[R18] So and so – “Someone” 66, “Holiday” [English]
byThe first half of the sentence is for Sheng Wang.
Because he saw the silence of less than two seconds before Sheng Wang spoke to comfort him, and saw a little hiding and sadness in Sheng Wang’s slightly lowered eyes. He seemed to always be able to see this.He can see every pause, every time he stops talking, every time he laughs and makes a scene even though he is not that happy.
So he wanted Sheng Wang to know that he had stopped trying to get into trouble a long time ago. He only hated Ji Huanyu and had nothing to do with him.
As for the second half of the sentence…
For a long time, he felt that he was objective and rational enough.He has always had a good relationship with Zhao Xi and Lin Beiting, and he has never had any problems getting along with Gao Tianyang. He feels that he has found the best balance outside the boundaries.Until Sheng Wang appeared, that fulcrum suddenly became untenable.
In fact, he has realized it a long time ago. He has long understood that Shengwang is different from other people to him. He has just been competing with himself.
He sometimes introspects and thinks of many people and things, but he always avoids that point and deliberately ignores certain ambiguous or other emotions, as if if he doesn’t think about it, those things will no longer exist.
Until today when I saw Ji Huanyu outside Wutong and heard Ji Huanyu say those words, he suddenly figured it out.The other party wants to drag him into the darkness, but he insists on coming out.If the other party wants to disgust him, he will not be satisfactory.
Ji Huanyu wanted him to stop moving forward, but he reached a reconciliation with himself.He doesn’t want to compete anymore.
He just likes Shengwang, he has liked it for a long time.
Because of the relationship between Zhao Xi and Lin Beiting, he understands this road better than the average person, and he has seen its ups and downs.Reason tells him not to bring another person in, that person is very valuable, and he hopes the other person will smile more.
But sometimes, very occasionally, he can’t resist his impulse.
He wants to say it to Sheng Wang, but he also hopes that Sheng Wang can’t hear him.
The dormitory was very noisy, and a large wave of people from the dormitory next door happened to rush up. Lao Mao and Tongzi dragged Sheng Wang to say hello, saying that the training camp would start tomorrow, and asked him and her to cheer up and give the attached high school some face.
He knows, Shengwang can’t hear.
He can stand alone on the road, hoping that Sheng Wang will stop on the roadside, rest for a while and then leave. It is best not to say hello to him.He is not as stable as he thought, and he is afraid that he will not be able to hold it down.
The training camp is in another city, across the river from the affiliated middle school.
According to Sister Jing, they specially picked an extremely remote school, thousands of miles away from the city center, and it was very troublesome to reverse and transfer.In order to reduce the travel time for us, the attached high school specially arranged a special car.Yang Jing, as the leading teacher of the affiliated middle school, is responsible for sending them there.
The boarding point is still where you wait for the school bus.
“I finally managed to get a whole day without having to take out papers and correct them, and I had to get up so early to blow the cold wind. It’s not even bright yet!” Yang Jing wrapped a thin woolen coat that was enough to cover her ankles outside her online patent leather skirt. She stamped her feet in the wind and scolded Xu Dazui. The middle-aged and elderly people got up early by themselves and arranged the car without considering that the young people had to sleep.
After she scolded Xu Dazui, she started scolding Sheng Wang because Sheng Wang wore less clothes than she did.
Master Shanda also regrets that he originally picked up a thick coat this morning.After graduating from the attached high school, I no longer have to wear school uniforms all day long, so those simple and handsome clothes finally have a use.But before going out, he suddenly changed his mind and changed into a thin one by accident.
Yang Jing scrolled through her phone and said that the temperature had dropped significantly today.Sheng Wang, whose ears were red from the cold, opened his zipper and dangled it in front of Brother He. Jiang Tian frowned and glanced at He several times and asked him, “Do you know what the temperature is today?” He just plugged in his earphones and pretended not to hear.
