[R18] So and so – “Someone” 107. Forget it [English]

I’m afraid there really is fate between people, be it good or bad.

When Jiang Tianhe and others were in Jiangsu, Ji Huanyu was also in Jiangsu because Du Cheng wanted to go back to his hometown and return to his roots.

Now Jiang Tian and the others are in Beijing, and Ji Huanyu also happens to be in Beijing, because he does not have Du Cheng’s idea. He was born as an orphan, and things like home are not important to him. He wants a good hospital, good conditions, and something more glamorous and decent.

Jiang Ou didn’t mention it to anyone before coming to the hospital.

She always remembers that bad night a long time ago. Everyone in the hospital that day was turned to another branch of life for five or six years.The relationship between this group of people is like tangled tree roots, but ultimately, the source of everything is just a bad debt between she, Ji Huanyu, and Du Cheng.

When she was at her most broken, she was entangled in those intertwined relationships, and she was stuck in the deepest corner and couldn’t get out.Later, I spent two years taking medicine and treatment, and slowly sorted out most of it under guidance, and finally realized that the biggest knot was herself.

Sometimes people are like this, the authorities are obsessed with it.When she was in a good state, she felt, why couldn’t she see such a simple truth clearly before?When I’m in a bad state, I feel like there’s no end to my troubles.

It wasn’t until this year that she heard that Ji Huanyu had been admitted to the hospital that she changed.It was like hanging in the gray clouds for a long time and then suddenly falling to the ground.

The doctor suggested that she try to solve the problem from the source.So she received a call from the nurse and decided to come see Ji Huanyu again.This time, there is no one else involved, and he will not be involved. She will untie the knot by herself.

Just before going upstairs, she encountered an incident at the door of the hospital.At that time, she had just gotten out of the car, covered her coat and was about to walk into the gate. Suddenly, she caught a glimpse of a man in a navy blue coat not far away, standing on the roadside to answer the phone. He was facing here, holding the car door with one hand.

Jiang Ou is nearsighted, but the degree is not particularly severe, so he doesn’t wear glasses on weekdays.From this distance, she could only confirm that the other person was a tall, thin, fair, young man with outstanding temperament, and could not see his face clearly.But at a certain moment when he turned his head, Jiang Ou felt that the way he was talking on the phone was calm and cold, a bit like Jiang Tian, ​​and even she almost admitted it.

Fortunately, She reacted in time. Jiang Tian did not have a coat of this color, and rarely wore such a thick black scarf.So he laughed, shook his head, and went directly to the hospital.

Jiang Ou hasn’t seen Ji Huanyu for a long time. The last time he saw him was in Du Cheng’s ward.

That day, the other party came late at night. He was cold and had been beaten by Jiang Tian. He was different from his previous well-dressed appearance and looked a little embarrassed.In her impression, that was Ji Huanyu’s most disgraceful appearance.

When she first heard that Ji Huanyu was ill, she imagined what he looked like that night – thinner, paler, and sloppier.Because of his deep hatred, he was even vilified.

But when she really saw Ji Huanyu in the ward, she was still stunned.

If someone hadn’t told her in advance, she wouldn’t have recognized that this was the person she had been entangled with for more than ten years.

The “liar” who once had a good skin was wearing an uncut hospital gown. One hand was supported by a nurse, and the other hand was holding a steel pole that was supported on the ground – it was actually a crutch, but this word was too awkward to apply to Ji Huanyu.

He hunched over and moved towards the bathroom step by step. He caught a glimpse of someone at the door and turned around slowly…

Then Jiang Ou saw a pale and swollen face.

It is said that a person’s walking posture will affect their bones and temperament. Over time, even their appearance will change.A long time ago, when Jiang Ou and Ji Huanyu had a good relationship, she often heard people praise her husband for being a handsome man and personable.But now, there is no trace of the past in this bloated and sluggish man.

Jiang Ou had saved a lot of words, but they all disappeared the moment he saw he.

For a few seconds, she even fell into a daze, wondering who this pale and bloated middle-aged man was?Why did the moment he saw her, he subconsciously raised his hand to cover his face, and then dragged the caregiver to the bathroom in a hurry, making his posture even more ridiculous.

After a long time, she came back to her senses and said softly “Oh” in her heart: This is Ji Huanyu.

This is actually… Ji Huanyu.

She wasted five or six years in this world because of such a person who had a mental breakdown and clung to Jiang Tian, the only one he could hold on to…

How ridiculous.

Ji Huanyu stayed in the bathroom for a long time. He didn’t know whether it was simply because of the inconvenience or because he was not ready to meet people.By the time the nurse helped him out again, Jiang Ou had already closed the ward door for him.

Ji Huanyu moved back to the bed little by little.He used to have very smart eyes, which could be gentle or warm when needed, but now they are always lowered, looking numb and weak.

The nurse helped him onto the bed, adjusted the inclination of the backrest, then pulled a chair to the bedside and said to Jiang Ou, “Sit down.”

