[R18] My father is a pervert – “My Father Is a Pervert” Chapter 162 [English]
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I was beaten so loudly that the sound was amplified in the night, like a thunderclap.When I fell to the ground, Uther quickly stood up.Although I was beaten so hard that stars popped out of my eyes, I caught a glimpse of his actions from the corner of my eye. I hurriedly raised my head, eyes wide open, and exclaimed: “Daddy! Stop!”
Uther’s body paused.The three of us are like an irregular triangle, standing in a stalemate with each other.Leon looked at me lying on the ground, not daring to raise my head, and then looked at User, who had a gloomy face. His eyes were so red that they almost bled, and veins appeared on his clenched hands.Just when I thought I was going to be beaten to death by he, he suddenly turned his head, strode over, opened the door, and left without looking back.
No!Where is he going?
I looked at He Jue Jue’s back, and panic rushed up in my heart. I used my hands and feet to get up eagerly and embarrassedly. Ignoring Uther in the room, I flew out of the wide open door and chased in the direction Leon left.
Can’t let him go!He’s not coming back, ever!
The sound of rapid footsteps echoed in the long and dark corridor, which was particularly loud and disturbing.I chased after him desperately, but I couldn’t keep up with his speed at all. The long skirt and cloak caught my feet. I panicked again, and finally tripped and fell heavily to the ground.But I couldn’t care less about the pain at this time. I raised my head and looked forward, and saw his back getting further and further away. I couldn’t catch him anyway.I knew in my heart that this was the last time I saw he. I was heartbroken and cried out desperately:
“Brother! It was you who forced me! It was you who said you loved me and would never hurt me again. You would be good to me all your life!” I cried loudly: “You don’t want me now!”
He’s figure paused, and a glimmer of hope ignited in my heart, but the next moment, he still took steps and walked away without looking back. His figure blended into the depths of the corridor and was swallowed by the darkness.
I was so sad that I fell on the ground and cried loudly, my heart was broken.He used to be the most reluctant to see me cry. He would sincerely and clumsily coax me to stop crying, saying that he would give me anything.But now, no matter how much I cry, he will ignore me.He is gone. My brother who loves me the most is scarred by my stabs and doesn’t want me anymore.I will never see him again.
I cried on the cold ground, and there was silence around me. There was no one, only the darkness of the eternal night, staring at me silently and ruthlessly.After a while, I slowly stopped crying, forced myself to stand up, and limped back while enduring the pain in my knees.
Uther was right. A plaything like me can only live dependent on others and has no dignity.Leon is gone, but Uther is still there. I must go back and beg for his forgiveness.Because this is my life, without what they give me, I have nothing.
I returned to Uther’s room very slowly. Through the wide open door, I saw Uther sitting back on the couch. In this spacious and luxurious room, He’s figure was very dark and alone, as if he condensed the loneliness and silence of the entire night.
I walked in with trembling steps and called out in a very weak, hoarse cry: “Daddy…”
When he moved, he noticed my turn and turned to look at me.I shivered at his sight, like leaves in the autumn wind.He finally fixed his eyes on my face, stood up slowly, walked to me, and stretched out his hand to me.
I was so scared, but I didn’t dare to dodge, so I just slightly shrank my shoulders.But he didn’t hit me. He gently touched my cheek with his big hand, causing burning pain.
My eyelashes drooped, and big tears rolled down again.
He did not continue to move. Half a moment later, I heard he sigh, with a strong sense of exhaustion:
“Your term of office is coming soon. You can leave the palace tomorrow. I will talk to Elizabeth.”
I lowered my eyes, feeling dark in my heart.Leon is gone, and now Uther is going to drive me away too.
He went aside, took out a box of ointment from the cabinet, grabbed my hand, and put it into my palm.
“Go back to your room.” he whispered.
Without waiting for my reply, he walked away and sat on the leather chair by the fireplace, resting his forehead on his hands, his eyebrows cast into shadow.At this time, he had lost the majesty of the king, shattered all the proud weapons, and sat there dejected and lonely, just a disappointed and heartbroken father.
I shed tears and looked at he’s figure silently. I can’t do anything now, not even the right to beg.I caused him to lose his son and his successor. It is extremely merciful for him to treat me like this now.I wiped my tears, obeyed his order without saying a word, and left his room.
Stayed up all night.Early the next morning, Letty followed the carriage and arrived at the palace in the misty morning light.Completely opposite to the prosperity when I entered the palace, now I am like a sinner who cannot be seen in the light, hiding from others and leaving without dignity.From then on, no one mentioned my identity as a female officer.
Being kicked out of the palace in such a miserable state, if I still want to save some face, I should leave the capital and hide back in my fiefdom.But I endured all kinds of humiliation and insisted on staying in the royal capital.Leon left the capital alone that night and has been missing since then.If I stay, I can at least get some information about him.
I already understand it all.Leon has long heard the rumors about me, but he has warm feelings for me and would rather choose to turn a blind eye or not hear them.He has never suffered setbacks in his life and has always believed that he can change everything with his own strength.He naively thought that as long as he didn’t care, that would be enough.As long as he marries me, my scandals can be buried forever.He thinks that love can conquer everything.
But now, the ivory tower is broken.He was dragged into the ugly reality and fell heavily into the thorn bushes.His beliefs, passion, and persistence turned out to be so ridiculous.No one knows better than me how arrogant he is. He will bow his head only in front of the person he loves. But now, the people who gave him a fatal blow are the two people he loves most, his father and me.
This person who would rather break than bend was destroyed by me.
And what I destroyed was not just Leon?Uther also lost his successor, his only flesh and blood, because of me.Uther always thought that Leon and I were just messing around in private, but he never dreamed that his proud son, the future monarch of this country, would abandon his responsibilities and insist on marrying a plaything like me.The shock and anger caused him to lose control for a moment and forced Leon away.Now even if he is full of regrets, it is already too late.Leon is gone.There’s no way he’s coming back.
I imprisoned myself in the palace of the royal capital. I did not think about food and drink, and washed my face with tears. Within a few days, my whole body became withered.Only the sporadic information that Leti brought back from time to time became my spiritual support.In the palace, Uther has blocked the news of the crown prince’s disappearance, controlled public opinion, and sent people around to inquire about Leon’s whereabouts.It is said that someone saw Leon on the way south.Uther immediately made arrangements and sent people to search for him along the way.
Then, Goya visited my mansion and told me that he was leaving the royal capital.
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