented. Giving him more care is more useful than any method you can think of.

Moreover, don’t you want him to be as far away from me as possible?Then you should not use that self-righteous method to deal with he, because everything you do is pushing he towards me. If I were you, I would never create such a good opportunity for the enemy.”

Seeing that she was talking a lot and was about to leave before the coffee she ordered came, Qiu Guoping suddenly said in a deep voice: “What do you want?”

Zuo Ning chuckled and shrugged: “Perhaps, I want to wait until Qiu Yibai returns to the Qiu family and is rich and powerful before marrying him? After all, he is a pauper now, and I will suffer too much if I follow him.”

Seeing Qiu Guoping still staring at her with that inquiring gaze, as if he wanted to see through her, Zuo Ning suppressed his smile again and said seriously: “Maybe you will laugh at women like us who only use love as a shield to hide the hypocrisy and affectation in their hearts like you did two years ago, but I still have to tell you that I love him. I love him more than you and understand him better than you. Based on this alone, I have enough confidence to stand in front of you.”

“Why didn’t you answer the phone?” Zuo Ning handed Qiu Yibai a glass of milk and glanced at his cell phone, “Did your dad call?”

“Yeah.” Qiu Yibai nodded, put the vibrating phone directly on the dining table, and drank milk with his head down.

Seeing that he was obviously absent-minded, Zuo Ning asked tentatively: “That day when you went back to visit your grandpa, did you meet your dad?”

Qiu Yibai still nodded.

“Did he tell you something? I think you seemed a little strange when you came back the next day.”

“He…” Qiu Yibai looked confused, “He asked me if I was interested in the novel that Xingchen recently bought and said he wanted me to film it.”

“He wants to rebuild the father-son relationship with you?”

Zuo Ning really didn’t expect that Qiu Guoping not only listened to what she said, but also took action so quickly.

But it can be seen from this incident that the man never knew how to get along with his son, so now he suddenly changed his attitude, leaving Qiu Yibai at a loss.

Of course, Qiu Guoping would definitely not tell Qiu Yi that Zuo Ning had approached him, and he was not stupid. It would be strange for him to do such a thing as assisting Zuo Ning.

“He wants me to rebuild the father-son relationship?” Qiu Yibai smiled self-deprecatingly, “Then I might as well believe that he is holding back some big move to deal with me.”

Having said that, Qiu Yibai finally answered the second call from Qiu Guoping. The person just said that Qiu Yibai’s grandfather had not been well these days and asked him to go back and spend more time with the old man.

Of course Zuo Ning knew that Qiu Guoping was just using the old man as an excuse to approach Qiu Yi in vain, but this was just what she wanted.

Because she understands that Qiu Yibai has not really given up on that family in her heart, and all she wants to do from the beginning to the end is to make him happy.

After Qiu Yibai left, Zuo Ning was sitting at his desk alone, sorting out the chapters of the novel to be released in the next two days based on the historical data collected by Wen Kaian, when he suddenly felt nauseated for no reason.

This situation has happened three times in the past two days. She thought it was gastrointestinal discomfort before and took medicine specially, but today, it seems to be more serious.

Moreover, I felt vaguely uneasy.

I took out my cell phone and hurriedly checked my menstrual period records. I found that my period was half a month late.

In fact, her menstrual periods have been irregular in the past six months. She thought it was caused by having sex too frequently. She also went to the hospital for a check-up, but there was no problem with her body. The doctor also said that it is normal for her to have sex four or five days a week at her age.

But now, she suddenly felt a little scared.

After staring at her phone for a long time, she got up, changed her clothes, and quietly went to the pharmacy outside the community to buy a pregnancy test stick.

One minute, two minutes, three minutes…

Such a short time, for her, every second is extremely long and extremely painful.

Then, she saw that next to the line that had appeared thirty seconds ago, another line slowly appeared.

A clear red line that cannot be ignored at all.

Two lines indicate a high probability of pregnancy. The accuracy of this test strip is claimed to be as high as 90%.

Holding the pregnancy test stick tightly with trembling hands, Zuo Ning felt that his mind was in chaos.

Obviously every time they have sex, both of them are very careful. During the ovulation period, men will definitely wear condoms. There are only a few times during the safe period when they don’t wear condoms, but they are all ejaculated outside, and there are almost only a handful of internal ejaculations. Why haven’t you avoided it?

It seems that no method can achieve 100% contraception, and her menstrual period has been disrupted recently, so the calculated safe period is even more inaccurate.

So, is it because she always indulges in boundless lust? Is it careless?

She tried hard to recall the previous scenes with men, but she couldn’t confirm the time of conception. She didn’t know whose pregnancy it would be if she got pregnant.

What’s more, even if the conception time is confirmed, can she know whose pregnancy it is?She had sex with those men so frequently, and even had sex with two men at the same time more than once. How could she be sure?

It wasn’t until she was sitting in the corridor of the hospital, watching pregnant women with big bellies passing by one after another, that Zuo Ning suddenly realized that what she was struggling with seemed not to be who the child belonged to, but whether to give birth to it if she was really pregnant.

Knock it off?Just let this life disappear silently?

Or, stay?

What about after you stay?Her childhood experience made her understand better than anyone else how important parental care is for a child to grow up healthily, but the child only has her as the mother, what about the father?

Should we wait until the child is born, conduct a DNA test to confirm who is his father, and then give the child a complete home?

Is this fair to the five men?

Is this really the result she wants?Because I can’t make a choice, let this child decide?

Fang Jinglun, who was wearing a black formal suit, saw the lost Zuo Ning from a distance on the opposite side of the circular corridor.

After looking at the departments on this floor, he instantly understood why Zuo Ning looked like that, so he rushed over almost regardless of image, sat next to her and hugged her into his arms.

“You…why are you here?”

Zuo Ning was even more at a loss.

To avoid being known by Fang Jinglun, she deliberately chose a private hospital that had nothing to do with Fang, but she still met him.

“Fang and this hospital cooperate with the same company in the United States. They are in urgent need of purchasing a batch of medical equipment recently. However, the situation has not been good in the past two years. It is a bit difficult to deal with it in the United States. I came over to discuss countermeasures with them.”

Fang Jinglun answered seriously, but his mind was entirely elsewhere, “Ning Ning, is it…”

“I don’t know.” Zuo Ning just shook his head desperately, “I haven’t checked yet, so I can’t be completely sure, but… I tested it with a pregnancy test stick, and it’s very likely… that I have it.”

“It’s okay, don’t be nervous, whether you want this child or not…”

“Whether I want it or not, I am irresponsible. I used to hate my biological mother so much and hate her for being irresponsible, but my behavior now is even worse than her. She at least knows who my father is, but I…I don’t even know who the child is. Is there a bastard woman like me in the world? Is there an irresponsible mother like me?”

“It’s mine, the child is mine.” Fang Jinglun held her hand tightly, “As long as you want to have a baby, the child is mine. I will give you and he a complete home and give you all the love.”

“Fang Jinglun…”

“Come with me, I’ll take you somewhere first.”