[R18] Peach – “Peach” Chapter 62 [English]

Then do you still want he?

Lin Siwan had insomnia. To be precise, she had been insomnia for many days.

As soon as she closed her eyes, ferocious beasts swarmed over her, trying to suck her essence dry.

She got up and simply stopped sleeping.

He hugged his knees with his hands, buried his head deeply between his legs, and stayed like this for a while while breathing calmly.

The screen of the mobile phone beside the bed lit up, her eyes flashed, and her fingertips stretched out to the mobile phone couldn’t help but tremble.

She scolded herself secretly, is this all you have?

The moment her fingertips rested on the screen, her heart clenched tightly, and the complex state of mind within her body pulled at her sanity, either lightly or heavily.

He took the phone, opened it, took a deep breath, and opened his eyes.

My heart suddenly dropped, I couldn’t tell whether I was happy or uncomfortable.

Not he.

But why not he?

He clearly knew that she would leave tomorrow, but still, it was as silent as if he didn’t exist.

She felt stuffy in her heart and couldn’t calm down for a long time. She set the alarm and placed her cell phone by her bedside.

A few seconds later, he suddenly stood up, got out of bed, threw his cell phone on the sofa, and then covered it with pillows.

After making sure it was airtight, I lay back down with satisfaction.

The quilt was held over her head, the air was thin, and every breath she took felt like a feather.

A thin itching tickled her heart.

Force yourself to close your eyes, force yourself to be convinced by yourself.

Don’t expect, don’t expect.

Besides, you…have no right to expect it.

Isn’t it?

That night Qin Mo sent her home and was speechless all the way, but when he got off the car, he held her wrist tightly, his eyes were heavy and hot, and the heart of the person watching was trembling. She was looking forward to it, and her hot eyes were fixed on his lips.

he said: “Take care of yourself.”

She smiled self-deprecatingly, and everything suddenly let go.

He raised his head, his eyes pure and sincere.

“Yeah.”

I promise you.

I can take good care of myself without you, because for so many years without you, I have been fighting against the darkness and loneliness alone.

It’s just that everything is back to where it started.

Really, no big deal.

After a sleepless night, her body was limp and weak, but her mind was extremely clear.

Aunt Zhou had a look of reluctance and gathered around her for a long time to explain. It wasn’t until she obediently drank two bowls of porridge that she stopped and secretly wiped the tears from her eyes.

They didn’t get along for long, but Lin Siwan’s cuteness and cuteness made Aunt Zhou fall in love with her.

When I heard that she was going abroad, I made great efforts to cook her some good meals. I was afraid that she would not be able to eat well when she went abroad.

After bidding farewell to Aunt Zhou, Lin Siwan refused the kindness of the second general “Heng Ha” and pushed the oversized box out the door.

The weather was cold, the cold wind was blowing, and she could not help but shrink her neck from the cold.

She stood on the side of the road, waiting patiently for the driver to drive over.

In a daze, her mind went back to the day she first arrived. She was also leaning on the roadside, waiting for Uncle Qin to pick her up.

Then, take her home.

Then, she met Qin Mo.

Suddenly, she smiled.

Now that I think about it, the Qin Mo I saw at that time was cold and frosty, with a chill all over her body. Her voice was light and deep, and every sound was like hammering her heart and teasing her reason.

Lin Siwan herself couldn’t tell when she fell into it.

Maybe I fell in love with him when I saw him for the first time.

So she never resisted any of his approaches.

On the contrary, I feel that it is somewhat natural.

As they are meant to be, doing anything intimate is within reason.

“Zizi”, the phone vibrated. She lowered her head and saw that it was her grandma who opened the phone. She calmed down and picked up the phone with a smile.

When the car came, she said goodbye to her grandma in a hurry.

“I will call you as soon as I arrive in the UK. Don’t worry, I will take good care of myself.”

As soon as she got in the car, she obviously felt that her breath was not right, and she was nervous and panicked. She slowly turned sideways and looked to her side.

The old man looked at her with a smile, and there were deep lines in the corners of his eyes.

“Girl.” he shouted.

Lin Siwan was stunned and stared blankly for a moment. Her reflex arc was surprisingly slow. After a while, she replied suspiciously, “Grandpa?”

She looked complicated, but the old man was unusually relaxed, complaining like a child, “I’ve been waiting for you for a long time.”

