[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” 285 Ending Part 2 [English]

On her birthday, Sheng Jin’s family all came.

When making a birthday wish, Gu Yuewei closed her eyes, and what came to her mind was the image of Lin Sen and her son kissing her on the cheek.

After all, you still long for a happy home, right?

Open your eyes, stop thinking about it, and blow out the candles.

After eating the cake, Gu Yuewei felt a little dazed when she saw bosses like Mu Shiyan and Zhan Xiao playing with three children, and her vision became blurry for a moment, as if she saw Lin Sen, Gu Yi and Lu Zixu standing beside him.

They stood together and talked and laughed. Lu Zixu raised his eyebrows at her from time to time. Gu Yi blew out a smoke ring and glanced at her with a complicated look. Lin Sen looked at her openly…

When your eyes are slightly sore, the picture begins to blur.

This kind of scene will never appear again, will it?

Gu Yuewei rubbed her eyes, and when she looked again, only Mu Shiyan and Zhan Xiao were left.

Sheng Jin knew what she was thinking, because best friends could sense each other’s emotional changes, and sometimes they could tell what each other was thinking just by looking at each other. “In fact, you have forgiven Lin Sen for a long time, right? It’s just that you always feel ashamed of Gu Yi and Lu Zixu, so you punish yourself by dying alone.”

Putting down the goblet in her hand, Gu Yuewei smiled with relief, “There is no punishment without punishment. Sometimes being alone is a kind of fun.”

“We all hope you are happy, otherwise we will not leave Beicheng.”

“It’s all over, Xiaojin. I won’t talk about you anymore. I’m going to the bathroom.” He turned around and walked towards the bathroom, because he was afraid that he would cry in front of Sheng Jin.

When she stood in front of the mirror and touched up her makeup, Gu Yuewei realized that she was not completely relieved. Although she had been instilling in herself that “a person’s life can be good” for more than half a year, she still couldn’t sleep alone every time she woke up late at night.

Every time he took out sleeping pills from the drawer, the image of Lin Sen putting away her pills would appear in front of his eyes.

Every time she thinks of that scene, she can’t help but want to cry.

In fact, Sheng Jin’s words were half right. She was indeed ashamed of Lu Zixu and Gu Yi, but by rejecting Lin Sen, she was not punishing herself, it was because she felt that she should not be happy.

Lu Zixu thought he had concealed it very well, but she was not stupid. Suddenly the whole family immigrated to Geneva. It could not be as simple as getting tired of living in Beicheng and wanting to live somewhere else.

After learning that he had amputated his leg, she wanted to give him hers.

So, why should she be happy?

…

After putting on makeup, I walked out of the bathroom and met Tang Luo.

Tang Luo handed her two keys, “Originally, I wanted to give them to you yesterday, but when my brother picked up his godfather, he said that he would not be able to give it to you until later in the evening. I couldn’t bear it anymore, sister. My brother will take his godfather back to the UK tonight. The private plane will take off at 10:30. Zhan Xiao and I will go to the airport to see them off soon. Sister, why don’t you go with us.”

Gu Yuewei knew that the brother she meant was Lin Sen.

These two keys are not unfamiliar to her at all. They are the keys to her house.

Finally have to leave.

She took the key: “Thank you, Luo Luo. You go ahead and don’t tell Zhen Ting. He kept asking for his father to accompany him last night. If he knew that his father had returned to England, he would definitely cry again.”

Tang Luo knew that it was useless to say anything at this time, but she felt that she still had to defend Lin Sen, “Sister, there is something I can’t hide from you, because it is really unfair to my brother. In fact, during the half year in Xiangcheng, my brother came to see you every day. He knew that you didn’t want him to see the disfigurement. Every time, he came secretly and didn’t let us tell you; I don’t know why you don’t get back together with my brother. All I can tell you is that things are far more complicated than you think, brother. HeHe really couldn’t help himself before, everything he did was to protect you and Zhen Ting.”

“I know.” He held the key in his palm tightly, his palm hurt slightly, “I know everything.”

How could she not know that someone opens her door every night and leaves with a kiss on her forehead?

From her face being covered with gauze to undergoing skin grafting operations again and again, even when she couldn’t look directly at her face, it was the man who kept comforting her and kept saying in her ear: “No matter what you become, in my heart you are the most beautiful.”

Every time he thought he came quietly, but every time, she heard the warmth between his lips and his comforting words.

Even though he couldn’t help it, she already knew it from Sheng Jin.

So what if I just know?Do you want to get back together as if nothing happened?

Everyone suffers misfortune because of the two of them. How can she enjoy happiness without conscience?

…

After Tang Luo and Zhan Xiao left, Gu Yuewei sat on the rooftop and looked up at the fireworks blooming over Yanqi Lake. Although she had watched them every day recently, she seemed to get tired of watching them every time. When she was lost in thought, a buzzing sound came from far away. After looking carefully, she discovered the direction of the fireworks. A helicopter was slowly approaching in the direction where she was.

The helicopter hovered in the sky, the ladder descended, and the familiar figure appeared in front of her again. She thought it was her fantasy again.

It wasn’t until the helicopter flew away and the man got closer and closer to her that she shed tears.

Lin Sen walked up to her and raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, “Originally I wanted to comply with your wishes and never bother you again by appearing in front of you, but after the plane took off, I repeatedly asked myself why I should comply with you? It was obviously me who lost you, should I be the one who worked hard to find you?”

Gu Yuewei cried and shook her head: “I can’t get it back.”

“Then look for it for the rest of your life, because if you don’t look for it, you will regret it for the rest of your life.”

…

(The main text ends here, but it is not the end. The extra story will let Lin Da chase his wife and then live happily together. It is not that there is no good ending. Lu Zixu and Gu Yi have also paid a lot for Yue Wei, so they should respect them.)