[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” 123 Looking for her soft lips and kissing her (Gu Yuewei) [English]

After the video ended, Gu Yuewei lay on the bed and couldn’t sleep. Because Lin Sen’s words disturbed her mind, she simply put on her clothes and came to the living room.

The smell of cigarette smoke was very strong in the living room, and the ashtray on the coffee table was already full of cigarette butts, but the man sitting on the sofa was still swallowing the smoke. When he saw her coming out, he felt a little dazed. Soon, he crushed the cigarette butts and said, “Why don’t you continue to sleep?”

I smoked a little too much, my throat was dry and my voice was a little hoarse.

Gu Yuewei gave him a glass of water, “Smoking less, it’s not a good thing.”

Lu Zixu took the cup and was a little flattered, “Why do you suddenly care about me, brother?”

“Can’t even water shut your mouth?”

Seeing her fierce look, this woman is really not an ordinary fierce person now, “You used to be very gentle to me, brother, and he would often be gentler, deeper, and deeper. Now that you have a new love, you are so cruel to me. Is it because I didn’t make you happy before?”

“Get lost!” Gu Yuewei glared at he, picked up the cigarette case from the coffee table, took out a cigarette and lit it.

The sexy and charming woman even smokes in a very sultry manner.

Lu Zixu was itching to see it, “Are you feeling bad? Tell your brother?”

“I don’t want to say it.” He blew out a smoke ring and walked towards the floor-to-ceiling window. “If I did, you would just call me stupid.”

“Brother, I don’t want to scold you at all now.” He stood up and walked behind her lightly, opened his arms and hugged her, “It’s not that you don’t know, you are my heart.”

Gu Yuewei laughed self-deprecatingly, looking out the window at the bustling street scene, her smile was unusually sarcastic, “Lu Zixu, you are actually the same as Gu Yi, you are the kind of master who is the best if you can’t get it. Once you get it, you will start to embrace the whole forest. This is your inertia. You can’t get rid of the scum in your bones.”

“Yes, I am a scumbag, isn’t your new love a scumbag? Do you think he has a simple purpose in approaching you? He was able to trick his second brother into becoming his disciple, how can you, Gu Yuewei, expect to be able to lower his IQ?”

“Why did I surrender to him? He treats me well and is willing to deceive me and hide me in order to be good to me. I think it’s good. Just like Gu Yi before, I knew he loved to play, but he was willing to lie to me, so I just turned a blind eye.”

“Then why couldn’t you turn a blind eye to me in the first place?” Lu Zixu said, “Don’t you think it’s too harsh on me? Just because I hesitated for a moment, you sentenced me to death.”

“Because the expectations were different at the beginning.”

“What do you mean?”

“I stayed with you because I was greedy for the tenderness, pampering and respect you gave me. Your respect made me feel like I was reborn and began to be full of hope for my future. I thought you liked me, loved me, and would give me a warm home. I was full of expectations and imagined that I could be with you in the future.I have a family and a baby…” Gu Yuewei smiled again as she spoke, “But what’s the result?You respect me and dote on me on the surface, but you still look down on me in your heart. You can’t accept my past and think I’m dirty and unworthy of marrying you, which completely shattered my original expectations.”

“I admit that I was really confused at that time! That’s why I reacted like that, but I promised you later that I would marry you. As long as you are willing, I will take you to register immediately, and we will live in London and start over, okay?” He turned her around and looked at her face to face, “I really can’t live without you Yue Wei, will you marry me?”

However, Gu Yuewei slowly pushed He away, “Lu Zixu, I’m in love with Lin Sen.”

“I don’t care! I don’t care who you love in your heart! We still have a lot of time in the rest of our lives. I will make you fall in love with me again. Yue Wei, give me another chance and don’t give me the death penalty, okay?”

Lu Zixu pulled her into his arms again, lowered his head to kiss her lips.

Gu Yuewei didn’t hide, she opened her eyes and let him kiss her without any reaction.

Lu Zixu kissed her for a minute and then gave up, pressing his forehead against her with a sad expression.”Why? Why didn’t you react?”

“Because in the hearts of you and Gu Yi, I, Gu Yuewei, am a bitch who can only go into heat.” She pushed him away and walked towards the bedroom. With her back turned to him, she continued: “I am not a bitch. I don’t go into heat for every male. I am a human being. What I want is sex, not sex.”

