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    ☆、River God 19

    “Are you Huai?”

    There seemed to be such a voice asking in the ethereal space.

    The voice was very soft and far away, as if it was a newly born baby bird, and it also conveyed ignorance and curiosity about the world. “Are you Huai? The little guy who came uninvited.

    Another voice sounded, a low murmur that seemed to be in her heart, very far away, yet very close.

    “I…I don’t know who I am.”

    She opened her eyes and didn’t understand anything. She woke up from a long sleep. The world was chaos to her.

    “….I don’t know,” she asked eagerly, “Do you know?Who am I and what is my name?”

    “Your name…” The deep voice muttered for a moment, and he seemed to sigh, “Yao, you are bright and white. You were born from the bright moon. From now on… I will call you Yao.””

    “Yao, Yao…” she repeated over and over again, gently, and finally laughed, “…I am Yao, and from now on, I will be Yao.””

    “Who are you?Uninvited little guy.said the voice.

    For some reason, she laughed: “I am Yao Ji.”

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    The dream was chaotic and seemed to have no end.

    The image of the god suddenly appeared in front of Yao Ji, and the next moment, he burst like a bubble.The body fell rapidly, and there were countless words and fleeting images.

    The towering trees, the vast sea of ​​stars, the deep chaos… She intuitively felt that she had forgotten something, and she seemed to have remembered something.

    “Who are you?”

    “What’s my name?”

    “You were born from the bright moon. . . ,, . . . ”

    “If you are determined to fall into reincarnation, I can only obey you.”

    “If gods like us go to reincarnate in the vast world, the more times we reincarnate, the thinner the divinity in our bodies will be. When the fascination completely disappears, we will never be able to return to the heavenly palace.”

    “Could it be that you saw me when you were a child?Or was I the girl of your dreams a long time ago?”

    The messy words stopped abruptly at this moment, and Yao Ji finally remembered that she had seen that tree in the previous life, in Liu Chenzhou’s painting.

    She reincarnated over and over again, reincarnated again and again, but why, why did she have to cycle back and forth in this endless three thousand worlds.She seems to have forgotten something very important. She is pursuing it, but she doesn’t even remember what she is pursuing.

    When she woke up, Yao Ji felt that her clothes were wet with sweat and her vest was cold.

    Her divinity began to dissipate. No, perhaps the process of dissipation had already begun a long time ago.

    So she forgot about her past life and only remembered that she was reincarnating again and again, but the purpose of reincarnation and the thing she wanted to pursue had not occurred to her for a long time.

    Which life did it start from…

    Lying on the bed in a daze, the girl felt wetness on her cheeks and kissed her with warm thin lips.She was still a little stunned. She blinked and saw a bit of satisfaction in getting her wish flash across Lu Han’s deep eyes.

    It’s no wonder, after all this time together, every time he wakes up after being intimate, the good morning kiss he wants to send has never succeeded.This sudden success, even Lu Hanshen was surprised. Seeing that Yao Ji seemed to be still dazed, he felt a trace of uneasiness in his heart: “Yao Yao, what’s wrong with you?”

    “Huh?Oh…no, nothing.”

    Maybe this man…the person she has been married to in every life is what she has been looking for?

    With such thoughts popping up in her mind, Yao Ji felt something was wrong. It shouldn’t be like this. At least, it definitely wasn’t that simple.While she was thinking about it, she dressed and groomed according to the habits she had developed over the years. For a moment, she forgot her subconscious thoughts – she had regarded Lu Hanshen as the person she would spend her whole life with.

    Regardless, those dreams definitely have a meaning.

    The beginning of the strange dream was the night she stayed at the Lu residence. After that, she would have dreams from time to time. Last night, the content of the dream had a major breakthrough.

    She keenly grasped the key point, which was the ancestral hall in Lu’s house, and perhaps the “divine order” mentioned by Lu Hanshen.Could it be the changes brought about by the so-called “divine order”?Or…Huanmengsan?

