[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” 273 Suicide [English]

After a long separation, there was no rejection as expected. Lin Sen opened his eyes and saw the contemptuous smile in Gu Yuewei’s beautiful eyes.

Gu Yuewei looked at he with a smile. Even though her mouth was full of the taste of he, she didn’t have the heartbeat feeling in the past, only nausea.

Lin Sen stretched out his hand to press the button on the top floor, moved away from her lips and stepped back, his eyes always locked on her charming face, “Did you do it with Lu Zixu during this time?”

“That’s not like a childish question you could ask.” When did the always rational he become so childish?

“I also feel like I’m being naive right now.”

Pulling off his tie, he, who was so depressed that he could hardly breathe, unbuttoned his collar.

A mature and handsome man with supreme power, born in a big family like the Mu family, holding the lifeline of the business circle, and a king; a man like Xiang He is undoubtedly dazzling, Gu Yuewei thought for a while, no woman should be able to resist his masculine charm, right?

The reason why she doesn’t have the same heartbeat feeling in the past is because she knows that no matter how perfect this man is, he will not be able to escape the “curse” of “cheating”.

Even though he was just having fun with that woman on the cruise ship that night, and even though he had been alone this year, he could not erase the pain that that scene caused her.

Just like she used to love Gu Yi so much that she had no self, but after hearing that ambiguous conversation between he and another woman, she left without any nostalgia.

Maybe in the eyes of other women, these two men have not cheated in any substantial way, and they can completely turn a blind eye and choose to forgive, but she cannot forgive because she is too sensitive, so sensitive that Lu Zixu’s evasive look would have made her give up on this man immediately.

Gu Yuewei knew very well that she was an extremely insecure woman, so she kept putting her emotions on men, but now she was different, she had a son.

Therefore, after arriving at he’s private suite with Lin Sen, she said very rationally: “We can still be friends, for the sake of our son.”

“I’m not Lu Zixu and Gu Yi.” Lin Sen had now regained his senses. He walked to the refrigerator, took out a bottle of wine, opened it, and drank directly from the bottle.

“So are you going to make me your enemy?”

“Just pretend I’ve never been in your life.”

“What do you mean?”

Putting down the wine in his hand, Lin Sen closed the refrigerator, “I will give up the election before this presidential election, give up my re-election, and transfer all my assets back to the UK. I will also take Zhenting with me and will never come to Country Z again.”

“…” He is so cruel, knowing that the only one who supports her is his son, he still wants to bring his son back to England.

Gu Yuewei’s hands were shaking with anger, and she felt that the man in front of her was extremely strange.”You said you were severing the relationship at first, and I listened to you. Then you asked for custody of your son, and I gave it to you. But now you are doing well, and you are even more serious about taking your son back to the UK. I really want to ask why? You just contributed your sperm. It was me who conceived him in ten months, and I was the one who gave birth to him and raised him. Why did you take him away just as you said?”

“You can have another child with Lu Zixu that belongs to you.”

“Again?” She couldn’t help but laugh, “Haha.”

She laughed for a full minute, and when she burst into tears, she reached out to wipe them away, “Have you never doubted that Zhen Ting is not your child? When Lu Zixu went to pick up Zhen Ting from kindergarten, the parents of those children said that he and his son looked alike.”

Lin Sen was not as angry as he imagined. The expression on his face was unusually calm, “I’m not stupid enough to help others raise their son.”

“Yes, you are not stupid, you are very smart. If you were not smart, how could I have given birth to a child like you in the first place? You are indeed not Lu Zixu and Gu Yi, because they are not as cruel as you. I, Gu Yuewei, was blind to be with a man like you!”

Realizing that she had lost her mind and turned into a shrew, Gu Yuewei could not stay any longer and quickly walked towards the door. The moment she opened the door, she wanted to make one last effort, “Do you know that Zhen Ting is my life? If you take my life away, how will I live for the rest of my life?”

She is threatening death.

Lin Sen didn’t look at her, unbuttoned his shirt from bottom to top, and walked towards the bedroom, “Lu Zixu can give you a second life.”

Gu Yuewei nodded: “Okay, I understand.”

…

After leaving Yufu, Gu Yuewei drove all the way to Yanqi Lake at high speed. When she was sitting in the car, for a moment, she wanted to drive into Yanqi Lake and end her ridiculous life.

After getting off the car, I looked at the lake and thought of the gorgeous fireworks that Lin Sen had set off over the lake for her. I felt ironic inexplicably.

Back in the car again, this time she drove directly to the high bridge back then. Standing on the bridge, she remembered that she had jumped from here to end her life, but was rescued from the river by Lin Sen.

This is the so-called bad fate, right?

He took out his cell phone and dialed Lin Sen’s number.

Seeing the caller ID, Lin Sen thought she had compromised to keep her son.

However, Gu Yuewei said to he: “Actually, I wanted to tell you when we were in Yufu just now. You gave me my second life. Have you forgotten? You saved me when I committed suicide by jumping into the river when I was 17 years old.”

After saying this, Gu Yuewei ended the call and threw the phone off the bridge.

The call was interrupted, and remembering that there was a strong wind noise on her side during the call, Lin Sen immediately threw down the towel and walked out wearing only a bathrobe, because she had already guessed where Gu Yuewei was.

However, when he arrived at the viaduct and saw the police cars outside the cordon and the crowd of onlookers, his hands suddenly shook.

After rushing through the crowd and seeing Gu Yuewei’s car parked inside the cordon, my heart strings tightened and I heard several people talking: “That girl jumped too fast. I thought she was on the phone. Who knew she threw the phone away after making the call.”

“Isn’t it? My husband stopped the car quickly and told me that someone seemed to be jumping into the river to commit suicide. As soon as we got out of the car, she jumped in.”

At this moment, Lin Sen’s ears buzzed, and he could no longer hear any sound.

(——I don’t dare to update the article because I can’t update it every day. Sorry, I won’t explain it. I will work hard to update it silently)