085 “She Wants It So Much (High H After Marriage)” Chapter 85 Yu Han cried to stay, but Qianqian still insisted on breaking up.
byLin Qianhuan’s thoughts are beautiful, but the reality is always very skinny.
Yu Han was not stimulated and pressed her down on the bed to fuck her. Instead, he calmly agreed to let her date other boys.
The premise is that you can’t break up.
Lin Qianhuan: “?”
Why is this different from what she imagined.
“We grew up together and have been together for too many years. If you get tired of me and want to find something new, I can understand.”
No?
What do you understand? Do you understand?
“I agree with you dating other boys, but you have to promise me a few things.”
Lin Qianhuan asked smoothly: “What?”
He cannot hold hands, hug, kiss, or do any intimate actions. In addition, he will have his butler accompany him throughout the whole process.
Lin Qianhuan: “…”
She wouldn’t do those things with other men in the first place?
Could it be that Yu Han really thought that she was too young to be bored with him and wanted something new?
Isn’t it?
Does Yu Han miss her so much?
Lin Qianhuan became angrier as she thought about it, and agreed to Yu Han’s words almost provocatively.
She said: “Okay.”
She didn’t believe that Yu Han was really indifferent. Maybe in the middle of her date with another boy, Yu Han would break out, just like Brady did. Then Yu Han would be angry and jealous, and then drag her to a hotel room to have sex.
This is not impossible.
“Qianqian,” Yu Han touched her head that day and finally regained his gentleness, “I’m waiting for you to change your mind.”
Even if she changes her mind, she hasn’t changed her mind at all, okay?
As long as Lin Qianhuan is willing, she can easily find a date. There are many high-quality boys in their school alone. She selected a few and met them several times, and went to different places with them.
The boys were all quite handsome, with various personalities, and some of them got along well with Lin Qianhuan. Lin Qianhuan made friends seriously and said that she had a boyfriend to prevent misunderstandings.
“wow~”
One of the boys sighed and said, “Your boyfriend is very open-minded. Don’t worry about letting you come to see such an outstanding handsome guy like me so late.”
Lin Qianhuan just laughed.
Of course she was not alone, Yu Han’s housekeeper was still following closely, and her own bodyguard was not far away.
But Yu Han never showed up.
Lin Qianhuan couldn’t understand what Yu Han was thinking.
Do you really trust her?Still don’t care anymore?
The food on the table was delicious, and the handsome guy opposite him was also pretty, but Lin Qianhuan suddenly felt a little unmotivated.
Later, the boy confessed to her that he liked her very much and asked if he had a chance.
Lin Qianhuan shook her head and refused decisively. She said, “It’s impossible. I love my boyfriend very much. I’m sorry.”
The man asked her how much she loved her.
Lin Qianhuan said, love is fatal, love is fatal.
In the end, she went home obediently. Yu Han was waiting at home, came over to hug her, and asked her if she had fun today.
Lin Qianhuan’s tears rolled down all of a sudden, and her voice was a little aggrieved as she said, “Do you not like me anymore?”
Yu Han stared into her eyes and said, “I like it, I like it very much. I’ve been waiting for you to come back.”
Lin Qianhuan felt even more aggrieved: “Then why did you still agree to my dating other people? Do you dare to say that you didn’t want to take the opportunity to get rid of me?”
“No,” Yu Han hugged her tightly, his arms strong, as if he wanted to embed her into his bones and blood, “I’m just afraid that you will get tired of it, that you will insist on breaking up with me if I don’t agree… Do you know how scared I was that day when you threatened to break up?”
Yu Han said: “I’m scared to death, scared to death.”
Lin Qian burst into tears.
They reconciled the next day, and Yu Han still came to see her every day, took care of her tenderly, and kissed her forehead when they parted.
“I want it here.”
Lin Qianhuan stood on tiptoe and pointed at her lips, asking for a deep kiss. Yu Han gave it to her, kissing her lipstick until it was wiped off, and then clumsily helped her touch it up.
