[R18] These men are poisonous – “These Men Are Poisonous” Chapter 209 [English]

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At around two o’clock in the middle of the night, Zuo Ning suddenly woke up from his sleep. He obviously didn’t have a nightmare, but he felt uneasy for no reason.

After staring at the phone screen for a long time, she dialed Yu Haonan’s number.

However, several times in a row, only a cold female voice came, and no one answered.

“What’s wrong?” Fang Jinglun turned on the desk lamp and looked at her with sleepy eyes, “Are you having a nightmare?”

Zuo Ning shook his head, hesitated for a long time, then suddenly lifted the quilt and got out of bed: “I want to go to the hospital.”

Fang Jinglun sat up from the bed and asked, “What’s wrong with you?”

“No.” Zuo Ning looked at he apologetically, “Sorry, I… I want to go see Yu Haonan. He’s father’s condition has been getting worse and worse these past two days. I’m worried…”

Fang Jinglun stared at her blankly for several seconds, then gritted his teeth and smiled bitterly: “Then I’ll go with you.”

“No, you have a good rest.” Zuo Ning’s guilt deepened, “I’m sorry… I… I just felt very bad, Yu Haonan he… he doesn’t have anyone around him now, so…”

“I understand.” Fang Jinglun had already gotten up and started to put on clothes. “I don’t trust you to go out alone during the day, let alone in the middle of the night. It’s okay, I understand. Just change your clothes quickly.”

The hospital was deserted at night, and even had an eerie feeling. As soon as Zuo Ning and Fang Jinglun got out of the elevator, they saw Yu Haonan in the corridor.

He lowered his head and sat motionless on the ground against the wall. The light from the top of the corridor cast his shadow onto the wall, making him look desolate and lonely.

He rushed to the door of the ward and took a look inside. Seeing that the bed was empty, Zuo Ning’s heart suddenly twitched. Her ominous premonition was actually true.

“Yu Haonan.”

The man still sat blankly, showing no reaction at all.

“Yu Haonan, it’s me.” Zuo Ning knelt down, opened his arms and slowly hugged him, “Yu Haonan, can I accompany you?”

He didn’t struggle or react in any other way, he just let her hold him.

Zuo Ning said no more, slowly changed his position, and sat directly on the cold floor like he, letting most of his body lean on his arms.

After a long time, she heard the man’s hoarse voice: “He’s gone.”

“Well, I know.” Zuo Ning sniffed, trying to control his emotions, and said softly, “When people come to this world, they will always leave, right? Moreover, he’s condition has been very stable these days. He has not experienced pain, and he must have passed away peacefully, right? You should be happy for him.”

After being silent for a while, Zuo Ning felt the body in his arms trembling slightly, and could even hear he’s occasional whimpering.

“Do you still remember that a few days ago, when you saw the news that Zheng Chenghua died in prison, you were all worried about me and ran to comfort me. But I really didn’t feel anything at the time. My biological father passed away, and I didn’t even shed a single tear, because there was no emotion between me and him.

So, you can cry now, which is actually very happy.Because you have always loved him, and you love him because he has also loved you very much over the years.No matter what the past is between he and your mother, he has always cared about you, right?Even though he has left, these precious things you have are still there, and his love for you will always be with you.

Yu Haonan, I am not an outsider. Don’t you always say that I am your woman?What’s so embarrassing about crying in front of your own woman?Cry if you want, I’ll be with you.”

The man curled up, buried his head deeper into her arms, and suddenly cried like a child.

Tears also welled up from Zuo Ning’s eyes at the same time, but she just bit her lip tightly, with a smile on her face, and patted the man’s back gently.

She didn’t know when Fang Jinglun left. She only knew that on this night, she was no longer the selfish woman who was protected all the time.

Faced with such a lonely and painful Yu Haonan, she also wanted to protect him, comfort him, and give him all the warmth.

The funeral of Yu Haonan’s father was held two days later. At this time, the three-day Tomb Sweeping Day holiday had just ended.

Yang Jingyao and Wen Kai’an came to help as early as the second day after learning the news. However, from applying for various certificates, to contacting the funeral parlor, to arranging the venue and decorating the mourning hall, Yu Haonan did all the big and small things personally, and Zuo Ning also stayed with him all the time.