“I’m sorry,” she has always been polite and humble. When the old man said this, she bowed apologetically: “I didn’t know you were waiting for me. If I knew, I would definitely…”

“Are you going to the airport?” The old man interrupted her.

She bit her lip and nodded slowly and heavily.

“I’ll give it to you.” he said.

The old man didn’t speak any more along the way, he just leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes to meditate.

On the contrary, Lin Siwan was in a state of confusion and kept stealing glances at the old man beside her.

The more I think about it, the stranger it becomes, why the old man suddenly came to see her off.

Her heart tightened, could it be…

“Ask whatever you want to ask.” The old man’s voice was deep but full of energy.

A sudden sentence really frightened Lin Siwan.

She opened her lips in surprise, wanting to ask, but she didn’t know how to ask.

The old man turned his head to look at her, and saw that she had a tangled frown on her face, but the sound of the word reached her lips but she couldn’t make a sound.

“He couldn’t come, so I, an old man, volunteered to come.” He answered her doubts in a calm tone.

Lin Siwan blushed, as if someone had read her thoughts, and looked away unnaturally.

In fact, her idea is very simple, but also different from ordinary people’s weirdness.

she wants to see him.

I don’t have any expectations, I just want to see him.

The last one is okay.

“Girl, you are going abroad this time. When will you come back?”

Lin Siwan pursed her lips tightly, blinked, and didn’t reply.

“Not coming back?”

She lowered her head and said a small “hmm”.

The old man raised his eyes slightly, “What about Qin Mo?”

Lin Siwan was silent for a few seconds before slowly speaking, in a low voice, a little depressed and a little aggrieved.

“Grandpa, we have broken up.”

The old man was not surprised, his face was as calm as water, but his voice was a little louder, “Don’t you want to he?”

Lin Siwan raised her eyes and met the old man’s eyes, breathing heavily.

“Yes, he doesn’t want me anymore.”

The old man raised his eyebrows and asked aggressively, “Then do you still want him?”

“I…” She was stunned, her eyes darkened.

Want it?

Think about it, but…but she…

“I no longer have the choice.” She murmured, her mood falling rapidly.

The old man stared at her little head buried in his chest and sighed.

He, this grandson, is good at everything, but he is too tight-minded and not good at words.

He obviously had good intentions, but he chose the stupidest solution. Not only did he hurt the little girl terribly, but he was also tortured terribly.

In fact, in the final analysis, he is still too young.

“Sir, the airport is just ahead.” Fu Bo, who was sitting in the co-pilot, said, as if to remind him something.

The old man nodded and his eyes fell on her, with a soft light of love in his eyes.

“Girl, grandpa believes that everyone has the right to know the truth and make their own decisions.”

He took the mobile phone handed over by Fu Bo and put it in her hand.

“Actually, the choice has always been in your hands, you just didn’t know it.”

Lin Siwan was confused by what the old man said and couldn’t digest it for a while.

The mobile phone in his hand was on, and the screen was frozen in one scene. The characters were a little blurry, but Qin Mo’s figure could be vaguely seen.

She paused, breathing rapidly, and clicked on the video.

About ten minutes later, Lin Siwan raised her head with great difficulty and looked at the old man with dull eyes.

First he grinned, and the moment he lowered his eyes, tears welled up like a tide, soaking his entire face.

She cried so hard that she couldn’t catch her breath, “Grandpa…Qin…Qin Mo he…”

It was as if she suddenly found an outlet to vent all the grievances she had suffered during this period. She cried for a long time, until her voice became hoarse and her voice broke.

I cried for a while, then laughed for no reason, and then cried again.

The old man felt particularly distressed when he saw her crying and laughing. When her crying gradually subsided, he patted her back comfortingly.

She suddenly stopped crying, her throat was still trembling, and her voice twitched as she asked, “Tina…”

“Shao Li.” The old man introduced her solemnly, “My daughter is also Qin Mo’s mother.”

His lips were blood red from being bitten by her, and as long as he exerted slight pressure, the fishy and salty taste would flood into his brain.

No wonder, every time she mentioned Tina, Qin Mo’s expression was weird.

The bad memories Qin Mo mentioned, the lunatic that Uncle Qin denounced for torturing his son.

It turned out to be Tina who she thought about deeply and believed in.

She is really hard to accept all of a sudden.

The old man reached out and touched her head with a gentle voice.