[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” 098 Want to be a beast (Gu Yuewei) 2200 [English]

“Mayor Lin? You…you…” Gu Yuewei stuttered nervously, her mind still blank. She really couldn’t think of anything else to say, so she simply asked a very vulgar question, “Why did you hug me suddenly?”

“I want to sleep with you.” Lin Sen was as serious as ever, with no trace of lust in his eyes.

If she hadn’t seen him too many times and knew that he had always been so frigid, Gu Yuewei would have really thought that he was joking.

“I just said, you are not my type. I can’t feel that way about you.” She also added arrogantly: “I have no desire to have sex with you.”

If Gu Yi and Lu Zixu heard such words, they would definitely press her down and tease her in various ways. They would tease her until she was in heat, water would flow from her bottom, and then they would stop fucking her hard.

But unfortunately, this man is not Gu Yi and Lu Zixu.

He has a very dull voice, “Emotions can be cultivated.”

Cultivate wool!Think it’s a love affair?

She put her hands on his chest, trying to keep a distance to avoid being bewitched by his masculine charm: “Mayor Lin, I think you may not understand what I said. What I mean is that I don’t like you, and I don’t want to be your sex partner and sleep with you. I am rejecting you, understand?”

Lin Sen stared at her intently, as if he had already seen through her. He picked up her chin and raised it, looking at her with his faint eyes, “Look into my eyes and repeat what you just said.”

“…” He’s eyes seemed to have magic power. Being looked at by him like this, Gu Yuewei didn’t dare to look at him. She blinked and tried not to look at him. “I don’t like repetitions. It’s enough to say something once. There’s no need to say it a second time.”

Xin was obviously panicked, and he moved his hips to get off his lap as quickly as possible.

As soon as her buttocks were raised, the man’s broad palms suddenly pressed them down into her crotch.

The softness of the center of the leg was resisted by the man’s hardness. Fortunately, there was a sanitary napkin between her, otherwise it would be hard for her to imagine how sensitive she would be down there.

“Gu Yuewei.” Lin Sen called her name, “I don’t like forcing women, nor do I like to express sex alone. I just told you that I wanted to sleep with you, but not now. I wanted to give you time to sort out your emotional lines. I think when I fucked a woman, she was still thinking about other men.”

“What about you!” Gu Yuewei looked at him, “I don’t know you, nor your past and present. I have only met you a few times. I know nothing about your relationship and life. People outside have spread rumors that my private life is messy. I never deny it. I also feel it is messy, but I never mess around with men and women. Since you know my relationship history, you should also understand that what I, Gu Yuewei, hate most is cheating and cheating.”

“What I want is to be unique in body and mind, can you do it?”

When she said these words, her heart ached a little, remembering the feelings she had invested in Gu Yi and her good expectations for Lu Zixu in the past. She had loved these two men deeply and had beautiful fantasies and yearnings, otherwise she would not have been entangled with them for so many years.

But she was also tired. After struggling for so long, she was betrayed and deceived again and again in the end.

Lu Zixu, who was sleeping on her and talking to her pillow about how much he loved her, would rather marry Yan Rulan, a woman with no emotional foundation, and let this woman be pregnant with a child. He undoubtedly looked down on her origins from the bottom of his heart. He thought she was dirty, right?I feel that a woman like her is only suitable for sleeping with, not suitable for marrying home.

Gu Yi’s cheating and Lu Zixu’s deception were like a branding iron that branded the word “unworthy” on her body and heart, always reminding her that she was unworthy of love and marriage, a family and children.

But this is what she has always wanted. What they think she does not deserve is what she wants most.

Gu Yuewei’s eyes were filled with mist, and she couldn’t see clearly the expression of the man in front of her. Without waiting for the answer, she pursed her lower lip in a self-deprecating tone, “If you can’t do it, don’t mess with me. I can’t afford the emotional games you men play.”

She thinks that this man will be scared off by her words, and thinks that he will give up the idea of sleeping with her again. After all, what a man of his status fears most is being entangled by women. Scandal can interrupt his career and the positive image he has worked so hard to build.

