[R18] (Quickly wear it) Baby, you are with the wrong person – Chapter 257 of “(Quickly Wear) Baby You Are with the Wrong Person” [English]
by☆, beacon smoke 5
The rain outside the window was getting heavier and heavier, and the strong wind gathered muffled thunder that rustled the branches and leaves in the yard. The raindrops hit the window glass, making a dull sound like a drum.The sky was getting darker and darker, and the golden velvet curtains on the window were illuminated by the dim light, revealing a bit of hazy green.The ground was covered with a whole piece of brocade carpet, with huge hibiscus flowers on it. Two jade feet wearing embroidered shoes just landed on the flower stamens. They kicked, as if they were enduring some great joy or pain.
With a click, an embroidered shoe fell to the ground.
The sweet fragrance spreads out. This is a strange smell, with the temptation of desire, but it is very light and soft.The girl suddenly let out a high-pitched cry, her long legs under her skirt stretched straight, the fragrance became stronger and stronger, and more and more obscene fluids flowed down her legs.”Yao Yao,” Li Zheng’s voice was extremely deep, “I’m going in.”
“No,” she murmured and kept shaking her head, “No, no… no!” The tears in her eyes could no longer be restrained and fell down her cheeks.
A tear fell on the back of Li Zheng’s hand. He couldn’t help but pause, and the finger inserted into the flower path was also slow for a moment.Looking up, the girl’s face was full of tears. She was crying so pitifully, as if she was pulling Li Zheng’s heart with one hand.”No, brother-in-law… I beg you, don’t… we can’t,” she shook her head and sobbed, “we can’t…”
But in Li Zheng’s dictionary, the word “can’t” never existed.As long as he wants it, he must get it.
He didn’t make a sound for a long time, crying until Yao Ji’s voice became hoarse, her ears were buzzing in pain, and the air mixed with sobs rushed into her chest. She felt so painful, like the pain of being immersed in ice water.In his eyes filled with tears, the man’s eyes seemed to contain an endless dark night. The ice water turned into ice edges, creating a shadow on his face. He let go of his hand——
“Okay.”
#
Yao Ji was ill. She started to have a fever after returning from the Commander’s Mansion. She was groggy at first, and on the third day of the fever, she even became a little confused.Everyone in her family said she had caught a cold due to the rain, and several doctors were called in to see her, but nothing worked.Li Zheng sent someone to send a Western doctor over. The old man was not willing to let the foreigner in, but seeing that his granddaughter was indeed seriously ill, he finally relaxed.
She was sick and had to lie in bed for half a month before she had the strength to get up.Yi Qiu visited her several times and said, “If I had known this would happen, I should have been with you that day, otherwise you wouldn’t have been exposed to the rain.”
Yao Ji knew that although her illness was caused by being exposed to the rain, it was just depression in her heart.
No matter how much she deceives herself, she can no longer deny that she likes Li Zheng. It’s not admiration or admiration, but it’s real, the kind of love a woman has for a man.This was almost a kind of fateful love. Even though she avoided and refused, even to that point, she still forced Li Zheng to let go, but she couldn’t turn a blind eye. She fell in love with her brother-in-law.
Is it a fate that is destined, or is it a mistake that is too late?Yao Ji didn’t know whether she should regret it or not. She knew from the beginning that the person written in the reincarnation book was Li Zheng, the commander-in-chief of the Huai army.
It’s just that she had already warned herself not to be bound by the destiny book, so after she was reincarnated, she followed the rules step by step and let everything take its course. She never took the initiative to contact that person.What should happen to her will come sooner or later. If she deliberately pursues it because of the instructions in the destiny book, it will not only restrain her, but also disrespect Li Zheng.
But Yaoji didn’t expect that just before she got to know Li Zheng naturally, she and the man met unexpectedly.It wasn’t anywhere else, it was the day after he and her sister made their engagement.
Is this a mockery of her?Or punishment.Yao Ji thought more than once that if she had taken one step earlier, just one step earlier, she would not have to suffer like this.But there was another thought in her heart that told her that this unethical relationship might have been doomed from the beginning.Maybe if she had been earlier, Li Zheng would have been engaged to Kong Yu sooner. She had no way to avoid this entanglement, just like she couldn’t avoid her feelings for Li Zheng.
She realized that she was so despicable and clearly wanted so much, so she pushed Li Zheng away cruelly, but after pushing him away, she still couldn’t let go.
Such pain mixed with shame and guilt made her sleepless. Her relationship with her eldest sister Kong Yu was not close. There was a nine-year age difference between the two sisters. Kong Yu was a proud and even arrogant person. Yao Ji did not want to conflict with her sister. Apart from tolerance, she was alienated.But having weak feelings doesn’t mean that she can have undue thoughts about her sister’s fiancé.
No matter whether she is in the Heavenly Palace or reincarnated for so many lives, Yao Ji asks herself that she has always done things with a clear conscience. Only this time, she knows that she is hurting Kong Yu.
She couldn’t confide this suffering to anyone. After she recovered from the illness, although she felt sad, she still had to pretend that nothing had happened and continue living.But Yi Qiu noticed her depression: “Xiaoyao, has something happened to you?”
Yao Ji forced a smile: “It’s nothing, I just got sick and am still a little uncomfortable.”
She didn’t want to say more, so Yi Qiu had no choice but not to ask. In order to let her show her face a little, he tried his best to persuade her to go to the park to relax.Yao Ji couldn’t help but brush off Yi Qiu’s kindness, so the two of them took a rickshaw to the east of the city. Passing by the Qingtong Theater at the entrance of Xizhu City, they saw sentries standing from the theater gate to the street. Each of the guardsmen was carrying a long gun on their back, and the bayonets on the spear points were bright.
This was the bustling city of Jinling City, but there was silence for a few hundred meters. I could only hear the words coming from the theater: “Today I lost my companion, and I am alone and miserable at night. It is better to become a monk and cut off all the worldly thoughts and follow the master to practice Taoism, so as not to be destroyed by crazy people and be born into the class of immortals. Marriage may not be what people want, and if it is not what they want, it will only add to the sorrow.” Yao Ji couldn’t help covering her ears and didn’t dare to listen anymore.
The same rickshaw driver passed through this section of the road, and he just breathed a sigh of relief: “It’s such a grand event. I heard that today is the first time that Boss Li Shengxuan Li performs on stage in Jinling. The sentries standing outside look like people from the Marshal’s Mansion.”
Yi Qiu couldn’t help but said: “Then it was Young Marshal Li who was in the theater just now?”
“No,” the coachman smacked his lips, “That’s surprising. I heard that Marshal Li doesn’t like to listen to dramas.”
The two of them were talking all the way, and Yao Ji couldn’t hear clearly what they were talking about.She wandered around the park in a daze, then went home in a daze, fell on the bed, and warned herself never to think about that person again.
Perhaps this hint was effective. In August, when Dangui first appeared, Li Zheng’s eldest sister Li Yuan celebrated her birthday and sent a message to the Kong family. Yao Ji was already able to go to the banquet without changing her expression.
0 Comments