[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” 252 Perfection is also love [English]

After thinking about it carefully, Gu Yuewei felt something was wrong again. What Chen Pu meant was that she was the one Chen Qian went to Xichuan to kill, and she was the one who came to Switzerland to kill this time. Mu Chengtai had also said before that she was blocking the road and must die.

Hope your son will become a dragon?

Is it possible that Lin Sen, the mother, is like Mu Chengtai, hoping that her son can stand at the top of the pyramid, but he doesn’t have the love for his children?

If that’s the case, that’s really terrifying.

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The test results came out. Because it was less than 28 days old, no HIV virus was found in the blood of Gu Yuewei and Lin Sen. They took blocking medicine for nearly half a month without failing once. In other words, another 14 torturous days had to pass.

After leaving the hospital, she moved into a heavily guarded villa. Standing on the balcony, she could overlook Lake Zurich. However, Gu Yuewei was not in the mood to enjoy the scenery. After watching her son on video with Sheng Jin, she eased her anxiety.

Sheng Jin saw that she was worried, “There are still 14 days, and there will definitely be a good result by then. I have discussed it with Shi Yan. When you and President Lin come back, we will return Sheng Xi to you. You are his biological parents, and you should be involved in his growth process.”

Gu Yuewei nodded, “Okay, I will go back in good health.”

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It was already late at night when Lin Sen came back. He smoked several cigarettes in the living room before going back to the bedroom. Gu Yuewei actually hadn’t fallen asleep the whole time. The side effects of continuous taking of blocker medicine were that it would affect her sleep and appetite. She had been sleeping very poorly in the past half month. She knew that this man had been back a long time ago, but now he came up. She must have something on her mind.

You should be making a choice, right?One is the mother who gave birth to him, and the other is his own woman.

Gu Yuewei didn’t want to be caught in the middle, lying on the bed with clear eyes, “I’ve actually been thinking a lot these days. I know that many things are caused by me. Whether it’s Lu Zixu, Gu Yi, or even Mu Chengtai said that I am a stumbling block on your road to success. I know you don’t think so, and I also understand what kind of life you want.”

“But sometimes people have to make choices after all. From your mother’s point of view, what she did was not wrong. I did affect you. You spent too much time on me. You are in crisis now and you still insist on accompanying me to Switzerland for treatment. I know you feel sorry for me and are worried that I will think wildly here alone. In fact, I am really fine. I have a good mentality now. No matter what the result is, I will try my best to live well, because our son is still young and he still needs me.”

Lin Sen could tell that she was paving the way for the next farewell by saying so much, so he didn’t interrupt her and allowed her to continue.

Until she finally said that: “Mu Chengsen, in fact, two people who love each other don’t have to be together. As long as we know that we love each other, go back to Beicheng and do what you should do. You are the president of country Z and the heir of the Mu family. You should not be influenced by the love of your children.”

Under the warm light, Lin Sen’s face was unusually calm. He turned around with deep eyes, walked to the bedside, bent down, and helped her pull down the quilt, “Chen Pu is still waiting for me outside. I have a flight at three o’clock.”

That’s right, after a detailed chat with Chen Pu, he has also made a decision. If he can’t solve the problems and people around him, blindly tying her to his side will only cause her to encounter undue disasters again.

This time Mu Chengtai gave him a heavy blow.

He thought that if he was given another chance to choose, he would never bring her into his life.

What Gu Yi and Lu Zixu dislike most about he is that they have one foot in hell, but they insist on taking her as their own. What if they really have an accident one day?Or what if someone hurts her again?

Lin Sen will never forget hearing Zhuang Minghao say that Mu Chengtai injected heroin into her, and the HIV virus was detected on the needle. Mu Chengtai’s blood was drawn, and it was found that he was an HIV carrier.

Blocking needles and blocking drugs were all used, and I just hoped that a miracle would happen within the next 28 days.

At that time, Lin Sen promised Gu Yi that as long as she was healthy, he could give up everything.

*
Ten minutes later.

Lin Sen left, and Gu Yuewei remained lying on the bed without getting up. She listened silently to the sound of cars outside gradually getting away, and said goodbye with tears in her eyes: “Goodbye.”

After experiencing so much, she realized that loving someone does not mean having each other, and fulfillment is also love.

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