He still rarely speaks love words to her, but when his true feelings are touched, he will blurt out expressions.
He would say: “Qianqian, can we be together for the rest of our lives?”
He would say: “Qianqian, we should never be separated.”
Lin Qianhuan said: “Okay.”
At that time, Lin Qianhuan really wanted to be with Yu Han for the rest of her life and never be separated.
She even thought, it doesn’t matter even if she doesn’t have sex, I can hold it back, I can definitely do it.
Yu Han was still like a human-shaped aphrodisiac to her, and it was a very powerful one. She wanted to have sex with Yu Han when she got close to him, and was violently possessed by him, but Lin Qianhuan no longer deliberately teased Yu Han, nor did she reveal her thoughts to Yu Han anymore.
Because she knew Yu Han didn’t like sex.
Yu Han has already made his attitude clear, and he can only give it to her after they get married.
So during that time, Lin Qianhuan became obsessed with vibrators. After hugging Yu Han at night and returning to their rooms, she would insert the vibrator into her body, thinking that Yu Han was having sex with her.
The first time was exciting.
But what I got later was a greater and more difficult emptiness.
Not enough.
Totally not enough.
Except for Yu Han’s penis, nothing could give her complete satisfaction.
And when people are not satisfied, problems will always arise.
Later, Lin Qianhuan suddenly became sensitive and neurotic. She would suddenly attack Yu Han’s school, and she would be angry with Yu Han’s female work partner. She began to suspect that Yu Han really disliked her because she was young, so he didn’t fuck her, but he would fuck her as a mature woman, so she arranged for a sexy and coquettish woman to deliberately test her.
The result made Lin Qianhuan very satisfied. Yu Han not only had no reaction to those women, but decisively refused them, and even got angry.
Later, Yu Han found out about her arrangements.
Yu Han was helpless and came over to pinch her face gently. He was still patient and good-tempered: “Qianqian, why are you doing this? Is there something I did wrong that made you feel uneasy?”
Lin Qianhuan shook his head.
“Then trust me more, I only like you.”
Lin Qianhuan lay in his arms and nodded gently.
Yu Han is very good, really very good. He has no shortcomings except that he refuses to fuck her. Lin Qianhuan still loves Yu Han very much and is obsessed with him.
But she couldn’t control herself from becoming more and more troublesome.
Yu Han didn’t say anything, he only coaxed her and continued to indulge her in various ways, but his classmate Emily couldn’t stand it anymore and came over to criticize and criticize Lin Qianhuan:
“You are so immature, Lin Qianhuan!”
“Our team has been working on an important project all night these past few days. You should be able to feel Yu Han’s hard work, but you are not only inconsiderate of him, but you also misunderstand my relationship with him, and play tricks on him. Even when our team stayed up late to do research, you even forced him to drop everything and go buy you ice cream in the middle of the night. I really can’t figure out what you want to do!”
“Yu Han loves you now, so much that he can’t help himself. He’s like crazy. He does whatever you tell him to do, because you didn’t complain even when your mentor pointed your nose at him and scolded him. But Lin Qianhuan, how long do you think Yu Han can tolerate you if you continue to do this?
“Do you know how much love is wasted in such friction?When love is strong, all bad things can be ignored, but what happens after the passion fades?”
“Lin Qianhuan, are you still going to be willful?”
After Emily left, Lin Qianhuan cried until she choked.
Why did she become this unreasonable and troublesome person now?Obviously at the beginning, she just wanted to have sex with Yu Han.
Later, when she couldn’t do it, she also wanted to have a platonic love relationship with Yu Han.
But it’s too difficult.
She had tasted sex and couldn’t forget it.
It’s okay not to be by Yu Han’s side, and the feeling won’t be that profound when I think about it.
But once she got to Yu Han’s side, she couldn’t control it.
