[R18] My father is a pervert – “My Father Is a Pervert” Chapter 91 [English]

Chapter 87 Two Lifetimes

From that day on, Igraine disappeared from the palace.My life has not changed much, but I have obviously become more reclusive.

Instead, Uther began to “visit” my bedroom frequently and spend the night with me.I always look very docile and taciturn in front of him. I don’t take the initiative, refuse or resist his demands, just like a soulless doll.Only when I was fucked so hard by him on the bed and my body was stripped of all that was left is instinct, would I show emotion to him again, cry, and beg for him. But when I opened my eyes the next day, I returned to that expressionless and submissive look, like a flawless porcelain doll, beautiful, fragile, and cold.

Of course Uther noticed my change. At first, he didn’t pay much attention to it and coaxed me with sweet words.It didn’t take long for him to discover that the matter was much more serious than he thought.He seemed to be uneasy. When he was in bed, he seemed to be unable to control his anxiety and kept forcing me to expose my feelings again.Whenever he sees me crying, he seems to be relieved, and his actions of possessing me become gentle, pampering me, loving me, and allowing me to reach bliss again and again.However, when the passion passed and he held me in his arms, I could feel it with both hands, and the heat of my soul drained from my body again.

I just find it very boring, completely boring.Since they all just want me to be a beautiful toy, a prop that I usually use to vent my desires and can be exchanged for benefits at critical moments, then I will just obey.Now I have enough food and clothing, I am favored by the king, and I can even satisfy my physical desires. What else am I dissatisfied with?

Think about it, no matter what, I was prosperous for more than ten years in my last life, and in this life I did not go through a life of hunger and poverty.In this barbaric and backward era, I am already countless times luckier than millions of common people outside the palace.I don’t have to do hard work, endure the devastation of war, or worry about how to survive the harsh winter… I have meat and bread for every meal, hot water for bathing every day, and a maid to serve me. I am lucky enough to live like this.

If that’s the case, let’s live like this.

Spring passed so slowly.At the beginning of summer, news came from the south that excited the whole continent: Prince Leon and Duke Goa had completely defeated the army of the Sodom Kingdom and entered the Sodom Kingdom. My incompetent father, King Sauer, finally took the courage and swallowed poison when the capital fell and died on his throne.

Since then, the continent has been officially integrated, Gomorrah announced the establishment of the empire, and Uther became the well-deserved founding emperor.

Although the mainland is considered unified, politics is far from simple.There used to be many small countries and nobles in the southern part of the continent. When Uther conquered them, he did not rely entirely on force. Many people would judge the situation, or be lured to their advantage, and turn to Uther.In the hands of these people, they still hold a part of the power that cannot be underestimated, and their loyalty is really questionable.Now the war seems to be over, but in fact, the entire political situation is still undercurrent. So many princes and nobles who hold the old power in their hands are now either pouring into Gomorrah’s court or still occupying their own territories.If he wants to truly hold the royal power in his hands, Uther still has a long way to go.

Therefore, even though the whole country was celebrating Gomorrah, King Uther’s handsome face was still so calm, without a trace of joy, and his joy and anger were invisible, and he vigorously and resolutely arranged a mountain of heavy affairs every day.

As for me, I still look like the living dead, huddled in the harem.When I heard the news of my biological father’s death, I didn’t even feel a single ripple in my heart.And there has been no news from my biological mother, Igram, in the past few months. I don’t know whether she is dead or alive.As the remaining princess of Sodom and the illegitimate daughter of the queen who was guilty of treason, my position in the Gomorrah Palace has become extremely embarrassing.However, I don’t attend any events and I don’t meet anyone. No matter how many rumors there are about me, they can’t reach me.

As summer approaches, the atmosphere of joy in the palace becomes more and more intense, not only because King Uther has completed the feat of unifying the continent, but also because the hunting season has arrived.

In this era of scarce entertainment, hunting was one of the most beloved pastimes of nobles.Regardless of men, women or children, when it comes to hunting, they are always excited.In fact, hunting for the nobles has gone beyond a means of entertainment, but an important social activity.Every summer and autumn, the royal family holds large-scale hunting at the royal hunting grounds, inviting prominent nobles to ride with the king.Every royal hunt is a grand event, and all nobles hope to be invited because it means proving their status in the country.This year’s summer hunt is particularly lively.Due to the unification of the continent, the number of nobles in the empire has increased sharply. There are more than ten families with prominent status, not to mention the scattered ones.There were dozens of people formally invited by the royal family, including countless family members, relatives, friends, and entourages.For a period of time, the royal city was quite lively, with each family preparing weapons, horses and hunting dogs for hunting; the women rushed to make new clothes and jewelry to make themselves stand out at many parties and dinners.

In this joyous atmosphere, my lifelessness was a bit discordant.I knew that I was going to the hunting palace with Uther, but I had no intention of making any preparations.I had no interest in anything, so I just ate and waited to die every day without even preparing my luggage.

The so-called emperor is not in a hurry to kill the eunuch. I am not in a hurry, but it does not mean that Letty is not in a hurry.However, in the past few months, Letty clearly felt that I was alienated from her. Therefore, even though she wanted to pull out her hair, she did not dare to press a word from me.Occasionally she mentions something to me, but when faced with my silence, she chokes up and doesn’t dare to say more.

To be honest, I felt uncomfortable seeing Letty’s cautious and distressed look.But I can no longer treat her the way I used to.Since she is Uther’s right-hand man, she must have known about Uther’s plan. I can understand that she did not reveal it to me, and I can also forgive her for watching me spend so many days in fear and suffering. However, what I absolutely cannot forgive is that in that corridor, when Hall insulted me and violated me, she actually allowed it.

All actions of Hall, Igrain, and I must be under Uther’s surveillance.The person responsible for monitoring me, except Letty, doesn’t think twice about me.She could have shown up earlier and scared Hall away, but she didn’t. She made me endure that kind of humiliation, and then appeared in front of me with a dog in her arms like nothing happened… I already understood that in her eyes, I was just a plaything of her master, and she didn’t care about me at all. I was just a task for her and an order she received.

I may not resent her, but I can no longer trust her and regard her as my friend.

Haha, it turns out that I have lived two lives without even a single true friend.