719 Chapter 718 of “The quick-traveling girl prepares to knock down the male protagonist”

My love is more real than the country (156)

Yan Sui couldn’t describe what he felt. He only felt that the wind tonight was surprisingly cold. It stiffened his body and cracked his heart. In such a cold situation, his mind was spinning faster and faster, and he intuitively felt that everything Zhou Min said about the Zhou family’s actions and sect rules was strangely cruel.It seems to be a predictable precaution, but what can be prevented?Could it be him??Yan Sui felt ridiculous again… But he also thought of the mysterious skills in the Beiyan family, and felt that there might be something different from ordinary people in the Zhou family…

Yan Sui analyzed rapidly in his mind, affirming and rejecting, rejecting and doubting, suspicious and paranoid, and finally his eyes became more and more gloomy, and then he thought of something, pinched Zhou Min’s chin, and approached her, nose to nose, the seriousness in his eyes seemed to see through Zhou Min, “So, you have long known that Ruan Haoyu is mine, you have long known everything Ruan Haoyu has done to you over the years, so you have always known that I want to kill you. But, why…”·”You have to cooperate with me.

Yan Sui’s last five words were unspoken, but Zhou Min knew them.

“The people of the Zhou family have almost withered away, and there are still a few left in the world. And, for some reason, from the day after they escaped into the mountains, the women of the Zhou family have never given birth to a son again. As long as they are pregnant, they will give birth to girls. The blood relatives look like my aunt, and they happen to be two years older than me. No matter how I deceive, how can I continue to deceive myself?”

“This is not the reason why you let me act again and again.” Yan Sui did not want to listen to Zhou Min’s specious words, and insisted on asking, as if he was determined to ask the ugly Yin Mao. His determination to go his own way shocked Zhou Min’s heart.

Zhou Min didn’t say anything, but just let Yan Sui squeeze his jaw. Zhou Min knew that Yan Sui wanted a decisive answer. In his world, it was either black or white, and there was no middle ground. The emotion he wanted was either extreme love, or absolute hate!

Love and hate, in his heart, are pure and without impurities.

She knew him, from his previous life to this life…

Zhou Min’s eyes were once again filled with mist, but the eyes filled with tears made Yan Sui’s heart tighten and ache in vain.

Inside, it is full of guilt, self-blame, pain, and despair…

‘Everything is endless, only those who remain are injured. It’s so sad that human beings have different ways. One thank you and they will be destroyed forever.The wandering dust covers the empty seat, and the soul chases thousands of miles. It can turn into sin in the world, but it is difficult to measure the guilt.’

Looking at Zhou Min’s eyes, Yan Sui suddenly thought of Zhou Min’s poem about mourning and guilt mixed with the prayer lamp. Something seemed to shake up the deep part of his eyes, and his heart felt as if a big hole had been dug out, and his whole body was chilled.

Seek peace of mind

Seeking a chance for atonement

In Yan Sui’s mind, he kept thinking about what Zhou Min said to him after he released the Kongming Lantern. The hand holding Zhou Min’s chin was frightened and like a hot potato. He stumbled and took three steps back before he could stand still.

“Zhou Min, everything you have done and indulged in every step of the way is all because of desire, atonement, and sin!” Yan Sui said at the end, gritting his teeth every word. If Zhou Min dared to say yes, he would pounce on her and tear her alive.

“No.” Zhou Min still couldn’t say ‘yes’ unintentionally, but this ‘no’ was said with no credibility or firmness at all, just like an unabashed lie, it collapsed in one blow.

Yan Sui heard Zhou Min clearly say ‘no’, but his heart tightened and hurt. He obviously said it according to his own thoughts and what he wanted to hear, but why…

Yan Sui only felt helpless and ridiculous.

“I’d rather you say yes.” Yan Sui suddenly spoke and looked at Zhou Min. The self-mockery in his eyes made Zhou Min panic and reach out her hand to pull him, but Yan Sui waved her sleeves and refused.

At this moment, Yan Sui’s mind is filled with Zhou Min’s so-called peace of mind and atonement…

Great irony!He was caught off guard, so that he was in such a panic that he was completely defeated.

No one had ever forced him to do this, not even that man had ever made him feel so pathetic and ridiculous.

Ever since he was little, no one has ever asked him if he wanted it!Whether it’s life or death, it’s all fate arranged by others. Whether it’s sin or luck, he can’t go back since he killed that man.

He seemed to be free, but he had no expectations. His world had always been cold and dark, filled with lies and falsehoods, but…

Zhou Min, why did you… lie to me…

Looking at the woman in front of him, Yan Sui only felt strange and terrifying. The affection she once had was so cold in his eyes now. Every word she said that once made his heart warm and heart-warming now made him feel cold and calculating.

Zhou Min looked at Yan Sui who was so close, but far away in the sky, as if he couldn’t catch him no matter what.

“I…really love you.” Yan Sui’s gaze made Zhou Min heartbroken, and he lowered his head as if to escape. The guilt amplified the unequal love and the sins hidden in the darkness, and finally made Zhou Min even more humble. Facing Yan Sui, he was like a thief and liar who had completely stripped off his protective layer.

Zhou Min murmured to herself, blurting out her confession.

Just like the last struggle, the last retention, the last defense, the voice was small and weak, but Yan Sui couldn’t bear it because of his profound skills, so he listened to it word for word.

But looking at the woman in front of him who didn’t even have the courage to look directly at him, Yan Sui’s eyes seemed to have a broken halo, something was crushed.

In the past, she could not understand the occasional tangle in Zhou Min’s eyes every time she looked at him, hesitating to speak, giving in, and enduring without reservation. Until after Ting Lanting, her eyes no longer had so many strange emotions and tolerance, but she would always see him occasionally wandering away, with a flash of pain.

But there is nothing I don’t understand at this time… Everything is just a desire to make amends, and it is just a heart of atonement.

love?!Zhou Min, you are burdened with such a heavy guilt. You don’t know whether you love me or feel guilty for me!