016 “Professor Yan, I’m About to Crash” Chapter 15
byThe eve of the college entrance examination
In the last month, Yan Zheng really didn’t touch her.And he also gives her physics lessons every day…
Soon, a month passed.
During the three days of vacation before the college entrance examination, what grandma said the most was:
“Ah He, do you really don’t want me to take the exam?”
The second most common sentence is:
“Relax, you can get whatever you want in the exam. If you work hard, you won’t regret it.”
In the past three days, Ruan Yihe was rarely able to spend all day with his grandma. He went out early in the morning to buy groceries and rushed to cook at noon.
Sure enough, during lunch, grandma said that sentence again:
“Ah He, other children have their parents accompany them to take the exam, so just let me accompany you.”
Ruan Yihe didn’t know whether to laugh or cry, and patiently explained for the nth time: “Grandma, it’s too hot outside the examination room, and there are so many parents, so I feel uneasy about you being alone outside. The examination is the student’s own business, and it doesn’t matter whether a parent accompanies the examination.”
Grandma lowered her eyes with regret and reproach, and sighed: “Oh, you child, I was never able to accompany you when you were young and needed your parents to accompany you.”
“That doesn’t matter. Eat the fried shredded potatoes I made and see if it tastes good.” Ruan Yihe couldn’t bear to see his grandma blaming herself, so he quickly changed the subject.
But grandma remembered the sad thing, and said with a choked voice: “When you were in fourth grade, you ranked first in the grade in the final exam, and the teacher asked your parents to speak to the class… But the teacher didn’t know that your parents were an old woman like me who couldn’t read a few characters… He invited me to the class, and I couldn’t even speak Mandarin clearly… I felt sorry for you child at that time…”
Ruan Yihe was afraid that grandma would cry as she spoke, so he quickly said: “Eat it quickly. This happened so many years ago, I have long forgotten it.”
Grandma’s eyes were red, and she had mixed feelings looking at her granddaughter.
In fact, Ruan Yihe has not forgotten this incident at all. On the contrary, she remembers it clearly.From that time on, she began to close herself off and became a “lone ranger” on campus.
At the end of her fourth grade year, it was the first time that she ranked first in her grade.It was originally a very honorable thing, but the uninformed teacher forced her grandmother to speak to the class. Ruan Yihe’s grandmother was not well educated and was disabled, which shocked the parents and children in the class.
After this incident, Ruan Yihe’s good friends always looked at her with pity, and their tone of voice also conveyed pity for her.One friend’s parents even wanted to donate money for Ruan Yihe to study out of kindness.
He was probably in the fourth grade, from an ignorant primary school student to a precocious little adult overnight.
People say that children who become sensible too early will probably not have a happy childhood.
This is true.
She was indeed unhappy.
Her ridiculous self-esteem would never allow her to play with a group of peers who pitied her.
Because it is no longer equal.Although they are all children of about the same age, those boys and girls always act as if they are superior to others, sympathize with her, and even give in to her.She doesn’t need this sympathy.
Gradually, she began to alienate her classmates and began to live alone in her own circle.
In the later years of elementary school, Ruan Yihe firmly ranked first in his grade.
It wasn’t until she encountered the subject of physics in junior high school that she fell further and further from the top spot in her grade.
Grandma wiped her eyes, her cloudy eyes were filled with bloodshot eyes.
Ruan Yihe immersed herself in eating in silence. Some past events made her feel uncomfortable.
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Three days passed quickly.
On the night of June 6th, Ruan Yihe suffered from mild insomnia.
I went to bed very early, but I couldn’t fall asleep despite tossing and turning.
So I got up and read the essential Chinese poems for a while.Finally, seeing that it was getting late, I forced myself to go to bed again.
I don’t know how long I kept going like this until I finally fell asleep.
She woke up early the next day, washed up as usual, and when changing into her summer school uniform, she couldn’t help but touch the 1ogo from Angli High School on her clothes.
Then take the bus to the test center school.Fortunately, the test center school was not far from her home, just two stops away.
When I arrived at the school where I was taking the test, there was already a sea of people in front of the small, pitiful school.
Senior high school students are all the little emperors and princesses of their families today.It is no longer surprising that both parents come to take the exam, and there is also a spectacular sight of the whole family coming down to take the exam – old and young, all surrounding the protagonist who is about to take the college entrance examination.
The weather on June 7th was extremely hot.
The scorching sun burns the earth with blazing heat, and superstitious parents call it: The sun is shining brightly, which is a good sign.
In any case, the sun-scorched trees on the street prove the “crime” of the sun.
Students outside the test center are quietly reading and reviewing. At this time, read as much as you can.Usually, one parent is holding a sun umbrella for the child and the other is fanning the child, for fear that the child will suffer from heatstroke before the exam.
Today, Yan Hua also came to take the exam.
Students from Class 1, Grade 3 of Angli High School gathered around her and listened to the class teacher’s last and sincere instructions to pay attention to matters during the exam.
Ruan Yihe stood at the edge of the crowd. After listening carefully to Yan Hua’s instructions, he retreated to a small corner he found and silently reviewed the Chinese language.
Suddenly, someone stood next to her.
Ruan Yihe raised his eyes and saw Yan Zheng.
He actually… stood next to her and held a parasol for her.
The pure black sun umbrella blocks a lot of ultraviolet rays.
Ruan Yihe was about to say “No need to hold an umbrella” when he heard Yan Zheng say:
“Review calmly.”
There was something unexplainable in his tone.Ruan Yihe had no way to refute.
She lowered her eyes and continued reading the Chinese review materials quietly.
It’s strange, the weather that was originally very hot seems to be suddenly not so hot.
There are the voices of teachers and parents around me, the voices of students endorsing books, and the chirping of cicadas on the trees.
It was obviously very noisy, but it seemed like everything was silent.
Just as quiet as the man standing next to her.
The school at the test site finally opened its small door. The security guards at the door checked the students’ ID cards and admission tickets and then released them.
Ruan Yihe calmly put the Chinese review materials into his schoolbag and whispered to Yan Zheng: “Goodbye, teacher.”
“Take the test well,” Yan Zheng said.
“Yeah.” She turned around and walked into the crowd, disappearing into the sea of people.
It should be noted that when he was young, he had great ambitions and was once considered to be the best in the world.
The world is uncertain now, and you and I are both dark horses.
The exam bell rang, and there was a silent fight.
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