    Anyway, so far, this seems to be a good thing for her.The dream reminded Yao Ji of something she had always ignored. Her divinity had dissipated unknowingly. If she never remembered this matter, I am afraid that slowly she would completely forget her origin and identity, and just sink blindly in reincarnation.

    This was the biggest danger she would encounter when she was about to fall into reincarnation. The divinity of a god not only refers to divine power and divine body, but the most important thing is divine soul.

    The soul is indestructible and invincible by all laws. Once it becomes a god in charge of the three thousand avenues, the soul will never disintegrate.

    The soul contains all the memories of the god since his birth.This memory can be as small as a fallen leaf from a branch, or as big as the birth and death of all things in the world. I won’t think of it when I don’t use it, but I won’t forget it either.Even if the memory is sealed, it is absolutely impossible to disappear.

    The only two ways to make memories disappear is to go back in time for the entire world, but this method requires great power that is beyond the reach of humans. In the long history of the world, it is said that only the ancient ancestor demon can do it, not even the Emperor of Heaven.

    The second is to plunge the gods into reincarnation, and the continuous reincarnation will cause the divinity to dissipate, and the divinity will become thinner and thinner, and the memory will naturally disappear.

    For a moment, Yao Ji felt that this matter might not be a coincidence. She must go to the ancestral hall in Lu’s house to take a look. She secretly thought that she must also find out about Huan Meng San.

    It’s just that no one else can enter the ancestral hall, including Lu Hanshen.When she asked, Lu Han said deeply: “The ancestral hall is only opened during festivals, and only grandpa and dad can go in. I heard from Mother Li that there are usually people guarding the outside.”

    Could it be that the day Lu Han paid homage to the River God was his only chance?

    The two of them were eating breakfast, but Yao Ji was still absent-minded.Seeing that she was in a trance while eating, Lu Han hesitated and paused, but still didn’t say anything.

    Regardless of other reasons, life in Lu Zhai is very comfortable. The rich collection of books in Tingtao Courtyard is the only one Yao Ji has seen in her life. If nothing happens, she will go to the library to read.

    Just thinking about that dream, she couldn’t calm down. She picked up a notebook on the shelf and was flipping through it. Suddenly, Yao Ji heard the sound of a piano outside the window.

    The sound of the piano is leisurely, like flowing water on a small bridge, and there is a sense of wildness in the soothing.Just like the summer countryside, the chirping of cicadas, frogs, and birds are noisy, but they don’t make people irritable.

    Unknowingly, her hand while flipping through the book stopped, the depression in her chest became less and less, and the urgency that she had forcibly suppressed also truly calmed down amidst the sound of the piano.

    Music can heal people’s hearts, and the most important thing is the heart and soul contained in the music.

    Yao Ji stood up and opened the door. Under the corridor with sparse flowers and trees, a man was sitting cross-legged in front of the steps, with a guqin on his knees. His hands were playing the strings, and beads were falling on the jade plate.

    The corners of her lips curled up, and she stared at the handsome young man in green clothes and dark hair. At this moment, it seemed that all obstacles had gone away.

    This is not the first time Yao Ji has heard Lu Han play the piano deeply, but her state of mind now is nothing compared to yesterday.

    She didn’t know the change, but with a clang, Lu Hanshen played a wrong note.After pausing for a moment, he continued to caress her smoothly, and then he played several wrong syllables one after another.

    “But your hand is injured?”Yao Ji couldn’t help but say that Lu Han was very good at playing the piano and would never make such a mistake. Before she finished speaking, she couldn’t help but take a step forward, wanting to see his hands playing the piano.

    Just by looking at it, the sound of the piano became chaotic again.

    Lu Hanshen had no choice but to stop and press his hands on the strings.He’s fingers were slender and strong, and they didn’t appear to be injured. Seeing Yao Ji still looking at him with some worry, he had all kinds of thoughts in his heart, and finally he just said calmly: “I’m not injured, it’s just… you need to be calm when playing the piano. If my mind is confused, I won’t be able to play the piano well.””

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