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    Yan Shaokai extra (2)

    He wants to find her!In this world, find her.This crazy idea began to wrap around him tightly like a vine, making him sink deeper and deeper into the world, and he began to implement it in a planned way out of control.

    He wants to stand in the most eye-catching position in the world, where more people can get to know him and see him as quickly as possible.

    He firmly believed that if he could dream of a woman, then that woman would definitely be touched by him. As long as she saw him, she would be touched. Although this idea was crazy and unrealistic, he suddenly wanted to do this.He wanted to find her, to find a woman whose appearance he couldn’t see clearly, who didn’t even know her name, and who was completely unknown. This idea was so crazy that he found it unbelievable, but he couldn’t control it.

    He has always been a hunter who knows how to wait, so he had enough time to wait. At that time, he suddenly began to cherish his life.For the first time, I hate the bloodthirsty Gu in my body!Unstable life characteristics.

    Just when he was planning to enter the entertainment industry, he met a strange girl in the park.

    That year, he was thirteen years old.

    In fact, rather than seeing her first, the first thing that attracted him was the song she hummed softly when she followed her so-called friend as they passed by his hiding place. The unknown tune made him slightly trance-like, so that he, being out of his own business, began to pay attention to the girl, only to find that in the girl’s eyes, she knew she was being tricked, but she still accepted it stupidly.

    A little silly, a little stupid and a little… pathetic.

    Watching her sitting alone on a bench in the park, watching the endless traffic, watching the neon lights starting to light up at night, shining on her, a small ball, the sadness in her eyes was like the silver frost of the cold moon in the mountains, lonely and ignorant, precocious but transparent, making the figure that he had decided to leave come back again.

    In thirteen years, it was the first time he took the initiative to talk to a stranger, and it was voluntary. He felt a little incredible, but his body was more honest than his brain. When he stood in front of her and led her out of the small park, he had actually been in a weird and indescribable emotion.

    That night, he talked to her a lot, even talking about his inner irritability and aversion to being restrained and controlled by others.

    Because they were strangers, and because they would never meet again, was he not on guard against her?At that time, I thought about it all the way with this doubt.

    Finally, when he was about to leave, her little hand held the corner of his clothes. He looked at her hopeful eyes and asked cautiously. He seemed to be bewitched by such eyes and became too talkative again.

    He is not a kind person.But he hopes that she won’t be so stupid in the future, so stupid that it makes him irritated. Even if she is alone, she must be strong. Like him, he is also a person, and he doesn’t think there is anything wrong with being alone.

    When the girl asked him how he could see him in the future, Yan Shaokai subconsciously turned to the most popular singer at that time on the LCD screen in the square. He remembered the ditty that the girl hummed softly. As if by chance, he suddenly blurted out that he entered the entertainment industry and became the uncrowned king of the music world.

    After leaving, Yan Shaokai was still a little unresponsive. He had been very abnormal this afternoon. Whether it was his unguarded chat with the girl, his sudden kindness and the temporary change of plans, everything made Yan Shaokai feel a little confused.

    In the eyes of the girl who forgot to ask her name, he always seemed to have an unbearable refusal and slight sign.

    Standing on the busy street, Yan Shaokai suddenly looked back and wanted to ask the name of the girl who had always made him abnormal all afternoon, but the little figure of that girl had long since disappeared.

    Yan Shaokai suddenly laughed at himself at this idea. He was just a passerby in life, and the encounter was an accident, but he actually cared a little. How stupid!That girl didn’t look like the person in the dream at all. What was he thinking…

    After warning himself, Yan Shaokai turned around and left, and the accidents and anomalies of that afternoon were hidden deep in his memory.

    “I have made the wedding dress you asked for. I have done all three things you asked me to abide by. As long as I wait a few more months, I can complete what you asked me to complete. I know you hate me, but whether you want me or not, I will cling to you and I will never let you go for the rest of my life!”

    “She said that I want to marry anyone in the world. She said that she wants the most beautiful and luxurious wedding dress. She said that she wants to make herself his only wife…otherwise, we will never see each other again in life and death…”

    “She said, brother, I have been waiting for you for a long time…”

    The man’s eyes, filled with sorrow and sorrow, appeared in his dream again, but this time, he actually heard his voice, low and hoarse, carrying an incomprehensible depth of lovesickness, love, and affectionate madness.

    Moreover, this was the first time that a familiar yet unfamiliar little girl appeared in his dream. He should not have known her, but when she appeared, he could not clearly see her appearance. However, he was sure that this girl must be the child of the underground palace woman.

    He watched quietly, as if he had changed from a bystander to the man in the dream, watching the little girl with her hair in a bun, climbing trees, making trouble, gluttony, acting coquettishly, crying, and her lively and agile appearance, which was so different from the woman lying quietly on the ice bed afterwards.

    But the only thing that was the same was that when Yan Shaokai looked at the little girl in the dream, his originally numb heart was suddenly torn apart again, and he was overcome with pain and longing.

    The sixteen-year-old Yan Shaokai woke up from his dream, opened his eyes, and quickly grasped his chest with his hands. Inside, his heart seemed to be contracting and painful, making his limbs tremble.

    I don’t know how many times I woke up from a dream in the middle of the night. I stared at the ceiling above my head with empty eyes. My heart was so empty that it made me irritable and crazy.

    He has been working hard in the music world for three years, and he has been having trouble with the Yan family, but he doesn’t care about any of this.

    But the woman he is looking for… still has no clue.

    Putting on a piece of clothing, Yan Shaokai got up from the bed, got a glass of red wine, walked slowly to the balcony, and leaned against the railing. In a high-end apartment on the 99th floor, he was used to standing on a high place and overlooking everything. Here, he stood very high, looking at the feasting and feasting below. He felt a little nervous, and suddenly thought of the girl from three years ago.

    In other words, it was the look in that girl’s eyes. It might be that there were too many things going on during the tour, it might be too busy, it might be deliberate forgetfulness, it might be the aftereffects of taking the medicine that suppressed the bloodthirsty poison. He couldn’t remember many of the things that happened in the past, the people and things there, clearly.

    Except for those eyes, the girl’s appearance seemed to be blurry.

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