[R18] My father is a pervert – “My Father Is a Pervert” Chapter 92 [English]
byChapter 88 How a king is made
No matter how negative I am, the days will pass day by day.Even if I don’t care about anything, someone will prepare my clothes and luggage.On the day of departure, I was dressed up obediently and walked out of the palace under the guidance of Letty.
The inner square of the castle was noisy, and many carriages were parked there, waiting to welcome the noble women.When I walked out, maybe it was an illusion, but I felt that everyone who saw me paused for a second, and their eyes were fixed on me.After all, I was not used to being exposed in public, so I lowered my head uneasily and walked silently to the carriage.Before getting on the bus, I accidentally looked around and saw Uther standing on the other side of the team, stroking the head of his beloved horse with his hand, his blue eyes calm and sharp, locked on me through the crowd.
I turned back expressionlessly and boarded the carriage.
It took a whole day to ride a carriage from the palace to the hunting palace.As the king’s beloved pet, my treatment naturally increased. The carriage I rode in was very comfortable and spacious, with all the necessary items. It also had all kinds of entertainment to help me kill my boring time.But after I got in the car, I sat on the soft couch, motionless, hugging my knees and staring at the closed curtains in a daze.
As my personal maid, Letty naturally had to ride with me.Facing my rejection of people thousands of miles away, she sat cautiously and neatly in the corner.
In our silence, the team set off. The cheerful atmosphere outside seemed to be cut off. In the luxurious space inside the carriage, even the air became heavy.Letty persisted for a long time, but finally couldn’t stand it anymore. Seeing me staring blankly at the curtains like a statue, she smiled and said, “Princess, should I open the curtains? I should have left the city by now. I will pass by the valley later. The scenery is very good…”
I said nothing, looked away, turned around and lay down with my back to the window.
No matter how good this world is, it is not mine, and it is useless no matter how much I look at it.
When Letty saw my reaction, she choked on her words and didn’t dare to say anything more.Silence fell again, and this time Letty seemed unable to bear it. Slowly, her eyes turned red.
“Princess… don’t be like this…” Letty’s voice choked up: “I know you are resenting His Majesty, and I also know that you hate me. I’m afraid you don’t want to see me again… I dare not ask the princess to forgive me, but princess, please don’t go on like this… During this period, Your Majesty is not feeling well either, Your Majesty heShe is often so busy that she doesn’t even bother to eat, and she calls me to ask about the princess every day… Your Majesty told me that the princess can do whatever she wants, and whatever she wants, I will satisfy you… Princess, please…”
Letty cried as she spoke.My body lying on the couch shook slightly, and I was inevitably a little surprised. I didn’t expect that Letty would suddenly burst out and say such words to me.
“Princess, please don’t blame your majesty…” Letty wiped away her tears and continued: “You don’t know your majesty’s past life. You don’t know that he is just the son of a mistress of the late king. He has to go through many conspiracies since childhood and defeat more than 20 brothers before he can ascend to the throne. You don’t know how many times his majesty has been betrayed and assassinated. How many years have passed in fear, with sharp knives under the pillow… heIf you want to survive, you must become a king and you cannot trust others. After all, you are the princess of Sodom and the daughter of Igraine… With Igraine and Sodom colluding, His Majesty had to test you. However, even so, His Majesty said to me, even if you really betray him, Princess, don’t hurt you, so His Majesty replaced the lipstick in your hand with your antidote. Even if you really want to assassinate him, he will save your life…”
Listening to her words, I didn’t know what I was feeling. I couldn’t help but raise my eyes and look at her blankly.Seeing that I finally reacted, she looked relieved, cried harder at the same time, and suddenly knelt down on the carriage floor.
HeI feel uncomfortable, but I can’t say anything, he knows you hate him…Princess, please, don’t torture yourself and your Majesty like this anymore…”
Do I torture myself?And torture him?What a joke!I just want to live and continue to live peacefully. It is obvious that you are here to torture me, but now you are going to torture me in reverse?!
I was thinking this in my heart, but my eyes became wet unconsciously.To say that I was not moved by these words would be an absolute lie.I was struggling in my heart, and finally, I spoke weakly, with a cry:
“That Sodom spy… that shameless guy… His insult to me was also tacitly approved by His Majesty the King…”
After hearing my words, Letty was stunned.
“What? That man, he treated the princess…” She asked in disbelief: “He…did he defile the princess?!”
“You’re spying on me, aren’t you!” I sat up suddenly, with tears streaming down my face, and asked her: “You can’t show up to disturb Igraine and Hall’s plan, and you can’t stop them from forcing me to take poison. I don’t blame you… But he treated me… he… in that corridor… you could have spoken out earlier, you could have scared him away! But why did you see him?Doing that to me…is this what His Majesty wants to see?Do you want me to be a capable woman?”
The more I spoke, the more trembling my voice became and the louder my cry became.I remembered that Uther allowed his brothers to play with me, and allowed his son to possess me. I was already a plaything of his family, and he actually allowed other people to get their hands on me… Yes, I am not a chaste and virtuous woman, but even a prostitute and a wanton bitch still have the right to choose their patrons, don’t they?Why do they treat me like this? What do they think of my body?Toy?No, talking about toys puts me on a high pedestal. They treat me like a public toilet, and anyone can use it if they want!
The depression of the past few months, the misery that had been buried deep under numbness and had nowhere to vent, finally burst out as my emotions poured out. I cried so much that I felt that my life in these two lives was really terrible.I was crying painfully, but Letty rushed over, crawled at my feet, and cried even harder.
“Princess…I…it’s my fault…” she burst into tears: “I didn’t know that bastard actually treated you…he actually dared…I didn’t protect you…Princess…it’s not a pity to die for you to be humiliated like this…I will report to Your Majesty, and I will go to death, princess…please say forgive me…as long as I can get the princess’s forgiveness, I can die with peace of mind…Princess, please…”
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