[R18] So and so – “Someone” 65, Hidden Words [English]
byThe alley fell into dead silence, and Sheng Wang was stunned for several seconds before he realized what Ji Huanyu meant.He glanced at Jiang Tian subconsciously, but the night was already dark and he couldn’t see Jiang Tian’s expression clearly.
he I don’t know how Jiang Tian is feeling now, is he embarrassed?anger?Still doubly disgusting.
But he was going crazy.
he has never seen a person like Ji Huanyu. If he is in a mess, he will drag others down with him. If he loses face, he will make others feel embarrassed too.
He looked at Ji Huanyu’s gradually blurring outline, with half of his face sunk in shadow, and suddenly felt that he was really blind when he looked at the old photos. How could he think that such a scumbag looked like Jiang Tian when he was a child?
Sheng Wang pulled the strap of his schoolbag, took half a step forward and said, “Uncle, what you are talking about has nothing to do with me, but I really want to interject.”
The ability he learned from Sheng Mingyang, the more mad he gets, the more he can greet people with a smile at that moment.He had the face of a gentle and good student, and Ji Huanyu regarded him as a foil to one of Jiang Tian’s classmates. Even though he knew that his words were sarcastic, he didn’t take him seriously.
“What are you talking about?” Ji Huanyu asked.
Sheng Wang took off the schoolbag on his shoulder, took it to look at he, and said, “I just want to say, if you weren’t Jiang Tianhe’s dad, this bag would have been swung in your face by now.”
Ji Huanyu subconsciously took half a step back with his left foot, then stopped again.He frowned and looked at Sheng Wang with lowered eyes. He didn’t know whether he thought he was nosy or because he expected that an outsider would not rashly interfere in the family affairs of he and Jiang Tian.
Unexpectedly, the boy in front of me spoke again——
He glanced at Jiang Tian and said, “But I don’t think Jiang Tian intends to recognize you as his father, right?”
As soon as he finished speaking, he swung his schoolbag and threw it at Ji Huanyu.
“What does Jiang Tian’s life have to do with you? He has a family now, damn it.” After Sheng Wang finished swiping, he grabbed Jiang Tian and walked to Old Man Ding’s house.
Ji Huanyu hasn’t been with a boy of 17 or 18 years old for a long time. He didn’t know there was such a person who would hit him whenever he asked.He slapped En’s face a little embarrassed, frowned and stalked after him.
Sheng Wang heard the footsteps and was about to turn his head to look, but Jiang Tian held his shoulders and pushed him behind him.
Jiang Tian’s right shoulder slumped, and the strap of his schoolbag hung down to the crook of his elbow. He picked up the strap and said to Ji Huanyu, “It’s not enough after being hit, isn’t it?”
Ji Huanyu stopped.
He owes this son a lot, and he knows it very well in his heart.The stopped steps are proof.Because he knew clearly that if Sheng Wang made a move, he would be angry and standing up for others.If Jiang Tian takes action, I am afraid that the accounts of so many years will have to be settled at once.
Old Man Ding couldn’t see the situation of the battle, so he banged on the door in the house and shouted: “Xiao Tian? Xiao Wang! Xiao Wang! Open the door for me, I’m going to kill this unscrupulous thing! Who are you bullying? The bully came to my door!”
He had such a loud voice that even the dogs in the alley started barking and made a lot of noise.The sound of coughs and voices came this way again. Ji Huanyu hesitated and finally moved his feet.
He has been strong-willed, aggressive, and concerned about face since childhood to an almost extreme degree. Whenever he appears in front of others, he is always well-dressed and elegant, but there are always people… There are always people who remember his ugly appearance in those dark rooms, so that he can never truly shine.
After so many years of hard work, he still feels shameful at certain moments.
Shameless.
Jiang Tian twitched the corner of his mouth, as if he was too lazy to sneer loudly.He walked to the door of the old courtyard, unhooked the bolt, and dragged Sheng Wang in.
The blushing and thick-necked old man Ding was blocked by Sheng Wang under his armpits. Jiang Tian closed the door again, blocking the person in the night from the door without taking another look.
After a long time, Sheng Wang looked out from the cement grate on the courtyard wall. There was no one in the small drying area in front of the door. Only the old cartons and plastic bottles piled in the corner by the mute uncle made a rattling sound in the wind.
