[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” 106 Shura Field 1, (Gu Yuewei) 2200 [English]

When Gu Yuewei came out of the shower, she heard movement outside the lounge.

Shouldn’t everyone get off work at this point?

When he opened the door and saw a man sitting on the sofa busy, he immediately stopped wiping his hair and said, “You haven’t left yet?”

Lin Sen opened the lunch box, which contained light porridge and some side dishes, “Come and eat.”

He stood up and walked to her, took the towel from her hand and helped her wipe her hair, “You’re going to take a shower as soon as the fever goes away?”

“I’m not used to being sticky.”

Originally she didn’t want to wash it, but as soon as she closed her eyes, her nose was filled with the smell of this man, and she felt a psychological gap, unable to sleep no matter what.

While eating porridge, I saw a laptop next to me and asked, “Aren’t you going back tonight?”

“Want me to go back?” Lin Sen stared at her, waiting for her to give her answer.

Being looked at by him like this, Gu Yuewei felt inexplicably embarrassed, “You’d better go back. It won’t be good for you if the employees see you at work tomorrow.”

The newly appointed mayor of North City is also a popular presidential candidate recently. At this time, the scandal between the two of them will definitely have an impact on his votes.

Lin Sen’s eyes were a little dim: “Afraid it will affect me?”

“Yes, you don’t know my reputation. What will those people who spread scandals about me think of you?”

“If I cared about your reputation, I wouldn’t have touched you like that just now.” I think it’s time to talk to her seriously about this topic. “Girl, I know what you are afraid of. I’m afraid that I will hurt you like Gu Yi and Lu Zixu did. I’m afraid that I will sacrifice you for my own career. I can’t promise you anything now, because even if I promise, you will think that I am just talking casually to please you. Time will give you the answer.”

This is probably the sentence he said the most.

Being told something that hit her heart, Gu Yuewei took a sip of porridge and responded with silence.

Lin Sen knew that the little woman in front of him had already lost trust in the man, otherwise she would not be so defensive against him.

No matter how debauched she is sexually, she can still feel that there is a wall in her heart, keeping him outside the wall and not letting him get close.

When he was using a hair dryer to dry her hair, the whistling wind rang in her ears. She turned off the hair shaft and only said: “This is the first time I have dried a woman’s hair.”

…

Gu Yuewei had insomnia. She lay on the bed and closed her eyes, unable to fall asleep.

Lin Sen didn’t leave, he was working outside. It was already past two o’clock in the morning, and he was still so busy.

She had been running away while eating just now, not answering his words or answering his questions directly. She could feel that he was already angry, but a dull man like him didn’t seem to get angry at others.

He is so good at hiding his emotions that it is completely impossible to guess his true inner thoughts.

Unlike Gu Yi and Lu Zixu, she can tell whether they are angry or happy with just a look or movement.

Also, during such intimate lovemaking, he could keep calm and not let her hands touch him. Every time his fingers touched his collar, he would hold them down.

This man… has too many secrets.

He said that he would not hurt her and would not make any promises. To put it bluntly, he did not want to stay with her for too long.

*
At dawn the next day, Lin Sen left.

Gu Yuewei had a sleepless night and didn’t stay at the company. She went home to catch up on her sleep and woke up in the afternoon.

The sun was shining brightly, the windows were opened for ventilation, and I soaked the succulents in a basin. I received a call from Sheng Jin and made an appointment to eat Japanese cuisine in the evening.

When I went out, I also put on delicate makeup and looked energetic.

After meeting Sheng Jin, they chatted about the current situation without mentioning Lin Sen.

It was Sheng Jin who took the initiative to mention Lin Sen, “Lu Zixu is about to marry Yan Rulan. What are your plans? I think women still need a man to love them. How about I introduce you to one?”

“Who do you want to introduce to me? Who can be as dedicated as your Mr. Mu?”

“Mayor Lin!”

