721 Chapter 720 of “The Quick-Traveling Girl Is Poised to Pounce the Male Protagonist”

My love is more real than the country (158)

“Zhou Min, are you so self-righteous? Do you think that repaying it in your own way can atone for your sins? Even if it is not me, even if it is someone else, can you use love as a guise, deceive yourself and others, and stick to it like you are smart? Is your love so cheap and so unbearable!” When Yan Sui finished speaking, the darkness in his eyes was like substance, as if he wanted to chew up the life in front of him.

Zhou Min was shocked by the meaning of Yan Sui’s words. She burst into tears and shook her head constantly, “No, no… I am indeed guilty of you, and I don’t deny that I have any intentions for you. Ever since I found out who you are, my heart has tortured me every day, making me eager to get salvation, forgiveness, peace of mind, and opportunities from you. I don’t deny any of this, but, Sui, even so, my love for you is real… It’s real, it’s real!”

“That’s enough.” Yan Sui smiled coldly, with deep sarcasm, not sure whether he was mocking himself or Zhou Min’s so-called sincerity, “Forgive?! Redemption?! Peace of mind… You actually want to ask for this from a dirty devil. I can’t redeem myself, but you want to get peace of mind, forgiveness, opportunity from me… You asked me to give you… Zhou Min, are you too naive or do you think too highly of me!”

After Yan Sui said all this, he wanted to push the person in his arms away, but Zhou Min hugged him tightly. No matter how angry he was, Zhou Min hugged him tightly and cried and begged, “A Sui, I tell you all this, just hope you can understand that your birth and existence were once the only hope for a desperate woman. That love really exists!”

“Yes, that love exists, but it was ruined by you, wasn’t it?” Yan Sui looked at her with a sneer, the coldness in his eyes was enough to defeat all Zhou Min’s pretense and courage.

Zhou Min looked at Yan Sui in shock. Seeing Zhou Min’s appearance, Yan Sui was stunned for a moment when he finished speaking. Thinking of the guilt and suffering in Zhou Min’s heart, complex emotions flashed through Yan Sui’s eyes, but they disappeared faster and turned into indifference.

“Yes, it was me who ruined it… It was me who ruined it…” Zhou Min held Yan Sui’s hands and suddenly dropped them weakly. All the courage was no longer powerless in Yan Sui’s cold tone and eyes.

Zhou Min closed her eyes, tears fell, and she staggered back.

He shrugged his head and held the corners of his clothes tightly with trembling hands. His voice was so helpless that it made people feel distressed. His whole body was shaking like a fallen leaf in the strong wind, without roots or roots.

“Zhou Min, you are relaxed. You have freed yourself from the inner shackles of more than ten years, uncovered the cruelty one by one, and gained peace of mind. What about me? Have you ever thought about me? Have you ever thought about whether I want to know the so-called truth at this time, want to know the heavy sadness, when I…” When I was close to you, when I thought that your heart would become the only place where I would end up loving you.When I thought that I could finally be cherished, valued, and loved by others without any selfishness or use.You painted a future as warm as spring for me, but you didn’t tell me that it was just a sea of ​​​​story, a dream of a huangliang, an exchange you had arranged in advance.

Do you want to exchange your so-called love for my forgiveness?!

All these things happened like a tornado, making Yan Sui’s whole body stiff, but his mind was very clear.

It turned out that he still had nothing from the beginning to the end. It turned out that he had been in hell from beginning to end and never got a moment of warmth and reality…

Yan Sui’s cold scolding was not finished. He looked at Zhou Min in front of him. He couldn’t say anything else he said. Faced with Zhou Min’s surprise and cold sharp blade tonight, he not only felt betrayed and fooled, but also… a fatal blow cut open the extravagant desire and deepest desire he had for her that he had hidden deeply and was unwilling to admit.

But all of this was like a clown showing his teeth and claws, laughing at his stupidity.

Let his deepest desires and desires turn into a joke.

Like a slap, a slap on the face.

His heart was rustled by the cold wind, and the pain was bleeding and eroding his bones. It was ridiculous, absurd and humble.

Only by erecting his only cruelty and indifference, pride and calmness can he maintain his final dignity and prevent Zhou Min from seeing his panic and sadness.

He would rather commit a heinous crime and be cut into pieces with a thousand knives and be reviled for eternity than to be pitiful and offer sympathy or humble prayer…

“Zhou Min, you just said everything about yourself, then why don’t you listen to me again…” Yan Sui clamped Zhou Min’s shoulders and pulled her close, his eyes were blood red, and the corners of his mouth were twisted into a cruel smile.

Zhou Min was pulled by Yan Sui suddenly, and his feet were in a mess. He accidentally fell down in the panic, but was stabilized by Yan Sui’s big hand that clamped his shoulders vigorously.

Zhou Min raised her head in panic, and when she saw the cold and bloody look in Yan Sui’s eyes, she felt distressed and a little scared.

“Don’t say… Ah Sui, don’t say…” Zhou Min kept struggling in Yan Sui’s hands, his head kept swinging, and the little golden bell on his bun made a crisp sound, which was especially clear at night, anxious and anxious, scared and uneasy.

