[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” Chapter 73 [English]

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When anger defeated reason, Mu Shiyan’s eyes turned red, and his desire to tie up Sheng Jin and fuck her became stronger. However, when he thought of her, even if he looked at her, he began to work hard to suppress this evil thought.

Although the process of suppression was painful, he was willing to fight against the evil thoughts in order not to hurt Sheng Jin again.

…

Sheng Jin contacted Fu Yu and conveyed Mu Shiyan’s original words to him, “I’m sorry Fu Yu, I tried my best.”

As if the answer was expected, Fu Yu on the other end of the phone let out a long sigh, “You don’t have to blame yourself. I actually know that the reason why I was ignored has a lot to do with myself. In the past, my mind was not on the company, and I was addicted to fun all day long. Even without Mu Shiyan, the Fu family would have been defeated by me sooner or later. In this way, it is better for the Fu family to change hands than to be ruined in my hands.”

He sounded like words of self-comfort, but it made Sheng Jin feel troubled. But what’s the use of worrying anymore?She can’t even save herself, so how can she save herself?

After boarding the plane, Sheng Jin felt exhausted both physically and mentally. She put on an eye mask, put headphones in her ears, listened to soothing music and closed her eyes.

When I feel sleepy, I pause the music and my ears are still extremely quiet.

After taking off the blindfold, I realized that I was the only one in the economy class!

When the flight attendant saw she woke up, she immediately came up and asked, “Miss, do you need anything?”

“…” Sheng Jin’s brain was slow for a moment, and after she came to her senses, she asked, “Am I the only passenger on this flight?”

“Yes, ma’am, other passengers have been upgraded to first class.”

“Everyone was upgraded to first class?”

“Yes.”

Vaguely smelling a bad atmosphere, Sheng Jin frowned and unbuckled her seat belt: “I’ll upgrade to first class, too.”

“Sorry ma’am, first class is full.”

Are you sure you’re not kidding her?All the other passengers who had upgraded were gone and it was full when it was their turn?

Sheng Jin smiled bitterly, already guessing that all this was not a coincidence, “I want to see Mu Shiyan.”

When the flight attendant heard the name, she did not object, “Mr. Mu is in the VIP cabin, can I take you there?”

…

Sheng Jin had booked a VIP cabin once before, but she thought it was too luxurious. Later, she gave up even the first class cabin and chose economy class every time she traveled.

When she came to the VIP cabin again and saw the luxurious and spacious cabin, which was like a living room, Sheng Jin deeply felt the huge gap between the rich and the poor.

The leather sofa seats and a table that automatically extended and stretched automatically unfolded with the infrared sensor after she walked in. The flight attendant left and closed the door.

A door opened inside, and a man in a straight suit walked out.

Sheng Jin looked very calm and looked at him: “Did you upgrade those passengers to first class?”

Mu Shiyan did not deny it, “It’s me.”

“You have money and nowhere to spend it? How about you just upgrade me to a VIP cabin?”

“I will upgrade you, will you come?”

Her stubborn character will definitely refuse to the end.

Sheng Jin had nothing to say now and felt that no matter what she said, it was wrong.

She hadn’t had a good rest these past few days. She didn’t want to make herself miserable anymore, so she strode towards the lounge behind Mu Shiyan. When she saw a luxurious bed, she took off her shoes and lay down on it.

Mu Shiyan stood at the door and saw her defenseless sleeping posture. His original anger was gone. He didn’t go in to disturb her. He closed the door and sat in the living room outside. He took out his computer and started to distract himself with work.

Sheng Jin slept for a few hours. When he woke up, his head felt heavy. He went to bed barefoot. He opened the door and saw a man typing on the keyboard. Thinking of he’s recent scandal with Yu Yan and Fang Ruo, he felt inexplicably uncomfortable.”Can I ask you a question?”

Mu Shiyan stopped what he was doing and raised his head to face her, “Ask.”

“What is your relationship with Yu Yan and Fang Ruo?”

“What do you think my relationship is with them?”

What does she want?

Mu Shiyan stared at her intently: “If you think that I have nothing to do with them, I won’t have any relationship with them. The relationship between me and them depends on you.”

Sheng Jin had to admit that her tightly locked heart suddenly relaxed a little at this moment. Even though she knew that the man in front of her was not the Mu Shiyan she once knew, she still preconceived the idea that it was him himself, “I know you and she are just playing tricks on each other.”

In the afternoon, she heard Fang Ke’s screams in the hotel. She recognized that it was a fake scream and did not expose it on the spot. She just wanted to see what this man wanted to do.

“Since you know that she and I are just having fun, why do you still ask me?” Mu Shiyan stood up and approached her.

Seeing he approaching, Sheng Jin did not avoid him, lowered his head and pursed his lower lip, “Don’t come any closer.”

As long as he gets closer to me, he can smell the familiar masculine scent of him, and he doesn’t want to be shaken anymore, “Just pretend I didn’t ask anything.”

“But you’ve already asked.” When he was one step away, Mu Shiyan took out his phone and opened WeChat, found the conversation page with Liang Mochen and clicked on the video.

Hearing her moans, Sheng Jin closed her eyes tightly and frowned.

“I have watched this video dozens of times.” Mu Shiyan chuckled: “You are really suitable to be an actor. I was deceived by your superb acting skills. How good do you think you are?”

He actually noticed it…

Biting his lower lip, he no longer vented his anger like before, “I don’t want to deceive you, I just can’t think of any other way to make you bored with me. This is my only way.”

“You made this kind of video with Liang Mochen and sent it to me, just to make me hate you?” Mu Shiyan’s smile became increasingly helpless, “Sheng Jin? Are you really stupid or pretending to be stupid? Don’t you know that this will only irritate me and make me lose my mind and do something to hurt you?”

“You won’t hurt me.”

“I can’t?”

Sheng Jin’s eyes were firm, “You are not he, you will not hurt me.”

“He?” Mu Shiyan didn’t quite understand, “Who do you mean?”

“I have seen your case, and I know that you are not the Mu Shiyan I knew before. You are just the second personality of he. Don’t worry, I will not tell other people this secret of yours.”

Second personality?

Split?

Mu Shiyan only felt ridiculous, “You are not only suitable to be an actor, but also suitable to write novels. Where did you see my case? Me? Schizophrenia? I look like schizophrenia?”

To be honest, it doesn’t look like it.

But, “Your personality is very different from his.”

“What aspect are you referring to?” Mu Shiyan asked, “Do you think I’m not as irritable as before? Or do you think I’m too good to you? Too indulgent?”

After being told that, Sheng Jin looked embarrassed, “It’s all different.”

“Ha.” The tip of his tongue hit her lower jaw hard, and Mu Shiyan suddenly collapsed a step ahead, raising his hand to hold her chin, “I think you are a woman who deserves abuse! If I treat you better, you will think I am schizophrenic. If I treat you better, will you think I am a lunatic?”

“…” She does have this idea.

Mu Shiyan’s rising anger gradually calmed down after seeing the silence of the woman in front of him. He sighed slightly and rubbed her delicate lips with his rough thumb, “What do you think I should do to you? I’ll be cruel to you. You said I’m a pervert, a devil, always trying to escape from me.”

“Pet you, be nice to you, your mother actually thinks I’m a schizophrenic!”

“Come on, tell me now, what should I do to you so that you think I am a normal person?”