On the fourth lap of the swing, Jiang Tian finally couldn’t hold it back and zipped up he’s zipper just like last time, then took off one of his headphones and said, “Do you feel good about the cold?”
Sheng Wangxin said that of course I was not happy about riding on a horse, and tears were about to burst out of my eyes.Don’t I want to confirm whether your mood has recovered or not?!
Fortunately, the unhappiness left by that scumbag Ji Huanyu seemed to only last night.Brother He would also frown and scold others, without rejecting or avoiding suspicion. He would also pull zippers for him, which showed that the impact was not as great as he imagined.
But he is still a little worried.
This worry exceeded his emotions, so much so that he even forgot what Zhao Xi said yesterday, and that Jiang Tian knew everything, and only focused on confirming whether the other party had any shadow left by Ji Huanyu.
Of course, it’s also possible that he subconsciously wants to ignore those things.
Sometimes students’ thinking is very strange, as if everything that happens in school only stops at school and is different after leaving school.
They are going to training, to another city, and to leave the Affiliated High School for a short time.Those emotions that arise secretly in the corners of classrooms, dormitory balconies, beside the playground or under the shade of trees can also be let go quietly without being so cautious.
Think of it as a limited-time vacation.
As a result, the start of the holiday was not satisfactory – Sheng Wang suffered from rare motion sickness, not the kind he pretended to do last time.
As soon as the car passed the toll station, he felt his stomach churning. The air in the car had a faint smell of leather. He usually didn’t pay much attention to it. At this time, the sense of presence became extremely strong, and he tried his best to get in front of his nose.
He was originally chatting with Sister Jing, looking for jokes to tease Jiang Tian.At this moment, he finally calmed down and said, “I’ll sleep on it for a while.” He leaned back on the chair and pulled down the hood of the sweatshirt underneath to cover the light.
He feels that he has a really weird temper. Last time he pretended to be motion sick and opened his mouth. But this time he was really uncomfortable but he got stubborn, as if opening his mouth made him look particularly weak.
Jiang Tian was good at annoying people but not good at chatting. Once Sheng Wang shut up, Yang Jing lost interest in chatting. She checked her phone and prepared to sleep for a while with her head propped up. The car quickly became quiet.Sheng Wang half-opened his eyes in discomfort and saw Jiang Tian plugging in his white earphones, lowering his head and typing quickly on his phone, not knowing what he was searching for.
The feeling of nausea was a bit heavy, Sheng Wang didn’t look much and closed his eyes in a hurry.
When you are motion sick, every second is very long, and your sense of time will be confused.he didn’t know how long he had been leaning forward, but suddenly he felt the person next to him move, as if he was leaning forward.
Jiang Tian called Yang Jing in a low voice and said something.There was a buzzing in Shengwang’s eardrums, but he couldn’t hear clearly.Yang Jing’s tone was higher and she said: “Two kilometers.”
Then there was the sound of a zipper, and she didn’t know what she was rummaging for.
After a while, the leather soft seat moved slightly again, and the person next to him leaned back.
The next second, Sheng Wang felt something touch his lips.Jiang Tian’s low voice sounded in his ears: “Open your mouth.”
Shengwang: “?”
He opened his mouth subconsciously and then opened his eyes.
Jiang Tian held a pack of freshly opened plum blossoms in his hand, and the one he took out had already been stuffed into Sheng Wang’s mouth.
“Sister Jing gave it to me,” Jiang Tian said.
Yang Jing turned from the co-pilot and said, “Why don’t you tell me about motion sickness? There will be a rest stop in a while. Let the driver stop there. It’s at least three hours away from there. Can you still make it to your destination?”
She didn’t know where she bought the package of plum blossoms. It had a strong sour taste, so she probably prepared it for motion sickness.The feeling of nausea was instantly suppressed, and Sheng Wang finally regained some energy.
He put the plum blossom to his cheek and said to Sister Jing, “I don’t usually feel dizzy.”
