[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” 081 The Truth [English]

Not long after Gu Xianglian left, Gu Yi came.

Gu Yuewei poured him a glass of water as usual and did not drive him away. She continued to wipe the dust on the table with a rag, completely treating the man on the sofa as an invisible person.

Gu Yi stared at her intently. He, who had not slept for several nights in a row, his eyes were a little bloodshot and red. He spent all day drinking, and his whole body exuded a strong smell of alcohol, but he was conscious, “Yuewei, I have never betrayed you.”

Are you treating her like a fool?

Only after another loss did you know how to cherish?

Gu Yuewei put down the rag in her hand disapprovingly, turned around and smiled at He, “Uncle, you really don’t have to be like this. Every time you get tired of it after getting it, and start to cherish it after losing it, it’s really boring. If you are really a man, don’t pretend to be affectionate over and over again. This will destroy your tall image in my mind.”

“Just think of it as leaving a good impression on me, no need to explain.”

Gu Yi walked around the coffee table and walked to her, took her hand and put it on her heart, “I only have you here from beginning to end. It was an accident that day. I just wanted to verify with Xin Yue.”

“What to test? Test whether you can still get an erection when faced with another woman’s teasing? What’s the result? Didn’t you do it with her?”

“I didn’t do it. I never had an erection from beginning to end. Nothing happened between me and Xin Yue that day.”

Gu Yuewei only felt hypocritical, “I heard it outside, Gu Yi, can you make up a reliable lie? Being drugged is more credible than your lie.”

“I really didn’t do anything!” He took her hand and said, “I’ll take you to Xin Yue to confront you.”

“That’s enough!” He shook off He’s hand, “Whether you do it with her or not, when you come up with the idea of ​​testing it, it means that you have already thought about cheating. Sooner or later, you will take this step.”

Gu Yi did not refute, because in the past month or so, he had really paid attention to the relationship between them. It suddenly turned from the vigorous and vigorous relationship to dullness. The psychological gap made him once doubt whether he would hurt this sensitive woman in the future.

I know that what this woman wants is the warmth of family and a sense of security, but I am afraid that I will not be able to give it to her, and I am afraid of hurting her, so I try to go back to the villa as little as possible to give myself extra time to think calmly.

When there was no sex, and after seeking verification from Xin Yue, he understood more rationally that he could no longer have any affection for his woman for this woman.

He made a proposal plan without telling this woman for a month, deliberately indifferent to her, just to give her a surprise, but the result was just the opposite.

I thought she was just throwing a tantrum, but she actually moved out of their love nest and broke all the hand-painted pots he had painted.

Gu Yi has never been so frightened. He can feel that his stupid verification has completely turned the relationship between them into strangers.

“I admit that before I verify it, I can’t guarantee whether I can remain faithful to you after marriage. I just want to give you a sense of security and don’t want to hurt you anymore. Because I love you so much, that’s why I was stupid enough to ask Xin Yue for verification!”

Gu Yuewei didn’t want to hear any more explanations from him, so she simply pushed him away, “You can get out!”

…

Gu Yi had never begged a woman in such a humble way. The moment he was kicked out by Gu Yuewei, he almost knelt down.

As soon as this idea emerged, he completely understood that he would never hurt this woman at all. He loved this woman to the core of his bones…

After Lu Zixu listened to Gu Yi’s explanation of the cause and effect of the incident, he clapped his hands and praised with gloating, “You deserve it! You are calling yourself a sinner! You are trying to kill yourself just like me!”

“Do you know what Gu Yuewei cares about most? What she cares about most is distrust. You were so jealous a while ago, and now you find a woman to prove you are a monster. It’s strange that she can forgive you!”

(Oh, I was so anxious that I got up in the middle of the night and wrote the next part.)

(What crushed Gu Yuewei was not cheating, but distrust and temptation. She was already sensitive and yearned for stability. Gu Yi like this would only make her panic and feel tired.)