[R18] (Quickly wear it) Baby, you are with the wrong person – Chapter 938 of “(Quickly Wear) Baby You Are with the Wrong Person” [English]

☆, Nanke 52

My name is Feiguang, and I am the divine general guarding Hongyuan Pavilion in Tiangong.

I don’t know how many years I have lived, and I don’t know when I ascended to the upper world and became the Divine General of the Tiangong. I just guarded Hongyuan Pavilion and the Pingyao Order that suppressed it, for thousands of years, until the day I no longer need to perform my duties.

Yes, I have no memory.

After being born, growing up, cultivating, and ascending to the heavenly realm, even the immortal birds and spiritual beasts wandering around know who their mother and clan members are. Only my life is blank.

No one has a clean past, I have tried to pursue it.

But whether it is Lord Si Mingxing who controls destiny or Lord Beidou Star who controls life and death, I even took the initiative to let mirages enter my dreams to explore possible memory fragments in my subconscious, but I found nothing.

“Your memory disappeared just because of an accident. The Emperor of Heaven told me this way, “The past is already a cloud, why bother to obsess.

“Then where did I come from and how did I become this divine general in the Heavenly Palace?”

After hearing this, the Emperor of Heaven smiled faintly: “Of course, where people come from, that’s where you come from.

This answer gave me a stable backbone, and I finally calmed down. Maybe the Emperor of Heaven was right and being too obsessed was not a good thing.

I will “let go of pursuing the past” and be my Feiguang Divine General with peace of mind, suppressing Hongyuan Pavilion and guarding the Demon Ping Order.

People always have to learn to let go. As people in the heaven, our lives are long enough and our hearts must be calm enough.

I didn’t expect that this peace would be broken one day.

There were variables in my life that left me at a loss as to what to do.

The youngest daughter of the Emperor of Heaven, Yao Ji.She is the most beloved daughter of the Emperor of Heaven and the most noble princess of the Heavenly Palace.

She is very beautiful, the most beautiful female fairy I have ever seen.When she smiles, her eyes are slightly curved like crescent moons.If you wrinkle your nose in anger, your porcelain-white face will look like a bulging bun.

I know that there are many male immortals in the Heavenly Palace who admire her, not only because of her noble status and outstanding appearance, but also because she is a lovely and beautiful girl.

Yes, even if I don’t want to admit it, even if I am always cold towards her, I know clearly in my heart that I like her.

I don’t know when the feelings started. Maybe it was when she didn’t care about my cold face and came to Hongyuan Pavilion again and again.

Maybe it was when she spread her hands towards me and placed her favorite spiritual fruit in front of me like a treasure.

Or maybe it was a long, long time ago that she didn’t know me at all and didn’t care about me. There was already such a shadow in my heart.

I’ve probably been lonely for too long. The blue sea and blue sky make me heart-broken every night. We have lived long enough, calm enough, and cold enough.

But I was unwilling or even afraid to express my feelings to her. I treated her coldly again and again, and regretted it again and again after she left in frustration.

I don’t understand why I can’t sincerely express my feelings. I would tell myself every time to be frank.

It wasn’t until much later that I realized that I shouldn’t have said it in the first place.The spiritual sense in my subconscious stopped me. At that time, I thought it was because I was too cowardly.

Maybe I am a timid person. Even after knowing the truth, I still dare not break free from the shackles and just accept my fate in panic.

I couldn’t resist, and who in the whole world could resist. That person just comforted myself like this, and I could feel a little more at ease.

I am not a coward, even though my life and even my thoughts are not my own, I am not a coward.

“Brother Feiguang.”

She came again, standing in front of me, looking at me curiously and tentatively, even a little cautiously.

“I heard that you and your father were not happy. What happened?”

She also knew about it, so I rushed to the palace of the Emperor of Heaven, left Hongyuan Pavilion for the first time in hundreds of years, and had a big quarrel with the Lord of the Heavens and Worlds.

But what’s the use? I know very well in my heart that I can only vent my unwillingness and anger, but there is still nothing I can do.

For no reason, anger surged in my heart.The person who controlled me was her father, and my feelings for her were just the result of human control.

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It has nothing to do with you.”I said coldly.

She was stunned for a moment, opened her mouth, and wanted to say something else.But I no longer gave her a chance. I stretched out my hand and pushed her away hard.

“Don’t come here again. I don’t refuse outright because I care about the emperor’s face. Fairy, please respect yourself.”

I’m timid and a complete jerk.

Do you regret it?

At that time, I had a little bit of regret in my heart, but it was quickly replaced by disgust. I understood how powerless I was. As long as I thought that my feelings for her did not come from my own will, even she became disgusted.

If I had the chance – and I would think about it countless times in the years to come – I would like to apologize to her.

Yao Ji, I don’t know if I really love you, and I don’t know if it’s me you love or because of my tainted soul, but at least I’m sorry.

In the end, I still didn’t say these three words –

It’s too late, but it’s all over.

Without hesitation, I landed a heavy palm on my Heavenly Spirit Cap. I saw the wind roar loudly, and even saw the cold but astonished eyes of the Emperor of Heaven through the void.

This was my second revolt, and I laughed.

For the first time, I left the Pingyao Order behind in the mortal world, and what I got in exchange was an endless cycle of reincarnations.The second time I gave up my life.

I will completely perish, and there will never be another Feiguang Divine General in this world, nor will there ever be that container that was a tragedy from the beginning.

My name is Feiguang, and I am a tool.

The Hongyuan Pavilion that suppresses the Pingyao Order is my true body.

I was refined by the Emperor of Heaven, enlightened with spiritual wisdom, and named Fei Guang.

I have no memory, no life, everything is blank.

But during the long years of suppressing the Pingyao Order, my soul was gradually infiltrated by that treasure.Except for the Emperor of Heaven, no one knew that Fengjun’s core soul was sealed in the Pingyao Order.

Without this soul, the Moon Avenue controlled by the Gods would not be complete.Feng Jun was imprisoned in Xingxu by the Emperor of Heaven in his original form, but even so, the Emperor of Heaven could not control the Pingyao Order.

In desperation, he came up with such a way.

A special container was refined, and after a long period of evolution, the container was dyed with the breath of Fengjun, and used this as a breakthrough to master the Pingyao Order.

And I am that container.

After all, it was not me who she fell in love with, and it was not because of myself that I fell in love with her.

I want to be free if I can.

It’s no longer like this where you can’t help yourself, and it’s no longer like this when you don’t even know whether the last person you love is pure or sincere.

Goodbye, Yaoyao.

You and I are not meant to be together. We are separated from each other, and each of us is happy.