“No need.” Jiang Ou said, “I’m just here to take a look. Just stand.”

The nurse wanted to stay aside, but saw Ji Huanyu wave his hand and said vaguely: “Go outside.”

“Then…” The nurse hesitated for a moment, then happily went out, leaving only two people in the ward.

Jiang Ou said: “Are you asking me to see how miserable you are, Ji Huanyu?”

The other party still didn’t look at her, sitting on the bedside with lowered eyebrows.When he first moved around, although it was difficult, he still had some vitality.Now that I’m lying on the bed, that lifeless numbness has enveloped me again.After a long time, he blinked and said vaguely: “Xiao Ou, I’m sorry.”

Jiang Ou was always a little aggrieved when he heard him say this more than ten years ago.Jiang Ou was so angry that he was hysterical when he heard him say such words in the hospital five or six years ago.

Now that she heard this sentence again, she should have been scornful and disdainful, but at this moment, she was actually extremely calm.

A strange Ji Huanyu pulled her out of the shadow of the past and turned her into a bystander.She stood by the bed with her bag in hand, looking at the unfamiliar patient and saying innocuous words.

At that moment, she suddenly knew why the doctor suggested she come to see this man.

Only when you really see her will you understand that time has passed, things have changed, and the person she liked, tired of, and hated no longer exists, and no one is left waiting to give her an explanation.What has tortured her all these years is just a shadow in her memory.

“Are you still disgusting with me?” Ji Huanyu said.

Jiang Ou looked at this strange middle-aged man and suddenly wanted to laugh, and he really laughed in his heart. Then everything became complicated.

She pulled back a strand of hair that had fallen down from her ear, took a deep breath and said, “Forget it.”

It’s really funny to say hate to such a person.

Ji Huanyu raised his eyes, his movements were still slow, but he still caught the emotion in her eyes.

He has been competitive and calculated for decades, just for a little respect.Whether you like him or hate him, as long as you don’t look down on him, he can accept it calmly.He once felt that anyone in the world might show contempt for him because of something, except Jiang Ou.Because she will never see him or hate him.

Unexpectedly, in the end, he saw the last thing he wanted to see in the eyes of this most unlikely person.

Probably…this is his greatest retribution.

He would rather Jiang Ou was as hysterical as he was a few years ago, scolding him with red eyes, hitting him, and venting his accumulated anger and grievances. As a result, Jiang Ou just took out his mobile phone and glanced at the time, and then said to he: “I don’t know what to say, and I don’t want to say anything I originally thought about. Just think of it as if I just answered the phone to take a look, and I will leave soon. You…”

Jiang Ou was speechless for a moment and said, “Take good care of yourself and do some rehabilitation.”

Ji Huanyu struggled to reveal a self-deprecating smile, and that expression fell on his face now, more like a muscle twitch.He opened his mouth and was about to say something.

Jiang Ou interrupted: “Don’t think too much, no one wants your properties and money.”

These words were exactly the same as Jiang Tian’s. Ji Huanyu lowered his head slowly, stared at a point in the void, and stopped moving.he spent most of his life, but finally his conscience found out that he wanted to give away the things in his hands, but no one wanted to take them.

Jiang Ou glanced at he one last time, opened the door and left the ward.

This ward is at the end of the corridor, next to a large glass window. The late winter sun shines through, it is not warm, but it is pale and a bit dazzling.

She walked a few steps further and sat down on an empty bench.She had been talking calmly in the ward just now, but the moment she sat down, she couldn’t help but feel stunned.Just like students who have studied hard for more than ten years, they will always fall into emptiness on the day after the college entrance examination.

I can’t tell what I feel, and it’s hard to describe whether it’s loss or relief.It wasn’t until someone sat down next to her and handed her a glass of water that she suddenly woke up.

“Xiao Tian?” Jiang Ou took the water and stared blankly at the people around him.

For a moment, she suddenly felt a strange feeling of strangeness. Perhaps it was because she hadn’t sat peacefully with Jiang Tian like this for a long time.It was like having a long and boring dream, and suddenly woke up. Her tall, thin son, who always pursed his lips and tilted his head, had become an adult.

“Why are you here?” Jiang Ou asked blankly, “When did you come?”

“It’s been a long time,” Jiang Tian said.

As soon as he received the news that Jiang Ou had arrived in Beijing, he immediately came to the hospital and almost followed each other.The difference is that he was delayed downstairs for a few minutes because he saw Sheng Wang.

Jiang Tian didn’t want Sheng Wang to come over, so when he called, he just said that he had something to do and would go back later.Unexpectedly, the other party guessed it right.But he still didn’t want Sheng Wang to face these old messes, so he even coaxed Shengwang into waiting for him in the car.

When he rushed to the ward, Jiang Ou had just opened the door. He didn’t want to see Ji Huanyu, so he leaned outside the door and waited, listening to the entire conversation between the two.