[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” 062 Pressing each other to death (Gu Yuewei) 2500 [English]

Seeing tears in the eyes of the woman in front of him, Lu Zixu’s heart suddenly softened, “Where are you going? I’ll go with you, and I promise I won’t do anything to you.”

Gu Yuewei couldn’t hold back her grief. She dropped the suitcase in her hand and slowly squatted down with her back against the wall. Finally, she sat on the ground, raised her head and let tears fall from the corners of her eyes, “Lu Zixu, can I ask you a question?”

“You asked.”

“If…if I want to marry you and stay away from Gu Yi, will you marry me and promise to be good to me, love me, pamper me, and love me all your life?”

“…” Lu Zixu paused for a moment, because he had never thought about this problem before, “You want to marry me?”

There was no excitement in the questioning tone, on the contrary… there was just panic…

Haha, it’s exactly what she thought before…

Turning his head, looking at he, he raised the corner of his mouth and smiled, “I’m kidding you, I won’t rely on you to let you marry me. Even if I marry, I will still marry Gu Yi. He can divorce Rong Yun for me. If I just marry him, I will disgust the Gu family to death.”

He stood up and pulled the suitcase back into the bedroom. When he came out, Lu Zixu was still in the living room and had not left.

Gu Yuewei came to the balcony with a smile on her face and looked around at these beautiful succulents. After raising them for two or three years, she had become attached to them, but now… she had to say goodbye to them.

“Lu Zixu, actually I am a very cruel person. If I am really determined to end the relationship with someone, no matter who this person is, how much I care or how much I like them, I can do it.”

She spoke in a gentle tone, holding up a pot of beautiful Monroe, “Just like this Orange Monroe, when I bought it and planted it, it was as green as a vegetable. It took me three years to cultivate it…”

He stretched out his hand and broke off the crystal clear pink leaves. His heart was so numb that he didn’t feel any pain for a moment, “But I don’t need it now…”

He raised his hand and threw the hand-painted basin to the ground with great force, his eyes were extremely sinister!

There was a “pop” sound, and there were particles of soil and porcelain shards on the ground, as well as the Orange Monroe with incomplete leaves…

Seeing her destroying the succulents she raised with her own hands, Lu Zixu immediately stepped forward to stop her.”Gu Yuewei, you are crazy!”

Gu Yuewei immediately bent down and picked up a piece of porcelain from the ground, pulled off the silk scarf, took the piece of porcelain and pointed it at her neck, which was full of hickeys, “Don’t come near me again! If you dare to take a step forward, I will die in front of you immediately!”

“Do you know? You and Gu Yi are my nightmare. I want to get rid of you in my dreams. The appearance of you two always makes me feel like I am a bitch! I let you vent and humiliate me like a prostitute. Since I can’t get rid of you, then I can die, right? I can’t have you die in love after I die, right?”

She didn’t seem to be threatening, the sharp fragments had scratched the delicate skin, and blood stains oozed slightly.

Seeing this scene, Lu Zixu realized how naive and ridiculous he had been in the past. It was obvious that what this woman wanted most was warmth and respect, but he blindly imitated Gu Yi and pushed her further and further away…

“I’m sorry, I’m really sorry. I didn’t know that my behavior would cause you so much pain…”

But now I say sorry…

It’s already too late…

The hatred in Gu Yuewei’s eyes and her determination to get rid of them all undoubtedly proved how stupid he was in the past. It was obvious that he had entered her heart, but he was seeking death step by step…

…

Imperial Mansion.

The three brothers hadn’t been together for a long time. Gu Yi sat two meters away from Lu Zixu, with his second brother Mu Shiyan sitting in the middle.

Mu Shiyan was too lazy to worry about their relationship. He drank alone and thought about the woman who appeared in his dream, but he always saw the woman’s appearance.

After Mu Shiyan left the scene early, Lu Zixu came to Gu Yi with a wine glass and asked, “Can I ask you a question?”

“Ask.” Gu Yihen looked at him coldly.

“If Gu Yuewei said that she wanted to marry you and asked you if you would marry her and only love and pamper her for the rest of your life, how would you answer?”

“She said she wanted to marry you?”