…

Late at night, Lu Zixu left the hotel and went to the nightclub to get drunk. He did not dare to drink in the hotel for fear that he would hurt Gu Yuewei after being drunk.

Gu Yuewei knew that he was gone, so she sat on the edge of the bed and never fell asleep on the bed. She picked up her phone and sent a message to Sheng Jin, “Share Mr. Mu’s WeChat account with me. I want to ask him for confirmation on something.”

*
Cambridge.

On the day of the funeral, Lin Sen stood with his mother, holding a black umbrella. He followed the Western funeral tradition. In addition to relatives, he only invited friends from the business circle who had good personal relationships with the Mu family.

Father Mu Xiang has not arrived yet, and the pastor looks over at the family area from time to time, wondering if the ceremony should start.

“Let’s begin.” Lin Sen said in a deep voice.

The eldest brother Mu Chengzhiyu stopped him, but the second brother Mu Chengjun on the side signaled with his eyes: “No, no, his father didn’t even come. This person gave way without permission, which will only make outsiders laugh.”

Unexpectedly, my father Mu Xiang did not come after the funeral. He came late in the evening with a smile on his face: “Your aunt gave birth to twins. The baby looks exactly like me. You haven’t seen how cute it is.”

Lin Sen’s mother, Zhuang Mingxian, was sitting on the sofa, looking graceful and luxurious. Although she was still wearing mourning clothes, her temperament was elegant. Time had not left the slightest trace on her face. Although she was over 50 or 55 years old, she could maintain such a state. In addition to the accumulation of expensive skin care products, she was also inseparable from her own natural beauty.

Seeing her husband Mu Xiang, Zhuang Mingxian got up and went back upstairs without saying anything.

“Mingxian, wait a moment, I have something to tell you.”

Before Mu Xiang could say what he wanted to say, Zhuang Mingxian had already spoken: “The house in the backyard has been cleared out. Just let the woman and the child move here.”

When Mu Xiang heard this, he immediately praised: “I knew Mingxian that you were considerate and a good wife.”

A sneer escaped Zhuang Mingxian’s lips. After returning to the bedroom, she closed the door. Hatred appeared on her originally gentle face.

…

The Mu family was one of the first families to immigrate to Cambridge from country Z to do business in the early years. It has been established here for a century, and the company’s business involves a wide range of companies. There are five listed companies, and the rest that are not listed have always been mysterious and have not been exposed.

Mr. Mu passed away suddenly, but his will had been made many years ago. Although they didn’t read it, the Mu family knew who the owner of this century-old property was.

On the surface, the entire Mu family is united, and there is no intrigue. The male owner, Mu Xiang, only spends time and wine, and never interferes with the company’s affairs. The sons around him are also filial. However, only the old housekeeper Mu Kang knows that except for the third young master Mu Chengsen, everyone else is “ghost” – there is something evil in his heart.

“Master, I’m back. I’m at Madam’s place.”

Lin Sen was walking towards the helicopter on the lawn with his coat in his hand, “Tell him that I’m going back to Beicheng.”

“But young master, the old man has just left. There must be someone who stays to take charge of the overall situation.” Mu Kang has been in the Mu family for decades and really can’t bear to see the family break up. “The old man said before his death that he can’t trust anyone in this family except you.”

“Grandpa has left.” Lin Sen’s eyes were cold and he walked towards the helicopter without any nostalgia.

Mukang’s eyes filled with tears, “Old man, what should I do? Once the third young master he leaves! This family will be really in chaos.”

…

Gu Yuewei saw Lin Sen when she was drowsy. Her head was a little heavy after taking a nap for too long, and she was thirsty. She got up in a daze and came out to get a glass of water. She noticed someone on the sofa and thought it was Lu Zixu. “Why are you here again?”

He took a drink of water and walked towards the sofa. When he was approaching, he suddenly stopped. He slowly opened his eyes and saw clearly the man on the sofa who was watching her. Without stopping for a moment, he dropped the cup in his hand and ran towards him.

Lin Sen opened his arms and caught the woman in his arms when she ran over. He let her sit on his lap, hugged her neck and pressed down. He looked up to find her soft lips and kissed her.