[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” 229 Just to get your sperm?(Second update for over 6400 pearls) [English]
byAn hour later, the cemetery.
Gu Yuewei placed a bouquet of lilies in front of her grandfather’s tombstone. Lin Sen did not follow her, but waited for her a few steps away, leaving her time to talk to the deceased.
“Grandpa, I won’t come to see you tomorrow, don’t blame me.” Looking at the photo with a kind smile on the tombstone, she had tears in her eyes, “Uncle…Uncle he found a woman who looks exactly like me. I don’t know who I should be now. I may not look back at home in the future. Don’t blame me.”
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It was already three o’clock in the afternoon when we left the cemetery.
Sitting in the car, Gu Yuewei could not calm down her emotions. Lin Sen was silent, and Wei Zheng in the driver’s seat did not dare to say a word. He only felt that the atmosphere was completely different from before going to Gu’s house. Before setting off from Lanju, the two of them were still together, but now… there is a seat between them.
Back at Lanju, Gu Yuewei weakly walked into the courtyard. Lin Sen first smoked two cigarettes after getting out of the car, but the suppressed fire in his chest gradually grew stronger.
Especially when I received an anonymous email containing several registration information, the customer information of the only sperm bank in North City: the three words “Gu Yuewei” were unusually dazzling.
Gu Yuewei walked into the room. Before she could change her shoes, the door was opened from the outside. Lin Sen walked in, pinched her chin and looked at her: “You haven’t put him down yet, right?”
Gu Yuewei looked at him, without escaping, and gave him the answer directly: “I don’t know.”
Yes, I really don’t know.
She knew very well that she loved the man in front of her, but she still couldn’t let go of her brother-in-law Gu Yi, who had become a relative. She felt indescribably uncomfortable when she saw he going crazy step by step until he was now in the advanced stage of gastric cancer and found a woman to replace him.
“I have been in love with my brother-in-law for ten years, from 17 to 27 years old. If I replied that I let go, you wouldn’t believe it, would you?”
It would be difficult for a woman like her to get out of a dead end, otherwise she would not have decided to give birth to his child within three months of knowing this man.
Lin Sen looked at the woman in front of him intently. Instead of being angry when he heard the answer, he pursed his lips and smiled, “Then who am I? A substitute? A substitute for Gu Yi?”
“I didn’t treat you as a substitute. If I had treated you as a substitute, I wouldn’t have given birth to your child in the first place.”
When the child was mentioned, Lin Sen’s smile grew wider, thinking it was ironic: “Even if you don’t have my sperm, you will find a preferred sperm from the sperm bank for artificial insemination.”
“…” Gu Yuewei’s pupils gradually dilated, “What do you mean?”
I remembered that before I met him, I went to the sperm bank to register. I planned to freeze the eggs first, and then find high-quality sperm for test tubes when I wanted to have children. However, I only registered and met him before I had time to retrieve the eggs: “You sent someone to investigate me?”
“I didn’t send anyone to investigate you. Someone sent me these.” Showing the registered information to her, “So from the beginning, your purpose of getting close to me was just for my sperm?”
“For your sperm?” Gu Yuewei wanted to laugh inexplicably.”Am I looking for you to get pregnant? Am I a fool? I let Gu Yi and Lu Zixu’s sperm go and don’t want it! I came to you just to get your sperm?”
She never expected that the relationship between them would suddenly become like this. She thought that after last night, they would get closer and understand each other better. However, she did not expect that the love between them would be so fragile.
(These are all foreshadowings laid before, and now I have to fill them in one by one. Maybe you will scold Yue Wei for being a little confused about her own feelings.
But she actually has a clear mind. She just can’t let go of Gu Yi and doesn’t want to watch Gu Yi go crazy step by step, especially after terminal cancer. A man whom she has loved for ten years was once a relative. If someone can say that they are strangers, then they are strangers. It is a bit unrealistic.)
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