[R18] These men are poisonous – “These Men Are Poisonous” Chapter 133 [English]

Chapter 133 Officially pursuing you

In the ward, the political tycoon who once dominated the sky with one hand in S City now has gray hair and an old face. He looks at least ten years older than his actual age.

He had known that Zuo Ning was coming, but when he saw him, he still had surprise and many more complicated expressions on his face.

Zuo Ning looked at he expressionlessly: “Didn’t you want to see me two years ago? Now that I’m here, if you have anything to say, just tell me.”

Zheng Chenghua moved his white lips and his body trembled slightly, but in the end he couldn’t say a word.

Zuo Ning chuckled lightly: “Whether it’s a prison or a hospital, there is a TV, right? When I was on the news because of you, I was asked a lot of questions by reporters. Did you watch it? How did you feel?”

Zheng Chenghua still stared at her as if he was hesitant to speak, but he didn’t know whether it was because he was too excited or because his condition was too serious, and he couldn’t make any sound.

“Two years ago, Officer Yin called me and said that you were eligible to apply for medical parole and asked for my opinion. I thought it was very ridiculous at the time. No matter which relative of yours they need to contact, they shouldn’t contact me, right?”

After staring at her for a long time, Zheng Chenghua slowly spit out three words from his dry throat: “I’m sorry…”

Zuo Ning couldn’t help but sneer: “Don’t you think these three words are meaningless? Zheng Chenghua, if you hadn’t been arrested and imprisoned, if you hadn’t gotten this serious illness and might have died at any time, would you have remembered that you still have a daughter like me?”

Seeing the look of pain on he’s face, Zuo Ning remained unmoved and continued: “When I was a child, I wore tattered shoes to school and was ridiculed by my classmates, saying that not only was I a wild child without a father, but I also grew up in a garbage dump. I hid in the toilet and cried for the whole class. When I came home at night, I saw you on the news, who was everywhere giving advice and being high-spirited.

I asked Zuo Shuyuan why my biological father, who was so powerful and rich, refused to give me anything.Do you know how she responded?She slapped me hard and warned me not to mention that person on TV again. She said, if my life experience is known to outsiders and it affects your career, you will make it difficult for us, mother and daughter, to survive first.”

After hearing what she said, Fang Jinglun squeezed her hand a little tighter, but Zuo Ning just turned his head and smiled at him, without any emotion in his eyes.

“When I was a child, I was so stupid that I tried every means to find you, but what happened? You tore my expectations for family love to pieces, and because Zuo Shuyuan revealed your identity to me, we, mother and daughter, really almost couldn’t survive.

Do you still remember what you said to me when I was eagerly waiting for you to recognize me as your daughter?You said that according to the rules, I should not have been born.Similarly, according to the current rules, whether you live or die has nothing to do with me.”

Looking at the trembling man on the hospital bed, Zuo Ning continued to smile lightly: “Two years ago, I refused to sign the application for you, and I refused to pay all the expenses for your medical parole. Until now, I have not regretted it. The only thing I didn’t expect was that you could survive until now.

But think about it, you should be allowed to live. How happy it would be to die, and all would be over, and alive, you can hear with your own ears the news that your eldest son died in prison, and you can also know that the eldest daughter you loved so much in the past will not care about your life or death after she is released from prison.

In fact, compared with them, I feel that I should thank you, thank you for denying me, thank you for making me suffer so much since I was a child, otherwise I might be like those three people, misbehaving under your favor, and finally sit in a cold prison with you.

Zheng Chenghua, if you want to see me, just want to apologize to me, and don’t want me to hate you, then I can tell you that I really don’t hate you anymore, because you are not worth my waste of feelings. You can only be regarded as a stranger to me, a stranger who I will not ask more questions about even if you die.

If you want to hear me call you daddy, then don’t even dream about it. In my life, I have only one father, he is Jiang Donghai, and I have only one mother, she is Feng Lan. Neither you nor Zuo Shuyuan is worthy.”

After hearing the end, the person on the hospital bed finally closed his eyes slowly, with only a drop of tear shed from the corner of his eye.

But this tear could no longer melt Zuo Ning’s heart.

“I have learned about the medical expenses you need for medical parole. I can indeed afford the money, but I don’t think it will be worthwhile to spend it on you, so I donated ten times the amount to the construction of the Hope Primary School in Shancun. After you die, I will not buy a cemetery for you, but I will also invest the money in places where it is needed. You can think of this as me doing good deeds for you, and also as me thanking you for providing a sperm that brought me into this world.”

The sky outside the hospital is blue, and the breeze blows, making people feel refreshed.

Zuo Ning looked at Fang Jinglun, who had been holding her hand tightly and looked even more nervous than her, and smiled in a low voice: “Aren’t you a psychiatrist? Can’t you tell whether something is wrong with me? Why are you still so nervous?”

Fang Jinglun also laughed: “I don’t know either. It seems that when it comes to you, my professional knowledge is useless.”

“I’m really fine. I came to see him just to prove to myself that I have indeed let go. As a result, you can see that even when I stand in front of he, my heart is really at peace.”

After looking at her intently for a long time, Fang Jinglun said, “Since your mental state is so good, let me ask you a question.”

“What’s the problem?”

“If I say I want to continue to pursue you now, will it still put as much pressure on you as it did in college?”

“Huh?”

“Okay, I get it. I’m a psychiatrist. I can diagnose it from your reaction. The answer is no. So, Zuo Ning, listen up. From now on, I will officially pursue you again. I don’t want you to be forced to choose to be with me because of your gratitude to me back then, but I won’t give up because of any of your reasons for rejection.”

Zuo Ning was confused. What kind of operation was this?She just didn’t react for a moment and was stunned. How could he diagnose so many things?

“Fang Jinglun…”

Before he finished speaking, he had hugged her tightly in his arms: “In my freshman year, in order not to affect your condition, I had to choose to leave. When I returned to China two years ago, because of my hesitation and self-righteousness, I gave up on you again, only to find that I could never find you again. Now, it took a lot of effort to get you here, and I will never let you go again. No matter what reasons you use to push me away, no matter how many men are around you, I will never let you go.”