[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” 186 Revealing one’s feelings, about children (Gu Yuewei) [English]

Gu Yuewei quickly stepped up and held He’s face, “No, I need to apply medicine.”

One sentence reminded this man of his beastly behavior yesterday. Both holes were penetrated by him in various ways, and almost all positions were tried.

“Shall I help you say it first?” I don’t want him to keep holding it in like this.

Lin Sen touched her forehead and pecked her lips from time to time, “No, I can still bear what I scared you just now.”

“I don’t want you to bear it.” He held the penis between his crotch with his hand, “I want you to feel good.”

“I’m very happy that you can consider me like this.”

Compared to a while ago when we started to get irritated when talking, we haven’t talked like this for a long time.

He pulled up his pants and put on his belt, picked her up around the waist and walked downstairs, laying her flat on the sofa. He gently rubbed the scar on her lower abdomen with his palms, “Does it still hurt?”

Knowing what kind of topic he was going to talk about, Gu Yuewei was confused whether to continue or branch off, or?Confess to him?

But when I think of his current situation, and the look in Gu Yi’s eyes when he saw her caesarean section scar, he wanted to strangle her to death…

“It doesn’t hurt anymore.” She pressed his hand, not wanting him to touch it anymore.

Lin Sen held her hand through her nightgown, “Are there any photos of the child? I want to see him.”

The first time I mentioned children, I knew it was a very heavy topic, “Although he is no longer here, I want to see him, at least there was him in my memories.”

“I deleted the photo. During that time, I wanted to cry when I saw the photo, so I deleted it.” She’s eyes were a little escaping, and she didn’t want to look at him.

She’s reaction was regarded by Lin Sen as a reminder of sad past events and a sign that she didn’t want to mention them again.

“Sorry, I shouldn’t ask these questions.” He stretched out his hand from his nightgown, took her hand and kissed the back of it, “Do you want to hear about my situation in those few months?”

“Yeah.” She quickly raised her head.

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After listening to Lin Sen’s story, Gu Yuewei realized that the plane crash might really have something to do with Gu Yi.

Lin Sen said that when he was taken away by the prosecutor that night, he had already realized that the other party was fake, but in order to find out Mu Chengzhi and Mu Chengjun’s internal agents in country Z, he decided to take the risk and go with the fake prosecutor. But when he got on the plane that night, he already felt bad.

Fortunately, there was someone on the crew who put on a bulletproof suit for him in advance and hid a parachute for him, but no one knew when the bomb would detonate.

The plane flew to Polish waters, and the captain regretted agreeing to Mu Chengzhi. He didn’t want to risk his life, so he decided to land at the Polish airport.

During the landing, one of the cabins exploded and the plane crashed. Some people parachuted to save their lives. Lin Sen jumped out of the crashing plane after a hail of bullets, but was shot in the calf and his head hit a rock due to the impact. He was in a coma for more than half a month before he woke up.

In those few months, he underwent five or six major and minor surgeries, including removing a blood clot in his brain and a bullet in his calf. Later, he underwent a craniotomy because the blood clot was not removed.

He thought about telling Gu Yuewei the truth, but he was afraid that he would not be able to protect her when she was most vulnerable.

When he couldn’t stand the suffering anymore and wanted to take her to France, news came out that she and Gu Yi were engaged.

In that case, when he had the strongest self-esteem, he could not protect her, and she was engaged to the man who harmed him, so he could only give up the idea of ​​telling her.

Lin Sen admitted that he had doubts about her during this period, and suspected that she and Gu Yi were getting back together. After all, Gu Yi was her first love and her first man. She had loved her so deeply, so how could she let go?