Lin Sen, however, grabbed the back of her head and pushed it down, their foreheads touching each other, their breaths intertwined, and he could clearly see the glistening tears in her eyes and the strength on her face. He once again thought of the silly girl who stood on the bridge in Qiaobei River that year, with tears streaming down her face, her expression helpless and desperate, and she jumped…

She thought that after so many years, she had learned to be strong enough to deal with all kinds of unprepared blows, but she forgot that no matter how much she got older, her experiences from childhood to adulthood, and the lack of family emotions, she looked strong and strong, but she always lacked a sense of security.

It is precisely because of lack that one desires…the desire to gain respect and favor. It is precisely because of desire that Gu Yi and Lu Zixu succeed so easily.

He gently rubbed her delicate chin with his thumb, feeling the smoothness of his fingertips, and looked closely at her delicate and charming face, “Girl, I can’t afford to play with you either.”

…

Gu Yuewei lost consciousness, her whole body seemed to be in mid-air, her calves were numb, her arms were weak, her lips were being pressed from time to time, and her breathing gradually became rapid.

When Lin Sen’s kiss fell on her lips, kissing her lips tenderly, and touching her waist with his hands, this was how she felt. It was not lust, thirst, or unbearable itching. An unprecedented emotion swept through her brain, warming her heart like the light of winter, and gradually disintegrating all her defenses.

It was obviously the first time I was kissed by him, but I felt that his breath was very familiar, kind and not strange at all.

After the kiss ended, she slowly opened her eyes. The man’s handsome and calm face looked up into her eyes. She’s eyes were full of doubts, “Have we…have we kissed before?”

“Does artificial respiration count?” Lin Sen stared at her with a half-smile, and kissed her lips again, not allowing her to lose consciousness for a moment.

Gu Yuewei also wanted to ask what he meant. The tip of her tongue was sucked by him, and the numbness like an electric shock made her lose consciousness. She hooked her hands around his neck, twisted her waist and pressed against his chest, and opened her mouth to respond to his kiss.

If there was no lust in the kiss just now, then at this moment, lips and tongues are entangled, body fluids are mingling, two mature bodies are rubbing against each other, and the spark of desire is slowly burning.

The man was no longer satisfied with stroking her body through the fabric. He picked up a corner of her sweater with his fingers and put his whole palm in to caress her smooth skin.

“Well…” There was an involuntary moan in her throat, and Gu Yuewei couldn’t help sucking He’s tongue.

Being sucked hard by her, Lin Sen’s Adam’s apple rolled up and down, hooking her tongue. His fingers flexibly unbuttoned the underwear on her back, and stretched forward to wrap her plump breasts and knead them.

“Uh-huh… uh-huh…” she moaned softly, twisting her slender waist and hips, moving her hands upward, running her fingers through the man’s hair, moving her upper body, and constantly rubbing the man’s bulging crotch with the softness between her legs.

This is the instinct of Gu Yuewei’s body, not deliberate teasing, even though she has forgotten that she is an aunt at this moment.

Lin Sen didn’t forget. Just when the gun was about to go off, Lin Sen left her lips and ended the out-of-control kiss. He breathed heavily and buried his head in her neck, with a hoarse voice, “What should I do if I don’t want to be a human anymore?”

“…” What?

“I want to be like a beast.”

(Thank you to those friends who are still following the article for supporting the original version. Thank you. During this period of time, I have suffered from psychological and physical discomfort. Whenever I cannot overcome the difficulties and cannot get out, seeing your messages on Weibo and the comments below the article are all the motivation that supports me to keep updating.

Writing is like this. On the one hand, it is to get money so that I can have the capital to maintain my writing hobby, but on the other hand, it is because of resonance.

For me, it is a very beautiful experience for my characters to be liked by more people, and to be angry and happy because of their emotions.

You may not believe it when I tell you, but every time my depression and pain cannot be relieved, and I think that my story is not over yet, I will immediately get rid of those negative and unpositive thoughts.

All in all, I’ve been verbose a lot today, and I don’t know what I want to say to you, but thank you. Thank you for not giving up on Gu Yuewei or me.)