[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” 230 She has a very serious love mysophobia (3rd update after reaching 6400 pearls) (Continue to update during the day.) [English]

Lin Sen smoked a lot of cigarettes as usual, and it wasn’t until he emptied the cigarette box that he turned around and was about to let Wei Zheng buy a pack of cigarettes, but he saw that the woman upstairs had already walked down carrying a suitcase that was not commensurate with her body.

Gu Yuewei didn’t mean to threaten him, nor did she want to attract his attention in such a stupid way. She just couldn’t live here anymore and continue to live with him.

That’s right, she has a serious case of mysophobia and is so sensitive that she can’t stand any questioning.

Just like when she asked Lu Zixu if he would marry her, the man paused for a few seconds, his eyes evasive and unwilling to answer directly, she immediately drew a clear line between him and him.

But now, the man in front of her doubts her purpose of giving birth to a child, and even suspects that knowing him and getting close to him are all premeditated…

She was blocked at the entrance of the stairs when she went downstairs. She didn’t even raise her head and said, “Mu Chengsen, let’s get together and relax.”

The woman in front of her is no longer as delicate as before. She has an overly calm face, her eyes are always lowered, and she doesn’t even want to raise her eyes to look at him again. She thinks of the words that Lu Zixu roared out in excitement last night: “Sooner or later, you will be just a passer-by in her life like me! You know? Only Gu Yi! Only Gu Yi is the one she can never let go of! You are not Gu Yi, so what qualifications do you have to occupy her!”

He reached out to her and grabbed the suitcase, without any further pressure: “I’ll give it to you.”

…

There was no conversation between them along the way, it was like they were back to the way they used to get along.

Gu Yuewei kept looking out the car window and saw snowflakes falling outside. Counting the time, it was Christmas Eve the day after tomorrow. She had also imagined how she would surprise the man next to her on Christmas Eve and Christmas, and she had also looked forward to what kind of gift she would receive from him.

But I never expected that the relationship between them would end so hastily.

We have experienced life and death together, and even when we didn’t know the news about him, we were able to grit our teeth and risk our lives to give birth to his child. We did not lose to the hardships, but lost to time.

As the car drove to the entrance of the community where she used to live, Gu Yuewei was glad that she had not sold the house before, at least she had a safe haven when she had nowhere to go.

Gu Yuewei refused and got out of the car and sent him upstairs, “There are more people getting off work at this time. You have a special status. You don’t need to come down to see me off. I can just go up by myself.”

She didn’t even give him any room to reply. She opened the car door and got out of the car. With Wei Zheng’s help, she opened the trunk and took out the trolley case, and walked towards the community without looking back.

Lin Sen stared at her stubborn back through the car window, his dark eyes getting darker and darker. He thought about pursuing her to explain, but he knew that this woman would never change her decision once she made it. He was too stupid to really doubt her.

**

Gu Yuewei had no time to be sad. She cleaned the room and dried the bedding. It was already after nine o’clock in the evening after all the work. She went to a group and ordered takeout that she had not eaten for a long time: fried chicken and beer.

After the takeaway arrived, I sat cross-legged on the sofa with a sip of beer and a bite of fried chicken. I just felt that this kind of life was very suitable for me.Why do you have to find a man to live with?

Anyway, she now has a child, and her little happiness earns a lot of money. Why does she have to live a life of constant fear and intrigue?

Not to mention the physical and mental problems, in the end he was questioned as having an impure purpose. Haha, he was really asking for trouble by doing nothing.

Sheng Jin should have known that she was gone. After all, she went there every night to have dinner, but she didn’t go there tonight.

After the video invitation was connected, Sheng Jin saw her surroundings and her eyes immediately widened, “Have you moved back?”

“Yes, I moved to my own little home.” She also raised the fried chicken in her hand: “Do you miss me or not? Why don’t you bring my son and goddaughter over? Come and sit in my little home?”

“No, if you move back, then… what about President Lin?”

“It’s divided.”

Divided?

Considering that there was still a nanny around, Gu Yuewei went back upstairs and couldn’t figure out why they just decided to separate?”Yuewei, you will be 30 soon. You can no longer be as childish as before. Really, what two people fear most when they are together is to keep breaking up.”

“Do you think I want to break up?” After taking a sip of beer, Gu Yuewei was heartbroken, “You know? He asked someone to investigate me. Didn’t I go to the sperm bank to prepare frozen eggs before I wanted to have a child and then find high-quality sperm for test tubes? When he found out, he suspected that I approached him for his sperm. After all, who made me not so self-loving? I decided to give birth to his child after only three months of knowing each other; but I think it’s good to break up now. Maybe he in the future.I will also take my son for a paternity test to see if he is his father.”

“Does he know that Sheng Xi is his son?” Sheng Jin was a little surprised, “Then you came to my house with him last time? Was it to let him see Sheng Xi?”

“Yes, who made me love him too much? I don’t want to hide any secrets from him, although I know that he has hidden many secrets from me. Anyway, at this point, I have let it go. Men are all big pigs, they are not reliable. It is better to rely on yourself than to rely on anyone. I am suitable to die alone. No, no, I am not lonely. I still have my son.”

…

He chatted with Sheng Jin for a long time, drank several cans of beer, and finally lay down on the sofa and fell asleep.

The snow outside was falling even harder, and the man in the black Audi never left. Occasionally he would raise his head and look at the lighted seventh floor of the building. After that, it was dawn.

Gu Yuewei actually knew that Lin Sen had been in the car downstairs all night, and she pretended not to see it at all. Xiao Xingfu, who got up in the morning and took a taxi, received a gloating taunt from Lu Zixu as soon as he arrived, “What’s wrong? Have you finally recognized the true face of that man?”

“Get out!”

I don’t want to say a word to him anymore, so I just turn off the phone.

But this shameless man came to the office an hour later to stop her, “I said? As for that? You were very free and easy when you kicked me out. Look at you, you look like you are widowed.”

“You are the only one who has lost your husband! A dog’s mouth cannot spit out ivory!”

Lu Zixu sat on the sofa with his legs crossed, as if he were a man of the house: “I wish I were a dog, so that I could run over and bite that Mu Chengsen to death and take you as my own.”

“You can’t bite him to death, but he can kill you as easily as crushing a grasshopper.”

“Then you should let him squeeze me to death and see if it’s easy.”

I was too lazy to argue with him anymore, so I packed up the documents and pretended to be busy: “If you have nothing to do, just leave. I have too many documents that I haven’t processed yet.”

“Let me help you. You are such a stupid person. No matter how much time I give you, you won’t be able to sort out these documents.” He stood up and walked to her desk, picking up the documents. “Go and catch up on your sleep. Leave these to me.”