Jiang Tian glanced at he: “I obviously fainted last time.”
Sheng Wang: “…Oh.”
Yang Jing was happy, but the driver couldn’t hold it back and asked: “Am I driving too fast?”
Sheng Wang said: “No, you are driving quite steadily. It’s just that you got up too early today and there is insufficient blood supply to the brain.”
Yang Jing found an opportunity and began to scold Xu Dazui again, and sent a long voice message to the other party without fear, denouncing this behavior that prevents people from sleeping well.
She was attacking the leader from the front like a machine gun, and the driver was listening happily.Sheng Wang rolled down his hat and leaned back on the chair, preparing to close his eyes for a while, but He didn’t close them tightly, and looked at Brother He in a daze through the shallow slits in his eyes.
Jiang Tian was still holding the bag of plums, either because he couldn’t find a place to put it or because he was afraid that Sheng Wang would eat it later.He The other hand is hanging, the index finger and thumb are slightly bent, maybe it is stained with plum powder.
There were tissues in the car, but they were placed by the windshield in the front seat. Sister Jing was busy and couldn’t care about the back for a while.
Sheng Wang watched the show with squinted eyes, suppressing a smile in his heart. Every time he saw Jiang Tian’s helpless look, he felt very happy, and even his motion sickness was mostly cured.
The woman in the complaint was deaf. Jiang Tian called Yang Jing twice and then gave up. He simply leaned back on the chair, took out another plum from the bag and ate it himself, and then sipped the remaining powder on his fingers.
Sheng Wang suddenly couldn’t be happy anymore.
he closed his eyes silently, saying in his heart I…fuck…
After a while, Yang Jing finally put aside Xu Dazui and turned around to get the plum bag.She asked in confusion: “Sheng Wang, is it cold in the car?”
Shengwang opened his eyes: “Huh?”
Yang Jing said: “Why are your ears red from the cold again?”
Sheng Wang: “…”
He gritted his teeth and said, “It’s cold. Can you turn on the air conditioner?”
The driver turned on the hot air without saying a word, and Sheng Wang felt that he was getting car sick again.
This trip lasted three and a half hours. We stopped at a rest stop where we had something to eat and wandered around for a while to catch the wind. Shengwang was completely recovered when we got on the bus again.
Near noon, they finally stopped at their destination.
When Sheng Wang got out of the car, he sighed with emotion: “How can this be a little remote? This is the deep mountains and old forests, right? Why do you want to create such a place?”
Yang Jing said: “It’s just to trap you.”
“We are not here to do labor camps.”
“It wasn’t so biased in the past few years. Winter and summer camps for various subjects were arranged in schools in the city. Do you know how difficult it is for you bear people to manage? You can do anything just because you are not in your own school. I remember one year, I caught 12 people who climbed over the wall to access the Internet in one night. It was not convenient for them to directly name them, and they sent notices to the training office every day for not returning home at night.”
Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian looked at each other, feeling that the scoldings that the seniors and sisters had not received would be paid off on them.
“Okay.” He said resignedly and followed Yang Jing to report to the office.
The school was bigger than he imagined. It was divided into two areas by the hill. The main campus was at the back and the front was smaller.The school leaders were very generous and allocated all the land in front of the mountain to the training camp.
“Classes are in the laboratory building in front. For accommodation, we borrowed the staff dormitory. The conditions are definitely not as good as a hotel. It has bunk beds, but it is much better than a normal student dormitory. Two people share a room.” The teacher in charge of logistics gave Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian two key cards and said: “The dormitories are all assigned by the school. It is a coincidence that you are just two people. There is no lights-out system at night, and there are no restrictions on the use of electricity and hot water, but -”
he looked frightened and emphasized: “Learning from the past, I still have to say, abide by the school rules, okay? You are not here for a vacation.”
Sheng Wang remembered what he had thought before coming, and suddenly felt a little guilty.
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