[R18] Paranoid desire – “Paranoid Desire” 038 First time masturbating (Gu Yuewei) 2000 words [English]

Lu Zixu drove Gu Yuewei back to his residence. It was the first time he came to a woman’s home. It was not a hotel room. When he opened the door, he saw a simple and European decoration style. It was neat and clean. The small two-bedroom apartment was warm and felt like home.

It was completely different from what I imagined. I thought it would be messy if she lived as a woman.

Seeing the light on the balcony, he approached in confusion. After seeing a cute little creature like Succulent, Lu Zixu felt even more that Gu Yuewei was really interesting.

She looks mature and charming on the outside, but she is actually a little girl deep down.

“I only have plain water here, do you want to drink it?” Gu Yuewei took a glass of water and drank, her voice slightly hoarse.

Lu Zixu turned his head and smiled at her: “I don’t choose, I will drink whatever is available.”

“I didn’t realize it, but you’re pretty easy to take care of.”

“Well, I have to be easy to serve. What if I get kicked out by you again?”

Gu Yuewei was amused by he, “If I had chased you away, I wouldn’t have invited you up downstairs just now.”

I took the water and brought it to him.

When Lu Zixu reached out to take it, he held her wrist and pulled her into his arms, “Feed me.”

Gu Yuewei glared at her: “You want me to feed you some water? Are you an unweaned child?”

“How do you know I’m not weaned yet?” He stared at her tempting cleavage and licked his lower lip, “Do you have milk? You can just let me feed you.”

“How shameless!” He tightened his collar, glanced at he, put the water glass into his hand and left.

Lu Zixu stretched out his arm to wrap around her waist from behind, pulled her into his arms, blew hot air into her ear, and whispered: “There is something even more shameless, do you want to see it?”

The voice is gentle, as if bewitching.

Gu Yuewei lowered her head and thought for a moment, “Lu Zixu, I have never done this at home with a man.”

“…” Unexpectedly, he would be the first. Lu Zixu was very excited and excited, “You haven’t brought that man before?”

“No.”

At this moment, Lu Zixu felt an indescribable strange feeling in his heart. Without waiting any longer, he put the quilt on the coffee table, picked up Gu Yuewei’s face and lowered his head to press her lips.

At the beginning of the period, Gu Yuewei was still avoiding it. She was not used to having sex with men here. This was the last clean place for her. Could it be that she had to be tainted by sex?

Turning away, “Lu Zixu… let’s go to the hotel, I don’t want to be here.”

Seeing her reluctance, Lu Zixu pressed his forehead against hers, breathing lightly to comfort her: “If you don’t, I just want to kiss you.”

“Good boy, be obedient and just give me a few kisses.”

Chasing her lips, he kissed her briefly, twice, and the pause was obviously longer on the third kiss.

Gu Yuewei raised her hand to break He’s hand around her waist, but He held it down instead.

Lu Zixu gently kissed her lips and said in a hoarse voice, “Don’t be afraid. It’s really just a kiss and nothing more. Trust me.”

…

It was true that he only kissed and did not do anything excessive, but a deep kiss with entangled lips and tongues was no more pure than making love.

The body fluids are mingling, the breaths are disordered, and the bodies of both of them are gradually heating up. They are pressed in He’s arms, rubbing tightly against each other, and the tips of their tongues are being sucked by He, making a sizzling sound, which is extremely luxurious and ambiguous.

“Lu Zixu…” Gu Yuewei was afraid and wanted to shout “stop”.

He opened his mouth but was pressed against the sliding door on the balcony, his buttocks were tightly held by He and pressed against his crotch, “I won’t do it, I really won’t do it…”

He’s voice has become much rougher, and the symbol of desire in his crotch is extremely hard, pressing against the softest part of a woman. He can’t wait to lift up her skirt, peel off her underwear and thrust it inside.

But he can’t. If he agrees not to do it, he absolutely can’t do it. Otherwise, it will be harder than climbing to the sky if he wants to come here again.

After kissing for several minutes, he was willing to stop and walked towards the bathroom without stopping.

Seeing He’s hurried back, Gu Yuewei panted and relied on the glass sliding door to calm the restlessness in her body.

Lu Zixu came out five minutes later. His short hair was dripping with water, and his cloudy eyes had regained consciousness. He looked at the woman who was still leaning on the door and said, “You know? I haven’t masturbated in a long time. Tonight is the first time I masturbate in so many years.”

“If I leave a woman alone and masturbate until I ejaculate, if word gets out, I will definitely be laughed at as a fool.”

With his identity and status, coupled with his reputation in the industry, as long as he wants to, a woman will automatically come to his door at any time.

Gu Yuewei looked at He, the corners of her lips raised slightly, “Lu Zixu, just fuck me from now on. Don’t fall in love with me. A woman like me has no heart. After falling in love once, she loses her heart and can’t get it back.”

“Is that man that good? Can he make you miss him so much?”

“He is not good at all.” Gu Yuewei laughed at herself: “He often beats me. There is not a single good thing about him, but I just can’t forget him. How mean do you think I must be? He beat me like that. I still think that if he is willing to believe me once and treat me just a little bit, I can willingly kneel in front of him and be his dog slave for the rest of my life!”

“But he is a bastard. He treats me as a plaything. He can fuck me whenever he wants and hit me whenever he wants…”

After hearing her say that the man had beaten her, Lu Zixu’s eyes turned cold. He walked up to her and raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corner of her eyes, “Girl, the best thing is what men can’t get. If you do this to yourself, he will not look back at you. All you have to do is love yourself.”

“Don’t sound so noble. You treat me so well because you can’t get me, so you think I’m good?” Gu Yuewei said with tears in her smile: “I understand you men. Everyone who comes to your door feels cheap and likes to conquer. It doesn’t matter. I will try my best to satisfy you in the future, so that you can get me as soon as possible so that you can get tired of me sooner.”

Lu Zixu didn’t refute. Even he himself didn’t understand why he said such things to her. It was clear that his ultimate goal was to sleep with her, but he despised himself like this.

“Go to bed early, we’ll talk about this tomorrow.”

…

After leaving Gu Yuewei’s residence, Lu Zixu felt depressed and didn’t want to think about her too much. In order to divert his attention, he asked Xin Yue to find a clean girl.

When he kissed the girl on the lips, the girl’s shyness and avoidance were very much like Gu Yuewei’s, but he knew very well that this girl was not.

When he was about to take the last step, Lu Zixu gave up, got out of bed, put on his pants, “Just ask Xin Yue to get the money, you can go.”

The girl was almost naked, and it was hard to believe that she was being rejected, “Mr. Lu…”

“Stop talking, put on your clothes and leave.”

He lit up a cigarette and came to the living room, overlooking the night view at his feet, feeling vaguely unhappy deep in his heart. When he thought of the man that Gu Yuewei couldn’t forget, he became very jealous and angry.

(Lu Nuannuan is about to fall in. As for the Shura Field, it’s not far away.)