[R18] So and so – “Someone” 75. Surprise [English]

Jiang Tian’s eyes fell on his fingers that were being fiddled with, and he was quiet for a while.

“Why do you ask this?” He raised his eyes and looked at Sheng Wang.

“I don’t know.” Sheng Wang leaned his head against the wall, raised his chin slightly, and lowered his eyes, watching the dust floating in the light. He reached out to fish for those things, but found nothing.

“I just feel a little floating. I can’t go up or down, and I can’t reach both ends.” He lazily lowered his hands and put them on his knees. “It seems very pretentious to say this, after all -”

Kissed all.

He paused for a few seconds, skipping what he knew well, and pursed his slightly dry lips again, and said: “Anyway… it’s quite strange. Don’t you think?”

After a while, Jiang Tian took his eyes away from he.

Although Sheng Wang said it vaguely, Jiang Tian knew the meaning. He had always known it and had always been clear about it.he just didn’t expect Sheng Wang to ask.

To be precise, I didn’t expect to ask so early.

He thought that they had a tacit understanding on this matter and had reached a tacit understanding, just like countless moments before.But at the same time, he knew that this so-called “tacit understanding” could not be maintained for a long time. It was destined to be broken, and some people were destined to be unable to bear it.

After all, nothing can stay in the dark for long.Either explode or die.

So this question came suddenly, but it was natural.Jiang Tian actually had already thought of the answer.He has rehearsed it many times subconsciously. When Shengwang raises this issue, he will say: Wait a minute.

Wait until the training camp is over, wait until you leave this closed school, leave Utopia and Neverland.When the surroundings are full of people again, full of noises that they want to hear or don’t want to hear, if you still want to ask this question, I can tell you the answer.

It doesn’t matter if you don’t want to ask. As long as there is no serious beginning, there is no need to deliberately say the end.The escape route is always there for you, without any obstacles or worries, no one will be embarrassed, and there is no need to pave the steps.

This is the most rational approach wrapped in impulse.

But the sun was too bright, making the people around me too warm.As long as he saw Sheng Wang’s shining eyes and he’s proud and expectant look, Jiang Tian couldn’t say “wait a little longer”.

All subconscious preparations were completely disrupted. He came back to his senses and asked Sheng Wang: “Are you unhappy?”

“No.” Sheng Wang shook his head.”Very happy.”

He paused, then simply added without losing face: “I’m very happy.”

Then he heard Jiang Tian say: “That’s good.”

Sheng Wang was stunned for a moment, and suddenly understood where the feeling of floating up and down came from.

Just this sentence, this sentence “That’s good”.

He has always been worried about this subconsciously.

Jiang Tian’s sharp edges sometimes give people the illusion that he also has teenage impulses in certain situations.But Sheng Wang knew that it was not impulsiveness, but pride.

Sheng Wang clearly knew how calm Jiang Tian was.Even with people like Ji Huanyu and things like that lying in front of him, he can circle the shadow within a minimum range and reach reconciliation with himself and other people around him, so it can be imagined.

He is very proud, but never impulsive, let alone emotionally.

So in the past few days, during the break of the spring breeze, Sheng Wang occasionally thought: Why did the two of them suddenly reach this point?Of course he knows why, but he doesn’t know Jiang Tian.

Is it because I don’t hide it?Sometimes the expectations are too obvious, and sometimes the disappointment is too obvious. He is suddenly moving forward and sometimes retreating, and he is so busy that Brother He can’t stand it anymore and comes over to give him a hand.

He was just worried subconsciously. Those ambiguities and intimacy were not due to unbearable throbbing, but because he was running too fast and too close. Jiang Tian was afraid that he would be disappointed and embarrassed.

If that’s the case, it’s a bit overwhelming.

It’s too overbearing and unfair to let he alone take all the happiness and excitement.

This should have been divided equally between the two.

Shengwang pondered for a long time and said with a smile: “Then you did all those things just to make me happy?”

“What things?” Jiang Tian said.

“There are quite a lot.” Sheng Wang counted them one by one, his tone was a bit lazy, as if he was chatting casually, “Watch me blindly change your name, celebrate your birthday with me in advance, tolerate me pouring you wine, look for photos everywhere to make a photo album, and -”

The hand on his knee cooperated playfully, counting one and then curling one finger.When he counted to the last one, he paused for a long time and then said: “And kissing.”

The room was quiet for a long time. It was so long that Sheng Wang couldn’t help but look at Jiang Tian before he heard the other party speak.

Perhaps to cooperate with he’s chatting, Jiang Tian also bent his fingers and counted.

He said: “The remark names are, celebrating birthdays in advance, drinking wine, and looking for photos to make albums. The last one is not.”

Sheng Wang nodded lightly and licked his dry lower lip.

In fact, he rarely gets nervous. No matter what the occasion or how many people are standing or sitting in front of him, it is difficult for him to feel nervous.Only in front of Jiang Tian, ​​those natural pride and arrogance will disappear for a while.

“What’s the reason for the last one?”

He waited for the answer, his thumb caressing the knuckle of his index finger unconsciously, until the skin there turned red, and then he heard Jiang Tian say in a hoarse voice: “Impulse.”

“Insufficient concentration.”

“Can’t help it.”

Sheng Wang paused while pressing his fingers on his knuckles, and finally relaxed after a long time.It was as if he had been holding his arms full of joy for a long time, and finally someone took away half of it. Then he finally took off the burden and became purely happy.

he asked Jiang Tian: “Are you also impulsive?”

