[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” Chapter 69 [English]

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After Liang Mochen walked into the room, Sheng Jin closed the door. Outside the door was Mu Shiyan’s always smiling eyes.

After he saw Liang Mochen, his expression did not change at all from beginning to end, neither angry nor angry.

When the door closed, Sheng Jin felt as if he was exhausted, his legs were weak, his head was dizzy, and he had no strength in his whole body.

Liang Mochen walked towards her and comforted her: “Xiaojin, don’t make it too difficult for yourself. If you don’t care that he is now Shi Yan’s second personality, you can still choose to be with him.”

Sheng Jin shook his head, “Brother Mo Chen, what you said this afternoon is actually right. We are indeed not the same person, we just have the same skin.”

The real Mu Shiyan would not respect her and would only trample her self-esteem under his feet.

Nor will he be gentle to her.

He is another man, not the real Mu Shiyan

…

It was late at night, and Mu Shiyan was sitting in the car with the window half-opened, a cigarette never left his lips, and the cigarette butts scattered on the ground proved how troubled he felt at this time.

Sometimes he looked up at the apartment with the lights out, a self-deprecating smile on his lips.

He was actually reduced to the point where he was disliked by a woman and had to wait to be turned over by that woman.

Relying on he’s respect, he intensified his efforts time and time again, and even started hooking up in front of him. It was Liang Mochen who was the most familiar with him.

This woman really wants to take revenge on him?In this way of humiliating him?

Throwing away the cigarette butt, he opened the door and got out of the car, walking straight towards the apartment.

Instead of taking the elevator, I chose to take the stairs. From the first floor to the 11th floor, I stood in the corridor with my breath disordered and a thin layer of sweat on my forehead.

The phone vibrated, and Liang Mochen sent a short video on WeChat. He clicked on it and saw a woman with skin as smooth as snow lying under him, with a face full of lust, and a soft and charming moan coming from her throat, “Well… it’s so itchy, don’t touch there, you won’t be able to bear it…”

“Brother Mo Chen… don’t… be gentle… um…”

The video is only ten seconds long and stops abruptly, leaving room for reverie.

His blood began to boil, and he wanted to break through the door immediately. The devil lurking deep in his heart began to move, but in the end… he restrained himself.

…

Liang Mochen sent the video to Mu Shiyan in front of Sheng Jin, but did not leave her. Even though he knew he was acting, he still reacted, “Xiaojin, let’s give it a try, okay? Give me a chance and let me help you forget about he.”

Sheng Jin turned her face to avoid the kiss that was about to fall, “Brother Mo Chen, I don’t want to be anyone’s tool. I don’t want to get involved in the grudge between you and Mu Shiyan. I just want to live a peaceful life.”

Pushing him away, he picked up the bathrobe on the floor and put it on his body wrapped in a bath towel. He walked into the bathroom again and locked the door. He turned on the shower and stood under the slightly cool water. What always came to his mind was Mu Shiyan’s handsome face with a smile when he left.

…

At dawn the next day, Liang Mochen left Sheng Jin’s apartment.

Sheng Jin lay in the bathtub all night without closing his eyes. His eyeballs were a little bloodshot and his cheeks were as pale as paper. He stood up with difficulty, left the bathroom and lay back on the bed. He closed his dry eyes and vaguely heard the sound of the door opening.

Her head was heavy and she was conscious. She tried hard to open her eyes, but gave up halfway when her eyelids were raised.

So tired…my heart is even more tired than my body.

When I was half asleep and half awake, a blurry figure looked up into my eyes. I couldn’t see the face clearly, but I felt a strong sense of familiarity.

Immediately afterwards, something cool fell down from the forehead, along the center of the eyebrows to the bridge of the nose, and then to the lips…

“Hmm…”

Her body was light and airy, and a sense of trance spread from her lower body to her heart. She grasped the sheets under her body with both hands, curled her toes, and withstood the man’s wanton attack. It gradually turned into water under her body, and her throat could only let out a choked moan with the frequency of the impact.

Mu Shiyan held her hot face with both hands. He knew that she had a fever, but he still couldn’t let her go. Remembering that she had just had sex under Liang Mochen, his movements became more rude and brutal…

There was even an urge to tie her up again and hide her from anyone.

Once this kind of consciousness arose, Mu Shiyan suddenly woke up, as if he remembered something, he pulled away his flesh and left Sheng Jin’s body.

Her body suddenly felt empty. Sheng Jin tried to open her eyes, and what she saw was indeed a man’s back.

He actually… left.

*
Mu Shiyan has been gone for more than a month.

The weather in October has begun to get colder. It will be much colder at night than during the day, and even the maple leaves on both sides of the road are starting to turn yellow.

Sheng Jin has been very busy for more than a month. She has been invited to participate in many shows and traveled around the world. The last show was in Beicheng. When she got off the plane, she saw Gu Yuewei waving and pushing her suitcase over.

Gu Yuewei seemed to be in much better spirits than before, “Let me tell you, Xiaojin! A lot of big things have happened in Beicheng in the past two months!”

“What big event makes you so happy?”

“I’ll tell you one by one.”

From the development and production of the first male inflatable doll by Xiaofufu to the sales of Xiaofu’s ultra-thin condoms surpassing that of a certain book in Japan, Gu Yuewei was talking with joy, and then she said: “There is another thing that I feel quite relieved anyway. Song Qing’an’s father, the mayor, has entered the bureau. I heard that it was because of corruption and bribery, the amount of which amounted to more than one billion! Isn’t it awesome? A mayor is actually greedy for so much!”

“I failed this time. I heard that a lot of gold bars and cash were found in the basement of his house! It’s exactly like what was shown in the TV series! The basement is full of mountains of cash! Why are you greedy for so much? You won’t be able to spend it all in this life. Now it’s fine. I’m completely screwed.”

Song Huanian is in trouble, and his daughter Song Qing’an is not much better, but she has not been seen in public so far. They say that she has gone abroad a long time ago, and I don’t know whether it is true or not.

Sheng Jin only listened and did not express any opinions.

During dinner, I discovered that it was Mu Maohua and Ruan Chengxiang in the opposite compartment.

Mu Maohua saw Sheng Jin, and her eyes were obviously a little surprised. Ruan Chengxiang followed He’s gaze and saw a woman who looked exactly like her daughter. She recognized it as the up-and-coming designer Seven. After the lesson of kowtow and apology, she no longer thought of her daughter, “Don’t look, she is not our Xiaojin, she just looks similar.”

Sheng Jin walked into the box and closed the door, pretending that she didn’t see the person opposite.

Gu Yuewei consoled her: “Don’t think too much, you are living a good life now, there is no need to let yourself go through the muddy waters of our Mu family.”

“I know.”

After ordering, Sheng Jin went to the bathroom, and when she came back, she met Mu Maohua face to face.

“Xiaojin.” Mu Maohua called out her name in an affirmative tone, “You don’t have to hide, I know you are Xiaojin.”

“Hello, sir, it seems you have the wrong person.” Sheng Jin ignored him and walked towards the box.

Mu Maohua sighed from behind, “It’s wrong, it’s been wrong all along!”

Sheng Jin didn’t understand. What did you mean by always being wrong?

After dinner, I left Yufu, went back to the hotel, lay down, logged into Weibo and entered the man’s name, and everything about he’s current situation was clear at a glance.

There were rumors about the RV driving scandal with the famous actress Yu Yan and the new star Fang Ruo.

There are also various speculations on the Internet about the relationship between he and Song Qing’an, saying that they have already been engaged in an engagement.

That’s all, there are still people saying that Mayor Song Huanian should step down.It was he, the would-be son-in-law, who did it…