[R18] These men are poisonous – “These Men Are Poisonous” Chapter 101 [English]

Chapter 101 she They are not you

Seeing that Zuo Ning didn’t answer, Qiu Yimo continued: “I know your life experience.”

Zuo Ning was not surprised, and just looked at he coldly: “Your great father has already checked it out and will tell you naturally. What? You can’t threaten with nude photos, but use life experience instead?”

“I asked someone to check it myself. It was just a coincidence that I found that Yu Haonan also checked you. Why did he check you? Aren’t you curious?”

Zuo Ning snorted coldly: “Then why do you want to check me? You can check me, why can’t Yu Haonan?”

“I’m checking you out because you slept with me and I’m interested in you.”

He’s answer was not subtle at all, “Of course, since Yu Haonan checked you out, you can also understand that he is interested in you, but he called and asked for your information on the afternoon of the launch party. Was he too anxious? And he went to the launch party that night to find you, and he acted like you were very familiar with him. Were you and he really familiar at that time?”

How could he be so familiar?Before that, Zuo Ning and Yu Haonan had only met once, and he was drunk and forcefully kissed her.

Drunk…

Some scattered memories began to emerge, and Zuo Ning suddenly remembered what Yu Haonan had said before forcefully kissing her the night they first met.

“You’re finally back.”

“I’ve been looking for you, I’ve been waiting for you for many years.”

At that time, she just thought that he was not clear-headed and admitted the wrong person, and later forgot about it. Maybe, he did admit the wrong person, but it was not entirely because he was drunk. More, she was somewhat similar to the person he was thinking about, right?

“Your pen name is Zuo Ning, and your real name is Zuo Ning. Your surname is Zuo?”

“My surname has always been Zuo, and you haven’t changed your surname?”

Now, Zuo Ning finally understood why Yu Haonan asked her such a strange question on the night of the launch party.

No matter who he has in mind, it is a fact that Zuo Ning has never changed his name. It is a fact that Yu Haonan found out about her life experience, and she has never even been to the United States, let alone immigrated to the United States.

That means that Yu Haonan has long known that she is not the person he is looking for.

On the night of the launch party, he told Zuo Ning, “Follow me from now on.” On the second day of the launch party, he saw the hickeys on Zuo Ning’s body and became furious and wanted to use force on her. Later, he helped Zuo Ning save Qin Mianmian and asked her to “try it” with him…

What are these for?Is it like Qiu Yimo said, using she as a substitute for that person?

You can admit your mistakes when you are drunk, but when you are sober, you still suspect that the person is she and ask someone to check her information.Does that mean that she, the substitute, is really similar to the main character?So similar that he sometimes can’t tell who she is?

After a restless afternoon, Zuo Ning didn’t make dinner anymore and took a shower early and went to bed.It was past ten o’clock when Yu Haonan came back. He was exhausted from company affairs. Zuo Ning said he was tired again, so the two of them fell asleep in each other’s arms in a rare absence of tenderness.

Listening to the steady breathing in his ears, Zuo Ning couldn’t fall asleep.

When she left the mall in the afternoon, she sneered at Qiu Yimo: “So what if I am a stand-in? Being a stand-in is better than being your sexual outlet. What’s more, Yu Haonan is a hundred times better than you.”

“You’d better think carefully about how long you can stay by his side? Jiang Chunxin is the woman who has been by his side for the longest time. I believe she is a very qualified substitute. But you know better than me what the final outcome will be.”

When she was with Qiu Yibai, Zuo Ning never dared to think about the future. Later, she worked hard to change little by little, saw many things away, and became more confident. Now that she has chosen Yu Haonan, she did have some fantasies that girls would have.

But recalling it carefully, what is the relationship between she and Yu Haonan?

Qiu Yibai at least once seriously told her, “Be my girlfriend.” After dating, when he introduced her to anyone, he would treat her as his girlfriend in a dignified way.

And what about Yu Haonan?He seems to have never mentioned these three words. He only said in private that she is his woman.

She has never met his friends or family, and the employees of his company have always regarded her as a new love like Jiang Chunxin. She stays in the villa to cook for him every day and goes to bed with him at night. She looks more like a kept mistress.

Zuo Ning thought that he must have been plotted by Qiu Yimo again. That man was a deep man. Maybe he was deliberately driving a wedge between her and Yu Haonan just like he did when he plotted against Fang Jinglun, just waiting to see her joke.

Therefore, she cannot let him get his wish, and must not think about the things he said anymore. Everything is false, and she must believe Yu Haonan.

I got up and went to the refrigerator to get a can of drink to calm down. As soon as I got out of bed, the man behind me grabbed my arm and said, “Don’t go.”

He’s voice was still so low and sexy. Zuo Ning felt calm all of a sudden. He smiled and said softly, “Okay, I won’t leave.”

However, when she turned around, she realized that Yu Haonan didn’t seem to be awake at all, and the sentence he just said was more like talking in his sleep.

The right hand that grabbed her wrist tightened, and he put his face into her palm, murmuring: “I miss you so much, she and she are not you.”

After staring at he sleeping for a long time, Zuo Ning suddenly laughed in a low voice.

They are not you.

Indeed not, not Jiang Chunxin, not those women before, not she Zuo Ning…even less.

She and Yu Haonan had no relationship at all. From the beginning to the end, it was just her wishful thinking about being her girlfriend. She also deceived herself into thinking that she could grasp such a relationship, seize the warmth he gave, and even have a home of her own.

What’s even more ridiculous is that she used this relationship to reject Qiu Yibai and Fang Jinglun, used moral shackles to constantly condemn herself, and constantly forced herself to be loyal to Yu Haonan.

The wrist that was held tightly by he felt a little painful, but the pain in his chest seemed to be even worse.

She remembers what Qiu Tongxin said, in the relationship between men and women, whoever falls into it is doomed. If you want to be at ease, you can’t be intentional.

At the time, she thought that although this was cool, it was not something she could agree with. But now that she thinks about it, that would be great. At least it wouldn’t hurt, right?

Thinking about it carefully now, Yu Haonan’s feelings for her came faster than Qiu Yibai’s. How come she never doubted it?How can I still be tempted by he and fall in love with him?

Today is the twenty-eighth day of the lunar calendar. The moon has only a very thin crescent, which is not obvious in the brightly lit city, but the stars in the sky are very beautiful.

Zuo Ning sat on the balcony in his pajamas, looked up at the bright starry sky, and then looked inside at the place she called “home”, and laughed softly again.

“Zuo Ning, you brought it all on yourself, you deserve it.”