Old man Ding was a bit sarcastic that night. He always felt that it was because he didn’t notify him in time: “If he had found time to call in advance, maybe Xiaotian wouldn’t have met Ji Huanyu.”
When Sheng Wang went to the kitchen to wash the cups, he heard he mumble like this for the nth time.After muttering, the old man turned around with a kitchen knife and asked: “Dried bamboo shoots, lotus roots, chestnuts, which one do you think Xiao Tian likes more?”
Shengwang moved away from He’s blade, a little dumbfounded.The elderly are not good at coaxing people, especially Jiang Tian. After all, he has always been very clear since he was a child and rarely needs comfort.The only way the old man could think of was to make something delicious.People are already so angry that their stomachs can no longer be upset.
What Jiang Tian likes to eat is a philosophical question.Old man Ding has raised he as his grandson for so many years, but he still hasn’t figured it out, because every time he asks, he says “whatever”.
Sheng Wang thought he didn’t know clearly, but after thinking about it for a while, he was actually able to pick out one of the three items: “Then dried bamboo shoots, crispy. He seems to prefer crispier things and eats more than others. He rarely touches eggplants and loofahs on his own initiative.”
The old man gestured to him with his thumb and went to dig out something in the refrigerator.
Sheng Wang originally wanted to pour two glasses of water, but inspired by the old man, he rummaged through the cabinets in the kitchen, found a pack of chamomile, and sprinkled a few chamomile in the cup, hoping to relieve Jiang Tian’s anger, which was better than nothing.
That night, the old man and the young man did their best at the dinner table, but Jiang Tian remained silent.
Sheng Wang suddenly remembered the time when he first met Jiang Tian.he wondered for a long time, wondering why this man had a frozen face all day long and was always unhappy.Now I finally understand that if he had a dad like him who had seen all the messy things and grew up in such an environment, he would not be able to pick out a few things worth being happy about.
The luggage for the training camp has been packed a long time ago, and there is no need for evening self-study tonight. They stayed with Old Man Ding for a long time, and by the time they returned to school, the evening self-study for the boarding students had already started.
No. 3 Road is full of students. Some of them have traveled “thousands of miles” to Xilelai to buy a few snacks that are not available in other convenience stores. Some of them are holding basketballs and want to shoot a few shots while passing by the playground.
Jiang Tian would occasionally look up at the playground, half-squinting his eyes, and then look back after a moment.He is distracted, thinking about something.
Sheng Wang glanced at he a few times and said, “Brother?”
Several students whizzed by, but Jiang Tian didn’t seem to hear them clearly.
Sheng Wang thought for a while and shouted again: “Jiang Tian!”
“Huh?” The other party finally came to his senses and turned to look at him.
“Heredity is bullshit.” Sheng Wang said, “Only when you can’t find anything to say about it will you talk about heredity, just to cause trouble for you. Don’t pay attention to him.”
“Besides, Aunt Jiang has so many good qualities, and they are hereditary. Who will get he? What you do is your own decision, and it has nothing to do with him. You and he are different…”
Sheng Wang remembered the meaning behind the sentence of inheritance, was quiet for a few seconds, and said, “Don’t worry, it won’t be the same.”
Jiang Tian did not respond.
They arrived at the dormitory building unknowingly, and many people ran downstairs, fetching water, shopping, and visiting.They went upstream. The lights in the corridor on the sixth floor were all bright. The door of the dormitory at the end was open. Shi Yu and Qiu Wenbin had probably just returned.
When he was approaching the door of the dormitory, Jiang Tian, who had been silent all the way, suddenly said, “Brother Xi said something before.”
“What words?” Sheng Wang asked.
“Let me not go too far and go too far, as that could easily lead to self-defeation,” Jiang Tian said.
Zhao Xi said: The more you force yourself to go in the opposite direction, the more you will care about the road behind you.The more you try to eliminate something, the stronger its presence becomes.
Lin Beiting said: In the future, I will meet all kinds of people. There are too many of them. It is possible that if you get closer, you will have other ideas.
Sheng Wang said: Don’t worry, you won’t be the same.
He actually understands these, but…
Jiang Tian looked away from Sheng Wang, unloaded his schoolbag and walked into the dormitory. The lights-out signal had not yet sounded, and the room was brightly lit, wrapping the boy who returned late in a circle of furry light.
As he walked through the door, he whispered: “It’s actually self-defeating.”
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