After crying loudly in the hospital that night, he’s mood has calmed down a lot, but Zuo Ning knows in his heart that the pain in his heart is not only the loss of his father, but also the regret in his heart.

“It turns out that I no longer hate him.” Looking at the photo in front of the mourning hall, Yu Haonan suddenly smiled to himself, “Unfortunately, I found out too late.”

Seeing his extremely ugly face, Zuo Ning couldn’t bear it, but he could only step forward and hold his hand tightly.

“In the evening when he left, he woke up and told me that he had seen my mother. He said that my mother had forgiven him, and he asked me if I could forgive him.

I hesitated for a long time, going through everything I had experienced over the years in my mind. My mother’s suicide and all the pain my mother suffered before her death made me hate him. But he…he has indeed always loved me and cared about me. Maybe many people in this world are qualified to hate him, but I can’t.

That day, I didn’t know the answer yet, but I knew in my heart that he’s days were numbered. Even if I lied to him, I should tell him that I don’t hate him anymore. Unexpectedly, I didn’t have the chance to say it.What’s even more ridiculous is that it wasn’t until I found out that he couldn’t wake up that I realized that I really didn’t hate him anymore. Unfortunately, it was too late, too late.”

“But he knows now.” Zuo Ning held his hand tighter, “Yu Haonan, believe me, he won’t blame you. In those days in the hospital, I saw clearly that in his eyes and heart, you are his son. I believe that the last thing he wants to see now is for you to continue to regret and blame yourself.”

After looking at the photo for a long time, Yu Haonan sighed and shook his head: “Maybe, anyway, there is no point in pursuing these things now.”

The cell phone rang, and he answered the call. Zuo Ning only heard he answered “ok” and hung up again.

“It’s the call from the funeral home. We can go there.” Yu Haonan took Zuo Ning a few steps away, but turned to look at her haggard face again, “I can go alone. Let the driver take you back to rest. You have been following me these past few days and you haven’t slept well.”

Zuo Ning smiled and shook his head: “I’m not going anywhere, I just want to be with you.”

With a smile on his pale face, Yu Haonan slowly hugged her into his arms: “The luckiest thing in my life is meeting you.”

What do I mean to you?

During the days of preparing for the funeral, she was busy with Yu Haonan and didn’t get much rest at night. Zuo Ning was indeed a little tired, so when everything was over, Yu Haonan insisted that she come back to rest, and she didn’t show off anymore.

Fortunately, after these few days of relief, he gradually came out of his grief and began to focus on work, and Zuo Ning could rest assured.

The person who took her back was Yu Haonan’s driver, but as soon as she got out of the elevator, she met Fang Jinglun.

His mental state was not very good. Zuo Ning estimated that he hadn’t slept well these days.

After opening the door and walking into the living room with Fang Jinglun, Zuo Ning sat down on the sofa and looked up at him: “You must have something to tell me, right?”

“Do you… like Yu Haonan?”

After saying this, Fang Jinglun smiled and shook his head, “You have been with him before. You must like him, or at least you have liked him. Let me ask more specifically. Do you still like him now? Or have you fallen in love with him again? Or even… have fallen in love with him? ”

Facing he’s burning gaze, Zuo Ning lowered his eyes unconsciously and remained silent for a long time before nodding: “Yes, I…”

In front of he, she finally did not say that word, but changed her words, “I really care about him.”

“So, what did you say you loved me that day? Was it an impulse at that time, or…”

“It wasn’t impulsive, nor was it a lie. Every word I said that day came from the bottom of my heart.”

Zuo Ning bit his lip and smiled bitterly, “Fang Jinglun, you know? I feel like a very badass now. I told you that I love you and asked you to give me time. I tried to choose you and only be with you in this life. But I… I also love others. Your mother said that she hopes that I will be devoted to you. I know that this is how relationships should be, but for me, it is really difficult.”

Fang Jinglun stood in front of the sofa and looked at her intently, with complicated expressions in his eyes, alternately happy and sad. However, seeing the tired look on her eyebrows, he still smiled and stepped forward to hug her, and said softly: “Go and rest first.”

“Fang Jinglun…”

“It’s okay, don’t feel sorry for me, and don’t torture yourself. I said that day, I am already content with those three words from you.”

Watching Fang Jinglun leave, Zuo Ning meditated on the sofa for a long time before getting up and walking into the bedroom.

