021 “Rebirth of the Grand Favor (H, 1v1)” Chapter 20
byChapter 20: Zhonghua’s secret
“Take good medicine.” Zhong Zhonghua told Shen Qi, “I will check it.”
How to check?Shen Qi failed to detect Zhong Hua’s hidden concern from his instructions and only felt humiliated.But he still took the medicine and said in an indifferent voice: “I thank the prince for the reward.”
“From now on…” Zhong Zhonghua said, seeming hesitant: “Don’t call yourself a slave.”
Shen Qi didn’t ask and waited quietly for his next words.Just listen to Zhong Hua say: “I will give you a title.”
Shen Qiyi was startled, not because Shen Chonghua said he wanted to give her a title, but because Shen Zhonghua didn’t call himself the king, but called him “I”.
“Did I hear it wrong?” Shen Qi thought, but Shen Qi then thought: “What about Su Lianxue?”
If Zhong Hua gives her an identity, what will Su Lianxue do?Didn’t he want to be with her for the rest of his life?
However, Zhong Zhonghua then said: “The one from Su… Xi’s Courtyard, I have sent someone to send her back to the General’s Mansion.”
He called himself the king, and Shen Qi thought that she had indeed heard him wrong.With the memory of her previous life, Shen Qi thought that Su Lianxue was angry and wanted to go back because she knew that Zhong Zhonghua had a relationship with her.She thought of what Leng Xing had told her. From now on, she was the only girl in the general’s mansion.Thinking of the dream he had last night, the memory of his previous life, Shen Qi couldn’t help but shudder.
“Uncomfortable?” Zhong Hua’s breath came closer to her. Shen Qi endured it and controlled himself from retreating subconsciously.
“What’s wrong with you?” Zhong Zhonghua asked again, his voice a little more urgent.
Shen Qi lowered his head, his voice still indifferent: “Shen Qi is fine.”
“…” Zhong Zhonghua lowered his head to look at Shen Qi, but because she also lowered her head, he couldn’t see his expression clearly.He was a little flustered and a little upset.He wanted to say something to her, but he didn’t know where to start.
Until Shen Qi asked him: “Does the prince still need to review government affairs today?”
“No.” Zhong Hua waved his hand and smashed everything. He was in a really bad mood.But when he heard Shen Qi’s voice, even though it was indifferent, it made his heart soften a lot.
Zhong Zhonghua suddenly asked Shen Qi: “These past few days of the Lantern Festival, you…”
Zhong Hua originally wanted to say: “Do you want to go and have a look?”
What came out of his mouth was: “Please accompany me to see it.”
Shen Qi obeyed and said, “Yes.”
Zhong Zhonghua felt at ease now, because he knew that she would only obey his orders.At the same time, he also knew that he didn’t dare to ask her if she wanted to do it because he was afraid of being rejected by her.
In his previous life, Zhong Zhonghua had nothing to be afraid of, until Shen Qi died in front of him, until he saw the hatred for him in Shen Qi’s eyes for the first time, until he later learned some truth and knew that he was ridiculously wrong, and how wrong he was.
He had nothing to fear, because what he wanted was lost, and what he wanted to protect the most was destroyed by his own hands…
Shen Qi is dead, and there is nothing left…
Don’t talk about apologies, don’t talk about explanations, don’t talk about his hindsight and his stupidity, he can’t even make the simplest compensation…
But in this life, when he finally had the chance to make up for her, pamper her, love her, protect her and cherish her, he became cautious and hesitant. He was too afraid of losing her and losing her again…
Yes, Zhong Zhonghua lived one life, and now, like Shen Qi, Zhong Zhonghua carries the memories of his previous life.
He was reborn when he was running around, looking for treasures, and smiling at Bosu Lianxue.
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