She wants to be hugged, kissed, fucked, creampied, fucked and made a mess.
Human desire is like a glutton that cannot be fed, it has no end and is endless.
She had been fucked by Yu Han, and it was impossible for her to be satisfied with a platonic relationship.
Then all hell broke loose.
“Actually, I don’t want to do this. I can’t bear to trouble you, and I don’t want to make trouble with you.”
“Ahan, I still like you very much, I like you very much, but I don’t like myself at all now.”
Lin Qianhuan cried a lot and talked to herself for a while before sending the video to An Ran.
An Ran skipped class and came out to talk to her, and she was so anxious that she felt worried: “Don’t cry, Qianqian, don’t cry, we can’t have a relationship and you’re talking about yourself as mentally ill, right?””
Lin Qianhuan said: “You are mentally ill.”
Although An Ran was useless, Lin Qianhuan calmed down after chatting with her.
She knew she couldn’t do this and had to find a solution.
One is abstinence.
Lin Qianhuan tried eating fast, chanting Buddha’s name, and listening to the Great Compassion Mantra every day, but it was of no use. As soon as Yu Han appeared, her power was instantly broken.
The second is to have sex with Yu Han and be completely satisfied.
Sometimes the more she can’t get, the more she wants it. Perhaps this is the crux of her problem. As long as she has sex with Yu Han, all problems will be solved.
But if having sex with Yu Han was so easy, she wouldn’t be in the predicament she is in now.
The medicine was not enough. She had sent Yu Han to the hospital because of the medicine.
There was no use in teasing and seducing, Yu Han was as hard as iron on this matter.
So what to do?
In the end, An Ran gave her some advice, saying that she should try getting drunk.
Get drunk?
This was really a good idea. Lin Qianhuan applauded it. She chose a time when Yu Han was free and used various tricks. In the end, she really got Yu Han drunk.
The drunken handsome guy became even more beautiful. Lin Qianhuan was seduced by the beauty and couldn’t hold it anymore, so she untied Yu Han’s belt and couldn’t wait to put her hand in and touch the big thing.
Yu Han held her hand.
The man was drunk, staggering and smelling of alcohol, and said to her: “Qianqian, this won’t work.”
Lin Qianhuan went over to kiss his lips, caressed his Adam’s apple and asked him to fuck her, but the words Yu Han said the next second made her feel like she had fallen into an ice cave.
He said: “Qianqian, be good, girls should be more reserved. If you keep acting like this, I won’t like you.”
I don’t like you anymore.
Don’t like you anymore.
don’t like you.
Lin Qianhuan’s body was trembling, and she burst into tears. Emily said so many heart-wrenching words that day without breaking her guard, but Yu Han’s words almost made her collapse.
Lin Qianhuan suffered from insomnia that day and sat with Yu Hanku who was drunk all night. The next morning she seriously broke up with her.
Yu Han had a hangover and a headache, and he still couldn’t react: “Why, why do we want to break up suddenly?Yesterday… weren’t we fine?”
Lin Qianhuan said calmly: “Maybe you are right, I am still too young, I am still too immature, so when I meet such a calm and rational person like you, it is not a good match. I will do a lot of wrong things and make everything worse and worse.How long can you bear with me like this?How long can you still like me?”
“For a lifetime,” Yu Han realized the seriousness in Lin Qianhuan’s tone and hugged her quickly, his voice filled with fear and trembling that he had never experienced before: “Qianqian, I will love you for a lifetime, I will love you for a lifetime, and I will follow you no matter what you want. Let’s not break up, okay?”
Yu Han said: “I have never felt that I need to endure anything when I am with you, and I have never disliked your immaturity. I am willing to do it, Qianqian, no matter what I do for you, I am willing to do it.”
For a moment, Lin Qianhuan regretted it, but thinking of her discomfort and entanglement for so long, Lin Qianhuan still pushed Yu Han away.