Gu Yuewei almost spit out the rice wine she just drank, and quickly swallowed it, “What are you making trouble for? He’s from the political circle! It’s not cleaner than the business district.”

“Don’t always read the gossip on the Internet. Mayor Lin, I really think it’s good. If he really had black spots, he would have been exposed a long time ago. Last month’s election, he was the first. If those black spots were true, do you think those candidates would not scold him to death?”

“It’s scarier without the black spots, okay?”

Sheng Jin couldn’t understand, “A good man can still be scary?”

“Sister! He is the first choice for the next president, and he might be the next president of our country Z. If I were to be with him, wouldn’t I have to be on the lookout for some little bitch to seduce him? I would also have to pretend to be virtuous all day long for outsiders to see. It’s too tiring and not suitable for me.”

After hearing what she said, Sheng Jin also felt that it was indeed a bit inappropriate.

If Lin Sen really becomes the president, he will become the focus of the whole country. At that time, he will be stared at by countless women, and women who are he will also be restrained.

Forget it, this red thread is hard to pull, so don’t be a matchmaker.

…

It was a coincidence that after dinner, I went to Yufu with Sheng Jin. Thinking that I hadn’t indulged in a while, the two of them found a private room to sing and have fun, and they happened to catch up with Mu Shiyan’s group.

Gu Yi returned to Beicheng. Before he could go to Gu’s house, Lu Zixu had to prepare to leave for England.

Gu Yuewei didn’t want to go there, but she always felt that there was no need to keep hiding. Once the relationship was broken, it was broken. Beicheng was so big and the circle was so small. You couldn’t see each other without looking up.

“If you don’t want to go, I will stay with you.” Sheng Jin didn’t want to force herself.

“It’s okay, I’ll go over there, but I’ll act like I haven’t forgotten them. It’s lively when there are so many people.”

Unexpectedly, when I went to the box, I discovered that besides Gu Yi and Lu Zixu, there was another man – Lin Sen.

Four men were playing cards, each smoking a cigarette. There was a strong smell of tobacco and alcohol, and Gu Yuewei couldn’t help but sneeze.

Gu Yi looked up at the door and saw the woman he hadn’t seen for more than two months and thought about her day and night, and his heart ached a little.

Lu Zixu glanced at the door and shouted angrily, “I’ve become a lot more squeamish after not seeing you for a few days. You can’t even smell the smoke anymore?”

Lin Sen narrowed his narrow eyes, put out the cigarette butt, blew out a smoke ring, turned to look at the door, and happened to meet Gu Yuewei’s eyes.

Except for Lu Zixu, no one knew about their relationship. Gu Yuewei didn’t want to announce it, so she pretended to be unfamiliar with Lin Sen and greeted him very politely: “Hello, Mayor Lin.”

“Hello, Miss Gu.”

Just as Lin Sen was about to stand up, Lu Zixu threw away his cards in annoyance, “Mayor Lin, don’t just look at women, the game isn’t over yet.”

Gu Yuewei heard he’s targeted tone and didn’t bother to pay attention to him. After saying a simple hello to Gu Yi, she and Sheng Jin went to the karaoke room in the suite, grabbed a handful of melon seeds and cracked them up, “It’s really disgusting! It’s like I owe him! He is the one who got engaged! It’s he who made Yan Rulan’s belly bigger and got married! It’s good now! Looks like I’m sorry for him! Where’s his face?”

“I heard from Shi Yan that he was going to marry the Yan family. Lu Zixu didn’t agree with it at first, but I don’t know why but he agreed again. But I heard that the wedding date has been postponed.”

“Why push it back?”

“Yan Rulan had a miscarriage. She jumped from the third floor. No one was hurt, but the child in her belly was not saved.” Sheng Jin sighed, “Why do you say she is bothered? He knew that Lu Zixu didn’t have her in his heart, and he was still seeking death and survival all day long. Now it’s better, and the child was ruined by her.”

(A few plot pictures first…don’t be impatient…)