Jiang Tian: “Yes.”

“When?” Shengwang asked again.

“A lot.” Jiang Tian said, “When the willpower is not strong.”

Sheng Wang said “Oh” and suddenly said: “Then do you have strong willpower now?”

Jiang Tian glanced at he and then looked away. After a moment, he said: “Not strong.”

“Then let me ask you a question.”

“Say.”

“I have always said that you are my brother externally.” Sheng Wang hesitated for a few seconds and looked at he, “Can you change it to something else internally?”

“How do you call it internal?”

“When the door is closed.” Sheng Wang’s voice was a little hoarse because it was very low, “when no one else is around.”

“What do you want to change it to?” Jiang Tian asked.

“What can it be replaced with?”

Perhaps because of the clear statement “weak willpower”, Sheng Wang seemed to suddenly have no restraints and became unscrupulous.He raised his chin and thought for a moment, then turned around and asked, “Is it okay if I change it to my boyfriend?”

Jiang Tian leaned his head against the wall and blinked lightly with his half-lidded eyes.When he was about to open his mouth, Sheng Wang added: “If you say no, I will kiss you until you say yes.”

Jiang Tian’s eyes glanced from the end of his eyes, then looked back and said, “That won’t work.”

There was a fire in Sheng Wang’s mind, which made his ears red.He blinked, turned his head and kissed her.

Jiang Tian was very restrained, letting Shengwang touch him green and frizzy, until the other party tentatively licked the seam of his lips, and he turned his head to avoid it.

Sheng Wang squinted and saw Jiang Tian’s bulging Adam’s apple slipping.

After a while, Jiang Tiancai turned around and said, “You really want to be infected, right?”

“Who told you to say no?” Sheng Wang was still a little unfinished, and even the slightest hint was not intimate enough.

“It’s okay now.” Jiang Tian said.

“Oh, let’s celebrate.” Sheng Wang smiled triumphantly, then licked his lower lip and went back to he.After a few random kisses, Jiang Tian finally became a little unbearable.

He stepped aside slightly, and slid his right hand down the side of Sheng Wang’s face and chin. He flicked the thumb against the chin, making Sheng Wang turn his head sideways, and then kissed the side of the other person’s neck.

Restrained yet unable to help myself.

Sheng Wang grabbed He’s hair gently, and his breathing was trembling.

He knows this is not contagious, but…

Holy shit.

The willpower of the young man when he was confused and infatuated was all for show. The end result was that Jiang Tian’s fever subsided that night, but unfortunately it turned into a more protracted cold. Sheng Wang died honorably after sneezing three times the next morning and joined the cold army.

The advantage is that there is no need to worry about contamination if the jar is broken. The disadvantage is that both of them have hoarse throats and are coughing, which greatly affects the performance of the speech.

Although the grading teachers know their original level and know that illness is a factor other than willpower, they should take it into consideration when grading.But the final effect is there after all, and we can’t tolerate all problems with our eyes closed, so Shengwang and Jiang Tian have had colds on and off for more than a week, and their PK scores have been up and down for a long time.

The most contradictory person during this period was Bian Chen. He scanned the PK score 7 times in 10 days. At the same time, he was excited and happy, but at the same time he felt that he was taking advantage of others.

On the contrary, Sheng Wang took a very open-minded view and said to him: “Every gain must come with a loss, as it should. It just reminds me that I have to work harder in the official finals.”

The second half of the sentence makes sense, but the words “every gain must have a loss” and “should” are beyond Bian Chen’s understanding and belong to metaphysics.Anyway, he didn’t see where Sheng Wang “got” and why he said he “deserved” it.

Unknowingly, the training camp has come to an end, and the official final examination room is not in this school.The teacher at the training camp has arranged the itinerary, and all 40 students will go north.

Before setting off, Sheng Wang finally had time to go to the end of the long street behind the mountain. The store that had been closed for several days due to renovations had a new look.He exported the group photo from his mobile phone and developed two prints in total.

One of them was given to Jiang Tian, ​​and the other one was going to be put into the photo album.

he just turned 17 years old and has a total of 18 photos. The last one was an accident and the biggest surprise.

Each page of the photo album is made of gold-sprinkled cardboard and has two transparent films on the top and bottom.Before he stuffed the photo into the transparent film, he suddenly had some thoughts.

he asked Jiang Tian: “Did you write the year in the upper right corner of the photo?”

“It’s printed.” Jiang Tian said, “This paper is so easy to write on.”

“Okay.” Sheng Wang asked again, “What if I want to write something?”

Jiang Tian thought for a while and said, “Write the opposite.”

“As soon as the reverse side is pushed in, it won’t be visible.” Sheng Wang said.

“What are you going to write?”

When Jiang Tian asked, Sheng Wang was stunned for a moment and then laughed and said, “Oh, you’re stupid of me. I didn’t write it for others to read.”

He grabbed a pen, turned over the photo, and looked at the outline of the figure in the light.He wrote one word behind himself – me.

Then he wrote the remaining words behind Jiang Tian – I like you.

Me and you I love.

Jiang Tian stood nearby, watching he write this sentence seriously, and suddenly felt that all his previous struggles, repetitions, and so-called rationality were too stupid. Silly like he but not quite like he, he might as well be more unrestrained.

Because I like you so much, I feel like I’m walking on thin ice in an abyss.

So much so that I almost forgot that I am 17 years old, and at this age the whole world belongs to me.No need to hesitate or weigh.

I am indestructible and capable of anything.