Lin Qianhuan seriously proposed breaking up again, sobbing softly as she spoke: “Don’t do this, I will go further and further if you do this. If you think about it carefully, I have done a lot of outrageous things during this period. I drugged you and sent you to the hospital. I dated other boys on purpose, just to make you jealous and to anger you. I even found another woman and deliberately inserted myself into you just to test you…”
“What’s all this?What does this mean?Yu Han held Lin Qianhuan’s shoulders and said in an urgent voice: “It’s okay if you want to test me. I’ll test it for you. I can guarantee that I will always be sincere to you. I’m not afraid of your testing. You can test it however you want, but Qianqian, please don’t leave me, okay?”Don’t tell me to break up, okay?”
“I will give you everything and I will do whatever you want.”
“I can’t live without you.”
Give me everything?Depend on me for everything?Can’t live without me?What you say sounds nice, but why don’t you have sex with me?
Lin Qianhuan wanted to question.
I want to confess about my second personality.
I want to tell Yu Han everything.
But Lin Qianhuan didn’t want Yu Han to go insane again, and she didn’t want Yu Han to get into trouble again.
Lin Qianhuan suddenly felt very tired.
She still loves Yu Han very much.
They love each other so much, so much, but they can’t change their current predicament by continuing to be together. The only way out is to separate.
“Ahan, let go,” Lin Qianhuan wiped away her tears, raised her head and said, “It’s time for me to be on my own. With you by my side, I will be a child all my life, and I will never grow up, and I don’t want to be like that, otherwise I will hate myself more and more.”
Yu Han couldn’t let go at all, and he still tried his best to stay: “It’s okay, Qianqian, if you want to grow up, I can also teach you, I can strictly force you to grow up, and I can also help you make a growth plan…”
“Look,” Lin Qianhuan laughed self-deprecatingly, “You are like this, you want to help me with everything, you will share everything for me, and it is the same when I am around you, I count on you for everything, I will subconsciously rely on you, this is a fact that cannot be changed at all.”
Yu Han’s eyes were red, and he looked a rare embarrassment. He held Lin Qianhuan’s hand, put it on his heart, and said, “Then you will always rely on me. Isn’t it good for you to rely on me for the rest of your life?I can swear to you that I, Yu Han, will never change my heart in this life. I will take care of you and pamper you. I can make you dependent on you for the rest of your life. I can love you for the rest of your life and let you live a carefree life. I…”
Lin Qianhuan shook his hand away and cried, “What’s the use of swearing?All men really feel that they will not break their promises when they swear, and when they regret it, they really feel that they cannot do it. What is the use of men’s vows?
Yu Han tried to wipe her tears, but Lin Qianhuan kept refusing.
Yu Han was about to collapse. He grabbed a handful of hair and tears fell with Lin Qianhuan. His eyes were red and he choked: “How can you trust me, Qianqian, what should I do so that you can trust me? Or what did I do wrong, tell meCome out, give me one more chance, just once, give me a chance…let me prove…I really love you, I love you very much, Qianqian, can you tell me what I need to do now to save you…”
Yu Han said a lot of love words that day, from the bottom of his heart, and every word was from the bottom of his heart. He said it desperately, saying many, many love words, as if he wanted to finish all the love words in his life.
“Don’t break up, okay? Qianqian, we won’t break up.”
He cried to try to keep Lin Qianhuan, asked what else he could do, and said he didn’t want to break up.
But Lin Qianhuan was not moved. Lin Qianhuan said, “You don’t need to do anything, because I don’t like you anymore.”
Lin Qianhuan said: “I will be unhappy if I continue to be with you, and I will be in pain, so Yu Han, let’s break up, let’s really break up this time.”
Lin Qianhuan said: “I beg you, please let me go.”
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This chapter is very long. It took me a long time to write it, and it was even later.
ps: Although we broke up here, the rest is still very sweet!
I don’t know what to say anymore, so good night
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