As soon as she opened the door, she saw Qiu Yimo sitting on the edge of the bed.

“Why are you here?”

“I told you that my house over there is undergoing repairs these two days, so I will stay here temporarily.”

Only then did Zuo Ning remember that this was indeed the case, because she was busy helping Yu Haonan prepare for the funeral, and she casually replied to Qiu Yimo and then forgot about it.

“Do you love him?” Qiu Yimo looked sternly, staring into her eyes, “I should say, he.”

Knowing that he had heard the conversation just now, Zuo Ning had nothing to worry about: “Yes.”

Hearing her answer so straightforwardly, with eyes that didn’t dodge, Qiu Yimo couldn’t help but sneer: “What about me? What do I mean to you?”

“I don’t know.”

Qiu Yimo stood up, walked slowly to her, looked at her seriously for a long time, and then said in a deep voice, “I heard you crying on the phone that day.”

Zuo Ning bit his lip tightly and looked at the ground silently.

“You said you care about Yu Haonan, but in fact you also care about me, right?” He reached out and gently held her chin, making her look at him. Qiu Yimo murmured, “You can’t lie to me. I know you like me too.”

“So what?” Zuo Ning smiled self-deprecatingly, “You heard it just now. It’s not just you that I like. I also like Fang Jinglun, Yu Haonan, Wen Kaian, Qiu Yibai, and Gao Xia. When my feelings can be extended to so many people, do you think they still have value and meaning?”

“At least, you have me in your heart. That’s enough. I will let you slowly forget about others.”

His big palm pressed her towards him almost roughly, Qiu Yimo lowered his head and kissed her hard.

“Well…” He’s fierce offensive soon made Zuo Ning’s body soften. He stretched out his hands to wrap around He’s waist, and leaned into her arms, letting He plunder wantonly in his mouth.

“You’ll forget about them. It’s me you care about.”

Listening to he’s breathing on her lips, and listening to this proud and indifferent man’s almost self-comforting whispers, Zuo Ning’s heart surged, and he suddenly moved forward to take his lips in his, gently licking and sucking.

The two’s breathing became heavier as they kissed again and again. Qiu Yimo closed the bedroom door, pushed her directly to the wall behind the door, and eagerly stripped her of her clothes.

“Hmm…” Zuo Ning raised his head and gasped softly. His straight legs clamped around He’s big hand and couldn’t help but rub it. The between his legs began to get wet from He’s rubbing and pinching.

Qiu Yi’s dark eyes were deep, he leaned over and swallowed the trembling nipples on her chest into his mouth, grinding them with his teeth, and used his other hand to eagerly untie his belt.

“Ah…” Being teased with his hands and mouth, Zuo Ning arched his body due to the sharp pleasure, “Mo…”

Jiao Didi’s call made Qiu Yimo pause. He looked up at her flushed face and the thin layer of mist in her eyes. He kissed her lips hard again, and at the same time stroked the buds on her chest and the core of her legs with greater force until his right palm was filled with hot and moist liquid.

As he thrust hard, intense pleasure coursed through his limbs one after another. Zuo Ning wrapped his arms around his neck and twisted his slim waist desperately to cooperate with him.

“Well… change it… from behind…” The wall behind her was too hard, and his movements were too intense. After several impacts, her naked back really couldn’t bear it.

“Sorry.” Seeing her slightly frowned eyebrows, Qiu Yimo realized that he had ignored this, grabbed her in his arms, carried her to the bed in a penetrating position, spread her legs and continued to sprint.

“Ah…” Zuo Ning trembled all over, his legs tightened around his waist, and his hands unconsciously scratched his strong back, “Deeper… um… right there…”

The tight vagina continued to shrink, and there seemed to be countless small mouths on the flesh wall that kept sucking and biting the vagina. Qiu Yimo groaned, trying desperately to control the desire to ejaculate.

“Love me?” The deep voice was hoarse with desire, accompanied by heavy breathing, which sounded extremely sexy.

“Uh ah…” The numbness spread from the depths of the flower heart to the whole body. Zuo Ning screamed and his entire lower abdomen began to twitch.

“Do you love me?” He gritted his teeth and asked again, but his crotch movements became even faster.

“Love… love… I love you… ah ah ah…” With his hands hanging weakly from his back, Zuo Ning finally ushered in the first climax of the day, trembling.