[R18] Pampered (NP) – “Pampered (NP)” Chapter 256 [English]

254. I am Xiaoguang

She didn’t even mention her name, but Lu Shaofan actually said it first.

When she is happy, even her writing skills become faster: Do you know he?Where is he now and how is he doing?He and I used to be friends, but then we lost contact when he went to another city to film. I haven’t seen him in nine years.

He stared at her without saying a word.

She suddenly realized, no, the nickname “Xiaoguang” was given by her, and not many people knew it.

If he is familiar with Xiaoguang, a normal person’s first reaction would be to call him by his real name.

Could it be that…could it be said that…

Her heartbeat suddenly increased: How do you know the nickname “Xiaoguang”?

He finally slowly opened his lips, “I am Xiaoguang.”

she opens her eyes wide.

When these words came out of his mouth, she still felt they were too ridiculous.

How is this possible?

Seeing her disbelief, he dug out the golden fakes from the bottom of the box, as well as the clothes that Xiaoguang had once worn.

It’s really he, it’s actually he!

But they were obviously nothing alike. Whether it was the rhythm of their speech or the way they treated others, they did not give her any sense of familiarity.He explained that he had an accident a few years ago and bumped his head. He couldn’t remember anything before, especially the memory about Xiaoguang.

She feels lost.

What a wonderful fate and memory, but she was the only one left to enjoy it.

She refused to give up and told him many interesting things about their past, trying to awaken his memory.

He listened patiently, but for some reason, she felt subtly that he was very unhappy, very unhappy.

She never mentioned Xiaoguang in front of him again.

Xiao Luo came to her later and said that she would check it out for her. Nine years ago, Director He was Lu Shaofan’s manager, and Chi Jun was Lu Shaofan’s assistant. Director He was only responsible for leading an artist, Lu Shaofan, so she must have made a mistake.

She smiled and thanked her.

In this way, it matches Lu Shaofan’s rhetoric.

Xiaoguang is Fanfan.

When she had almost forgotten about Xiaoguang, she came across a short video of Lu Shaofan on Weibo.

It’s a simple interview about the new single.

The reporter asked he, “Many fans have noticed that you have chosen to release new singles or albums on January 31 many times. Does this day have any special meaning to you?”

he replied, “Yes?”

This is really not a conversation.

The reporter laughed awkwardly, “Yes, the previous two albums “Nine Days” and “Time” were released on January 31, and this year’s “Fanatical” was also released. Is this your lucky date?”

“It’s just a coincidence.”

“Then there should be good memories, right?”

“No.” The man in the video said expressionlessly, “On the day the “Nine Days” album was released, a staff member fell down the stairs due to excitement and lay in the hospital for less than half a month.”

Reporter: “…”

This man is too cold.

She raised her head and wanted to laugh. She could feel the words “Refuse to be interviewed” written in big letters on He through the screen.

The corners of his mouth were curved and gradually stiffened.

Wait a minute, the new album “Nine Days” was released in the first winter when she and Xiaoguang met.

Didn’t you say that you don’t remember anything during that period?How do you know about a staff member who fell down the stairs?

The doubts in her heart gradually expanded, and she hurriedly looked through all the interviews about him in the past few months.

The more I look at it, the colder my heart becomes.

After reading it, he slumped on his chair in a daze.

He clearly has memories of those years, but he says he has forgotten.

Forgot, forgot… How could I just forget what happened between Xiaoguang and she?

I can only think of one explanation – he is not Xiaoguang at all!

She wanted to find Director He to find out the truth, but he was a senior executive and it was difficult to make an appointment, so she turned to Chi Jun.

Xiao Luo said that Chi Jun used to be Lu Shaofan’s assistant and he must have heard something about it.

Chi Jun received her alone in the office.

She took a pen and wrote: I know Xiaoguang was in your company before. Please tell me, what happened to Xiaoguang?

The sky outside the window was gloomy, with cold drizzle falling.

The only sound in the room was the swishing sound of pen tip rubbing against paper.

She kept writing and expressing her doubts. Chi Jun just made tea for her and remained silent.

Originally, she wasn’t too attached to Xiaoguang’s affairs.

But the attitudes of the parties involved were so weird that she had to think of the worst.

She writes harder and harder: What did you do to Xiao Guang?Contract terminated?Hidden in the snow?Or blocked?What can’t be said about this kind of thing? Why did Fanfan lie to me that he was Xiaoguang, and also lied to me that he had lost that memory?Could it be that Xiaoguang he…

Halfway through writing the word “death”, Chi Jun held him down.

“Brother Fan didn’t lie to you.”

she was stunned.

“He is Xiaoguang, and it is true that he does not have that memory.” Chi Jun said slowly, “Brother Fan was once a dual personality patient, and the main personality has no memory of the second personality. The Xiaoguang you know is Brother Fan’s second personality.”

Was it, did that mean he was cured?So Xiaoguang disappeared?

Chi Jun took a sip of hot tea and sighed, “Xiaoguang… committed suicide three years ago.”

Her pen fell to the ground with a bang.

“Maybe in your eyes, Xiaoguang is a good friend. But in fact, he hides a dark and paranoid side from you. He has anti-social tendencies. He has hurt the protagonist’s personality many times and set fire to the house. We have to take some measures.”

She shook her fingertips and wrote a few difficult words: He…how did he die?

Isn’t it a dual personality?It’s obviously the same person, the same soul, and Fanfan is still here, so how could Xiaoguang be dead?

“We lied to him and said you were dead.”

She took a shaky breath.

Chi Jun leaned on the sand, as if falling into distant memories, “We spent a lot of money, material and manpower to forge newspapers, dismembered photos, ashes, and even prepared tombstones and paper money.” heSure enough, I was deceived. I dug your grave overnight and was so miserable that I held your photo and set it on fire.In the end, the main character escaped from the apartment before falling into coma and saved his life.Xiaoguang, who was originally just a sub-personality separated from the main personality, was convinced that he would disappear forever after his death.”

She was shocked, covering her lips tightly with her hand, and hot liquid flowed across the back of her hand.

He looked at she who was crying silently.

“I think you don’t know yet. Xiaoguang has liked you a long time ago, even more than you thought. So I have always been negative about you and Brother Fan. After Xiaoguang died, Brother Fan knew about his illness and you. He hated the second personality and took away part of his control over his body. HeBurn all the objects with the second personality’s handwriting, and control the fakes, clothes and photos left by the second personality.I think this desire for control may also include you, Xiao Shen.You are the person Xiaoguang likes and the only person he is familiar with. Of course, he will turn you into his.”

The door was suddenly pushed open.

Chi Jun’s words stopped abruptly.

Lu Shaofan couldn’t tell from his expression whether he had heard or not heard their conversation. His eyes passed over her wet cheeks and he said calmly, “It’s almost eight o’clock, Zhizhi, do you want me to starve with you?”