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    My love is more real than the country (84)

    At this moment, Yan Sui only felt extremely tired…both physically and mentally…

    After turning over and getting off Zhou Min, he lay on his back on the bed, looking at the top of the bed, his eyes empty, his mind in chaos, and he kept asking himself why, but there was no answer.

    It was like a sudden whim, without any reason, and inexplicably weird. It seemed that there was a force pulling him to keep him from vomiting. But when he discovered it, the things he thought he had forgotten had never disappeared… It was ridiculous, ridiculous. Could it be that he was still struggling with that disgusting past?How ridiculous!

    When the memory emerged clearly again, the distant memory brought out all the complex emotions in his heart. Yan Sui had never felt tired and depressed…

    The tiredness of the body was second, but the most important thing was the cold numbness and dampness in the chest, like rotten flesh, and something was still squirming.

    The moment Yan Sui closed his eyes and fell completely into darkness, tears streaked down the corners of Zhou Min’s eyes, and the man who should have fainted slowly opened his eyes at this moment.

    “Host, why do you want me to use the ‘soul pulling’ technique to reawaken the memory deep in Yan Sui’s heart?” 484 suddenly spoke in Zhou Min’s mind.

    Zhou Min was lying on the bed, looking at Yan Sui’s peaceful sleeping face and sighing slightly, “Some injuries cannot be healed by burying them, and running away cannot solve the problem.”

    “Is it possible to just remember it again? If the wound is completely uncovered, it will be healed? And why should Yan Sui be reminded of it? Isn’t it good that he is like this now?”

    “During this period, I have been analyzing all the client’s memories of Yan Sui in my mind. The more I analyze, the more horrified I become. The surface is scabbed and the inside is rotten. It seems calm and calm, but in fact it is just self-deception. In the end, it begins to fester from the very bones. In the end, even if I arrange everything and return the country to him, he will still be the same as in his previous life! Because he has never beenHealing.He has always been the child of Yan Sui. Even if his body is growing, his IQ and mind are constantly improving, and he has become mature, cruel, and tolerant.The real him has never truly grown up since he killed his father with his own hands and was raised crippled by his father.He trapped himself in a dark corner and rotted…”

    Zhou Min still hurts all over because of the fierce love between Yu Tangli and Yan Sui, and his lower body is still sticky, but he still holds himself up and traces his facial features carefully.

    The reason why the client was heartbroken over Yan Sui in his previous life was also because he discovered this secret!She discovered the secret room, the yellowed blood letter, and even the tortured inhuman form, the corpse of a human being placed in a wine jar, the woman who had been dead for decades and should be her aunt.

    “A Sui, your father did not love the wrong person. The woman you thought betrayed you did not betray you and abandon you. She has been struggling and resisting with her last bit of strength. She is trying every means to protect you from the hands of my mother and father! However, there is no way in the world, she was finally killed by me.My father lied.The resources accumulated by your Beiyan clan for decades fell apart in an instant.You were criticized, scorned, and despised by your tribe. They tried every possible means to save your life. After those things, you were attached to protect you and abandoned you like garbage.”

    Zhou Min’s tears were like broken beads. Thinking of Yan Sui’s previous words in her ear and the suppressed sadness in his tone, the heartache and guilt for Yan Sui surged in her heart like a tsunami.

    “I’m sorry… the suffering you suffered when you were a child was all a trap set up by my father for the great cause of my mother-emperor. It was my mother-emperor and father who conspired to deceive your mother. That poor woman who misses her own child until she dies. It is our Zhou family who has failed you, and our ancestors have failed the Northern Yan Emperor.My parents are also the driving force behind turning your father into a monster.Our Zhou family owes you the debt of the Beiyan clan… I can’t pay it back… Asui, in that chess game, you endured all the torture that you shouldn’t have to endure.I’m sorry… I’m really sorry.”

    The client wanted to say something in his previous life but never dared to say it. Zhou Min suppressed her cries and whispered in Yan Sui’s ear over and over again, “A Sui… The crime your father committed against you is not your fault… Don’t use your father’s sin as the reason for your world-weariness. He deserves to die… But you shouldn’t… The world has never thoughtI want to abandon you, your mother, I will miss you until the moment I die, I will try my best to pray to the heaven for your safety… You have not been abandoned, never… It is the Zhou family, it is the Canglan country that owes you… I will repay the debt, what I owe to the Beiyan clan, and what I owe you, I will give everything I have to repay you…”

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