Lu Zixu nodded, “Yes.”

“Did you agree to marry her?”

“Don’t worry about whether I agree or not. I just want to know how you will answer now.”

Gu Yi’s eyes were serious, “I will take her to the Civil Affairs Bureau to register for marriage immediately.”

Immediately?

“Do you really know how to marry her?” Lu Zixu’s eyes were full of doubts, “Don’t you think her private life…”

“Get out!” Gu Yi stood up angrily and grabbed her by the collar, “Your own private life in the past has been such a mess, how do you have the right to judge her private life! I felt so good when I fucked her! But when I asked you to marry me, I started to dislike him again? Lu Zixu! You are really a coward!”

…

It wasn’t until Gu Yi left that Lu Zixu finally understood why Gu Yuewei went out of her way when she heard he’s rhetorical question, and even threatened him with death to have a clear relationship with him.

Because of his doubts and the hidden dislike in his heart, her self-esteem was completely hurt.

He said he loved her, but in his heart… he still regarded her as a plaything…

But Gu Yi was different. He loved Gu Yuewei, and he would not hesitate to divorce Rong Yun for Gu Yuewei, and even took her to register with the Civil Affairs Bureau without considering the consequences.

But I… am a timid coward…

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Gu Yi came to Gu Yuewei’s house, but there was no response when he knocked on the door. He also missed her calls. He didn’t kick in the door to disturb her like that night. He went downstairs and sat in the car, waiting for her.

However, a whole day passed and Gu Yuewei was not seen coming out of the house.

Is she not at home?

After calling Lu Zixu, he learned that Gu Yuewei might have traveled abroad. “You can go to the customs to check. She may have left the country.”

After saying this, Lu Zixu took off his tie, walked around the desk and came to the floor-to-ceiling window. There was a sharp pain in his heart, as if he had lost something forever…

…

Paris, France.

It was rare to live such a peaceful life. Gu Yuewei slept until she woke up naturally. She went downstairs to have dinner with Sheng Jin. Several servants served her and the two of them. There was still blue outside the window, which was very pleasing to the eye. “I really envy you Xiaojin. You are right to leave Beicheng.”

Sheng Jin peeled an egg for her. Seeing her thin cheeks and the sadness in her eyes, she knew that she had not had a good life in Beicheng these years. “Yuewei, stay here, don’t go back to Beicheng.”

“I can’t think about it, but there are more than 100 people in Little Happiness. We can’t leave them alone. The physical stores have opened and are slowly making profits. I will try to put our Little Happiness on the market as soon as possible, so that the two of us don’t need to rely on men, and we will both be rich women!”

I stretched myself and felt beautiful just thinking about it.

Sheng Jin didn’t persuade her anymore, she had to let her figure out the relationship.

After breakfast, Gu Yuewei came outside to bask in the sun, bathed in the sunshine, listened to music, snuggled on Sheng Jin’s shoulder, and narrowed her eyes slightly: “Xiao Jin, now I understand why women like me are easily treated as bitches by men, because I don’t love myself so much. As long as a man treats me a little better, I seem to be able to fall in love with him suddenly.”

“On the surface I don’t care, but I am more serious than anyone else.”

“I thought that man loved me. When I wanted to give up everything to be with him, I realized that in his eyes, I was just a tool to warm his bed, dispensable…”

Knowing that the man she was talking about was Lu Zixu, Sheng Jin patted her on the shoulder, “I don’t blame you. Neither of you is a good match for you. You will meet the man who cherishes you and holds you in the palm of his hand.”

“Can I ever meet that kind of man again?”

“Yes, you are so kind, beautiful, and smart. You will definitely meet a man who is very kind to you and regards you as his own life.”

“Is it like when you met Liang Mochen?”

Sheng Jin hesitated for a moment before nodding, “Yes.”

But in fact… what comes to her mind is that handsome and cold face, because that man would rather hurt himself in order not to hurt her…

…

(Lu Zixu’s character is not wrong, but he has this kind of character originally. He loves Gu Yuewei, but his love is not as deep as Gu Yi’s.

Of course, Lu Zixu hadn’t realized that he was in love yet, so he was suddenly stunned when Gu Yuewei asked him if he would marry her.)