Zhou Min’s heart was extremely repulsive to the past that Yan Sui wanted to talk about, which was also the client’s deepest fear that he did not want to know.

Having the memory of the previous life makes the client not clear about what Yan Sui experienced when he was a child, but he can see better than anyone else that that memory was an extremely deep pain and rotten and oozing ugliness. It was a past that Yan Sui most did not want to mention and wanted to forget.

The culprit responsible for all these memories is Yan Huan, Yan Sui’s biological father.But as for the source of sin… the source is the client himself!

Everyone is a sinner. In this inexplicable story, everyone has original sin. Only Yan Sui is the most innocent person, who is forced to bear all the malice and struggle to survive in hell.

He wanted to live, but kindness and cleanliness became absurd obstacles that prevented him from living. The young Yan Sui had to pick up the butcher’s knife, just to live!She was the first to open the door to hell.Then he gave Yan Huan the knife that hurt Yan Sui, and asked Yan Huan to destroy his child himself.

As much as Yan Huan loved his aunt, the knife his aunt stabbed in Yan Huan’s back was so cruel.Yan Huan’s hatred for not knowing the truth made him crazy about Yan Sui, who was growing more and more like his aunt.

The blood shed by Beiyan because of his aunt’s scheme, the heartache of being expelled, the betrayal of his beloved, being chased by his mother like a rat crossing the street, the pride of the crown prince of Beiyan made the former Yan Huan go crazy for a time, and revenge became his inner demon.

But Yan Huan didn’t know his aunt’s good intentions. Her aunt once thought that she could escape. As long as she escaped, she would have a chance to explain to Yan Huan and tell the truth. Time would eventually make everything better and better. Even if Yan Huan hated her again, he would only vent his love and hate on the person involved and not implicate Yan Sui. After all, it was the love-hate entanglement between Yan Huan and Zhou Yinxuan.However, because of the client’s greed, everything went off track.

And Yan Sui, whose aunt had imagined that he would grow up to be a handsome and charming young man, was eventually buried in the selfish and greedy desires of his client, and lived like this now, living in a world of endless blood and killing, bones and ghosts.

And those memories of a young boy who don’t need to be known but are definitely full of cold and bloody memories are something the client doesn’t want to explore, because she’s afraid that she can’t bear it, can’t afford it, and doesn’t dare to explore it, because if she knows too much, she’s afraid that even the courage to say she loves Yan Sui will feel like a kind of blasphemy and unbearable.

Because, it’s not worthy!

“Why, our great Queen only wants to be a state official who sets fires, and doesn’t want to see the common people lighting lamps? Hahahaha…” Yan Sui’s cold smile made Zhou Min feel cold all over. He hugged Zhou Min and spun around, pressing her on the stone table. His big hands shackles Zhou Min’s hands above her head and held her down. He leaned forward and pressed her with his whole body weight.

Under the backlight of the cold moon and silver frost, his eyes were as deep as the sea of ice, bone-piercing, without any warmth, “Didn’t you say that my eyebrows look very much like your aunt’s?”

Yan Sui’s whisper in Zhou Min’s ear was like an intimate whisper between lovers, but it made Zhou Min’s whole body feel like falling into an ice cellar and his heart trembled like a drum.

“Your Majesty may not know that I look more like a minister wearing women’s clothing.” A heavy blow made Zhou Min’s soul stirred, his eyes trembled slightly, and his whole body trembled.The soft whisper in the ear is like opening Pandora’s box, releasing a ferocious devil that cannibalize people’s hearts.

“No…it can’t be…he, he is…he is your father…” Zhou Min looked at Yan Sui, who was leaning on him and had no real emotions on his face, but was smiling brightly and brightly. His pupils were a little dazed, and he didn’t even know what he was hearing when he heard Yan Sui’s words.Finally, why did such a sentence suddenly come out, but when Yan Sui deliberately smiled so brightly and movingly, Zhou Min made him overlap with the figure that he thought had been blurred in his memory. The cloud that had always covered the woman’s body finally revealed his true appearance at this time.

Such eyebrows, such smile, nothing bad at all!!!

After the shock, all that’s left is…horror!Combined with Yan Sui’s previous words, Zhou Min’s heart fell straight into the eighteenth level of hell, “…”

“Your Majesty, when you look at me like this, what do you think of?” Yan Sui’s voice was like a bewitching voice, which made Zhou Min tremble all over. He didn’t dare to think about it, didn’t want to think about it, and tried his best to imagine what the young Yan Sui might encounter.

“Stop talking… Stop talking… Please, Sui, stop talking… I don’t want to know, I don’t want to know… I won’t listen, I won’t listen…” Zhou Min twisted, struggled, and bit under Yan Sui’s body, like a madman.

With a tearing sound, Yan Sui let go of Zhou Min’s hands and tore open Zhou Min’s clothes arbitrarily. Zhou Min was so frightened that all his movements stopped for a moment, and his eyes were filled with fear.