[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” 284 Ending Part 2 [English]

A few days after Lu Zixu left, Gu Yi was also going back to Switzerland.

“My flight is at 9:30 tonight. Don’t come to see me off. I’m in a bad state and I don’t want you to see me.” He on the phone screen smiled gently. After all, he had already taken life and death lightly.

Gu Yuewei nodded, “Tell me when you get to Switzerland.”

“The day after tomorrow is your birthday.” Gu Yi reminded her, “I prepared a gift for you. The gift is in your previous house.”

Previous house?

She hasn’t been there for a long time.

…

After finishing the pile of documents the next day, Gu Yuewei drove to her previous community. She didn’t come back for a long time. She thought she would feel sad because of the scene, but when she stepped out of the car and saw the familiar environment around her, she felt no emotion at all.

I took out the key and opened the door. The moment I pushed the door open and entered, I saw the spotless living room and the faint scent of tea in the air, and my brain went blank for a short time.

Walking into the living room, the balcony window is open, and there are two shirts drying on the clothes rack, one pure white and one dark brown.

Gu Yuewei recognized these two shirts and they were bought by her.

Who lives here, she already has the answer in her heart.

Gu Yi asked her to come here just to let her meet that person.

But in fact, that is no longer necessary.

Turning around to leave, she heard the sound of the elevator door opening. When she walked to the door, she saw a man wearing a gray coat and a mask. She did not run away. She smiled slightly, pointed to the door behind her, and said with a joking look: “This does not seem to be Lanju.”

Lin Sen took off his mask, stared at her intently, and slowly walked towards her.

Seeing he approaching, Gu Yuewei took the initiative to give up her seat at the door, “My uncle said he had prepared a gift for me and asked me to come and get it. I didn’t know you lived here.”

He took out the key and handed it to him, “Since you already live here, I’ll give you the key.”

Seeing the key she handed over, Lin Sen did not reach out to take it. He kept looking at her and said nothing.

Gu Yuewei put the key on the shoe cabinet smoothly, “I’m leaving. I have time to see Zhen Ting. He has been saying that he misses you recently and complained that you don’t go to see him.”

Seeing that she was really about to leave, Lin Sen stretched out his hand to block her way, “I’ll go back with you to see Zhen Ting.”

“Okay, I just happened to drive here.”

…

They have never received their son together.

There was little communication between the two of them along the way. Gu Yuewei drove the car calmly. After arriving at the entrance of the kindergarten, she reminded him: “You’d better put on a mask.”

After all, his face is so eye-catching.

On the way home after picking up her son, Gu Yuewei smiled the whole time because of the lively atmosphere of the little one, and took the initiative to tell Lin Sen a lot about the little one’s current situation.

The more she spoke proactively, the more depressed Lin Sen felt.

Because only when you truly no longer love can you be so calm when face to face, just like she did when she faced Gu Yi and Lu Zixu before.

After dinner, after accompanying his son to put He to sleep, Lin Sen went upstairs to the rooftop and saw Gu Yuewei soaking the succulents in the basin. She put the basins of succulents into the basin with a serious and focused look on her face, and suddenly realized that she really no longer needed him.

Just as she knew that the fireworks that bloomed every night in Yanqi Lake were set off for her, but she remained unmoved.

If she didn’t have a son, I’m afraid she would have been completely divorced from him long ago.

He knew very well that the biggest difference between him, Gu Yi and Lu Zixu was that he was the father of her child.

It is precisely because he is so clear about his role in her mind that he is very self-aware and does not appear in her, because even if he stalks her like Gu Yi and Lu Zixu, she will never accept him again.

“After tomorrow, there will be no more fireworks in Yanqi Lake.” He walked over to her and took out pots of succulents from the cold water on her behalf and put them back on the flower stand, “because I know you are tired of seeing them.”

Tomorrow is her 33rd birthday.

Gu Yuewei knew that after tomorrow, this man would probably leave her life in different ways like Gu Yi and Lu Zixu.

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