[R18] My father is a pervert – “My Father Is a Pervert” Chapter 188 Farewell [English]
byLeon was weak and soon fell into sleep again.But the news that he was awake had excited the court, and doctors rushed to surround him.I was no longer needed at this time, so I quietly retreated, finally able to relax and take care of myself a little.
The palace has prepared hot water and everything I need.I spent a long time in the bathroom gathering my thoughts.When I finally came out, the night was already deep.Letty brought some dinner, I shook my head and asked her: “Where is your Majesty?”
“Your Majesty is waiting for you in the room. Please go see him after dinner.” Letty replied.
I had no appetite and said to her, “Let’s go, I’ll go now.”
Leti couldn’t help but lead me towards Uther’s room.The king’s return was a secret, and all irrelevant people were cleared away. The entire palace seemed empty, especially quiet and scary at night.But with a calm expression on my face, I followed Letty’s footsteps and quietly walked through the corridor and entered Uther’s suite.
In this room, I have had so much sweetness and happiness with Uther and Goya.But it was also in this room that Leon and Uther broke up because of me, causing us both endless pain.Now I stand in this room again, with a lot of emotions in my heart, and I look up and see Uther next to the fireplace.
He has a lot to do, and he is still reading documents by the light of the fire.In the north, midsummer nights are also a bit hot, but he stays by the fireplace for the sake of light, regardless of the heat of the flames.Beside his hand, leaning on his cane of black wood with an ivory handle.Hearing my voice, he looked up, his indifferent ice-blue eyes melted instantly in the light of the fire.
“Good boy, are you tired?” he said softly.
During these days, I took care of Leon with all my clothes. He must have known everything and cleared all the obstacles for me.He knows my feelings for Leon, and knows that if I can’t see Leon, I will never let him go in this life.So he used amazing careful planning to withstand all the pressure and risks and sent me to Leon.Perhaps, he also hopes that I can influence Leon. He is always like this. Everything he does has deep meaning if you dig into it carefully.But so what?Can his plan obliterate his kindness to me?
My eyes were full of autumn water, and I asked softly: “Daddy, are you feeling well?”
He was slightly stunned, followed my line of sight and saw the cane, and smiled slightly.
“Daddy is not young anymore.” he said.
yes.After he was ten years old, he struggled to survive in the conspiracy.After ascending to the throne, there were decades of southern and northern expeditions. He has never had a moment of peace in his life until now.He has been betrayed and assassinated, he has been injured and poisoned, he has been on the battlefield, he has been through life and death… No one is more familiar with his body than me. I have seen and touched every scar on him with my own eyes.Under the protection of he, Leon and I can grow up safely, and I can live a peaceful life now.Why would I want to sever these ties?These are my precious memories, the treasures he gave me.
Uther put down his papers and walked toward me without his cane.My gaze raised as he approached, and I looked directly at his face, my eyes filled with a thousand words.He came to my side and stretched out his big hand to touch my face.The familiar temperature and touch almost seeped into my heart, so I leaned over and rubbed my cheek gently in his palm.
The attraction between us was almost irresistible. Uther lowered his head and almost kissed me, but he restrained himself.His self-control is always outstanding.With Leon’s problem between us, no one of us will take a step forward.
Like an owner looking at a kitten, he looked at me gently and rubbed his palm.He said to me: “Your room is ready, have a good rest. You can stay in the palace for as long as you want from now on. Elizabeth will be dealt with and will not hinder you anymore.”
he won.In this life, if he loses once, he will be doomed, but this time he wins again.
I raised my eyes to look at him again and said softly: “Daddy, I’m not coming back.”
Uther didn’t expect that I would say that, and was stunned for a moment.As long as he is not smiling, his expression is indifferent, cold, and majestic.But I’m not afraid of him, and I will never be afraid of him again.
“Brother will get well. Daddy, you should take care of yourself and be well.” My tenderness almost overflowed my eyes, and I said to him: “I will stay in the royal capital, live a happy life, and will always miss you. I know what Troy Manor means to you, you can take it back, I don’t need so much money, I am fine now, Daddy, don’t worry about me.”
he listened to my words and stared at me deeply. In the eyes of others, he was surrounded by the majesty of a king, which could almost freeze people.But I am the only one who understands he and understands he.He always only wishes me well and that I can be happy, just like I do to him.
he finally smiled softly.
“Help me sit down,” he said.
I stretched out my hand to support him and let him sit on the low couch in front of the bed.Only then did I realize that he had a slight inconvenience in his left leg, probably due to an old injury from a previous battle.And he has a stoic will. Even though he is holding a cane, no one can see anything strange about him.At this time, he asked me to help him sit down, which showed that the blow was very serious.
he sat down and was silent for a long time, then said:
“This is what you want, so be it. Whatever you want, I will give it to you.” He said: “Everything in the Troy family belongs to you, just do with it as you like. Letty is the same as before, let’s go with you.”
This is exactly what I expected.With tenderness and gratitude towards him, I knelt in front of his legs, grabbed his hands, and kissed him twice like a god.At this moment, I am searching all the hope in my body, hoping that it can be passed on to him from this kiss. I hope he is healthy, and I hope he can stay like this forever.
Then I stood up and said goodbye to him: “Daddy, I’m leaving.”
he smiled and nodded.I know that there is no such thing as a banquet that never ends. This moment will always come, and no matter how much we miss it, it is useless.Then he lifted up the hem of his cloak and walked towards the door.
Suddenly, my hand was grabbed by he.
I was startled, and then felt a sharp pain in my heart, so I stopped and turned around.He lowered his head and grasped my soft little hand tightly, as if he wanted to pull me back and never let go.I believe that since he became king, he has never been as vulnerable and emotionally exposed as he is now.But after all, he is a king who has gone through iron and blood, overcome thorns, and has an indestructible will.He struggled for a moment, relaxed his strength, pulled my hand to his lips, and pressed it on his lips.
At this moment, I burst into tears.
It seemed like a long time later, he let go of my hand, smiled at me, and became the ruler made of steel again.”Go back.” he said.
With tears in my eyes, without saying anything else, I picked up my skirt and walked out.
Behind him, the door of the king’s bedroom slowly closed, blocking out the last light and swallowing him into the endless night silently.My tears finally fell, and without looking back, I walked towards the dark corridor with my back to him, and gradually went away.
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