[R18] My father is a pervert – “My Father Is a Pervert” Chapter 163 [English]

Chapter 159 Pain

The empire has only been unified for less than a year, and there are still some small-scale rebel parties in the south. The less people know about the crown prince going south alone, the better.So the task of finding Leon was handed over to Uther’s most trusted brother.

This was the first time Goya and I met after that secret room adultery.There was always a silent understanding between the two of us. I knew his guilt, and he also knew my regret, and never mentioned anything about that day.I was withering rapidly these days, he was surprised when he saw me, and then sighed.

“I will find Leon.” He said, “The kidnapping will also bring him back. Don’t worry.”

he is like that.She always knows my weakest and hidden places, soothes me carefully and eases my anxiety and pain.I almost shed tears again and lowered my eyes.

“Daddy, are you okay?” I asked gently.

Goya didn’t answer my question and reached out to touch my hair.So I knew.Uther is bad, very bad.

A country cannot live without a king for a day.I can close the door and cry.But Uther, no matter how much anxiety and guilt he felt in his heart, he still had to pretend to be nonchalant and deal with mountains of state affairs every day.I left the court, and now Goya is gone too.In that castle filled with intrigues, he was left alone.

“He blames me.” I said bitterly, tears finally falling down.

Goya grinned slightly and chuckled: “What happened between father and son has nothing to do with you. Uther has been sitting firmly on the throne for ten years and has been lax for too long. He doesn’t know what happened under his nose, which is a wake-up call for him. As for Leon, he is still an idealistic fool and is not the material to be a king. There is destined to be such a fight between the two of him. It would be a good thing to break out early. Don’t think too much about it.”

I am very aware of he’s keenness and transparency, and in his relaxed tone, the heavy heart is slightly relieved.I thought about all the benefits of he in my heart, and I was full of reluctance to give up on him, and the tears fell even more.

“Stop crying.” Goya sighed: “What Uther blames is himself, and he doesn’t discipline Leon enough. As for Leon…that little brat, when I find him, I will beat him up. Huh?”

He coaxed me softly, not knowing that my tears now were not for Uther or Leon, but also for his departure.After we said a few more words, he stood up and left.This time we met, we didn’t even have a hug.

On the same day, he left the royal capital.The three men I once had were all lost overnight.

After Goya left, I stayed at home and saw no one.My menstruation was gone, and my lust increased day by day until it reached its peak. I huddled in the room crying and shaking in pain, feeling like my spirit had collapsed.I don’t know how I survived those days. When the potion began to wear off, I fell ill.

I stayed in bed with high fever for several days, sometimes falling into coma and sometimes talking nonsense.In my daze, I seemed to see Uther coming to my bedside and reaching out to touch my face.I turned my head slightly and put my face against his big palm. I closed my eyes and big tears rolled out and fell into his palm.

In this dark and backward era, a cold can kill someone.Over the past few days, several palace doctors came in and out of my residence every day. After great efforts, they finally cured my fever and saved my life.When I opened my eyes again, I felt as if I was in a different world.

Menstruation comes and goes.The cursed lust returns.I was in pain, panicked, and at my wits end.Then that evening, Letty knocked on my door and brought in two men.

I was stunned for a moment, and then I understood. It was like a sharp needle was suddenly pierced into my heart, and I was trembling with pain.

“Get out!” I screamed like a frightened trapped animal. I picked up the ornaments at hand and hit them. However, I was not strong enough and the thing fell on the carpet, far away from them, making a dull sound.

The three people in front of the door still stood still. The two fit-looking men looked at me with amazement in their eyes and couldn’t take their eyes away.Letty tried to persuade me with distress: “Lady Baroness, you can’t…your body…”

I’m really going crazy.The looks in the eyes of those two men made me sick and made me feel uncontrollable carnal desires.I hated myself so much that I wanted to tear my lustful self into pieces. In the extreme contradiction and madness, I suddenly threw myself at the window and shouted sternly: “Get out! Get out! Otherwise I will jump out immediately!”

Letty was frightened and hurriedly asked the men to leave the room. She quickly ran back and hugged me tightly as I fell to the floor, crying.

I’m not a slut, I’m not a bitch.Daddy, don’t do this to me.

Just like Godiva said, the effects of this love potion will gradually accumulate, only suppressing it without venting it, and it will eventually drive me crazy.This was the second month, and at the peak of my condition, I started to self-mutilate, cutting my arms with sharp objects until blood dripped from them.Fortunately, Letty found out early and has been guarding me every step of the way since then.After these few days passed, she felt like she was surviving a disaster, and I felt like my spirit had been drained, and I was completely depressed.

While she was dressing my wound, I stared blankly at her movements of wrapping the gauze, and suddenly said: “Next month, tie me up.”

Letty’s hands trembled and she looked up at me, her face turned pale.

But I said nothing and turned to look out the window.

Ten days later, without any warning, Godiva came to visit me with a large amount of luggage and stayed at my house.Despite living together, I barely see her throughout the day.She devoted her whole heart to making medicines and constantly modified medicines to help me relieve my physical pain.My heart, which was soaked in bitterness, only now had a weak flow of warmth flowing into it.It’s Uther, it’s him who cares about me and is trying his best to do what he can for me.

We chose to avoid each other because of our guilt for Leon, but he was thinking about me, and so was I.

Despite Godiva’s best efforts, the third month didn’t get much better.I haven’t touched a man for three months, and the cumulative effect of the love potion is comparable to a poison.During the peak period, Letty had no choice but to tie me up with silk satin after my pleading.Together with Godiva, she watched me sleeplessly, watching me rolling on the bed and crying.With Godiva’s heart of stone, he couldn’t stand it anymore in the end, so he gave me a little soothing medicine so that I could sleep for a while and avoid the physical torture.

Even as I fell asleep, I was tormented by lust.In the twisted dream, I watched Leon, Uther, and Goya turn and leave one by one. I tried my best to catch up, but they pushed me away mercilessly and threw me into the blazing sea of ​​fire.I cried, I prayed, but no one answered.I sank into extreme despair and pain, sinking deeper and deeper, and suddenly a shocking hatred emerged in my heart.

I hate, I hate them, every one of them!It was they who usurped me, it was they who defiled me and turned me into this!Now I am completely broken and destroyed, but they don’t want me anymore, they have abandoned me, they have forgotten me!

When I opened my eyes, my whole body looked like it had been fished out of water, covered in sweat and tears.Leti and Godiva next to me were no better than me. They were in a mess and exhausted.

Only three months.I thought bitterly.When will I truly go crazy?