[R18] Looking for her in the crowd – “Looking for her in the crowd” Chapter 56 [English]

Chapter 55: Come with me, okay?

How could I blame him? He was just like me. He had many things he didn’t want to do but had to do and couldn’t disobey.

He’s body was close to her without any trace, and seemed to still carry the familiar cold fragrance in his memory.

“Well, Nong Nong has always been magnanimous.”

When she got into trouble when she was young, Rong Jue would always take the blame for her. What did she say then?

“Brother A-Jue has always been magnanimous. I like Brother A-Jue the most.”

Memories came flooding back, and Jiang Rongrong felt like she could no longer stand.

No, it can’t be done. There was a voice in her subconscious mind reminding her.

But the voice coming from her ears could not be ignored and rushed straight to her heart.

“I miss you very much.” Before coming, Rong Jue felt that she had thousands of words to say, but after seeing her, she seemed to not want to say anything.

He didn’t want to say that it was a big sin for him to leave the army and return to Beijing immediately after hearing the news. He also didn’t want to say that he heard the rumors about the Crown Princess along the way. When he saw her, who thought about her day and night, he actually held her in his arms. What he wanted to say, in the final analysis, was the only one sentence. The young man was moved by love, and he slept long and hard in admiration. He missed her beloved girl very much.

I really, really want her.

Thinking of her warm palms in the biting cold wind in the northern border area, thinking of her bright smile under the mulberry tree outside Gusu City, thinking of her flying towards him in the past among the crowded crowds in the city, thinking of the night with the most beautiful bright moon when I wanted to enter the East Palace several times but couldn’t, and the first time I was held by him under the moon.The kiss was intense, her face was red, she was panting slightly, and her wet eyes were looking at him with shame, and there was a love that he couldn’t find now, which made him panic for no reason.

Long lovesickness brings long-lasting memories, but short lovesickness brings endless longing.

“If you don’t miss me at all, then push me away.” He wants to get back those past feelings without leaving a trace.

Too bad.

How come you haven’t thought about he at all?

Every time she thought about him, her heart ached. In the end, she simply buried it in her heart and pretended as if nothing had happened.

Her soft lips covered hers, and familiar memories came flooding back.

Under the sparse shadow of the bright moon, in the small boat in the middle of the lake, Rong Jue let her lean in his arms and hugged her in the most comfortable posture, “Nong Nong, I am happy for you.”

The young man’s face was slightly red. The girl he had cared about since he was a child made him a little timid, but he was driven by the vigorous young desire surging in his heart and couldn’t help but want to get close to his sweetheart.

“You have said it three times, brother Ajue.” She leaned on he’s arms like a coquettish cat, hiding her blushing cheeks.

“But Nong Nong hasn’t told me your thoughts yet.” Rong Jue raised her little head.”If I didn’t say it, wouldn’t I be in a big loss?”

Looking at each other for a long time, the girl uttered a soft and soft word: “Naturally, naturally it is… joyful…”

Before she finished speaking, a gentle kiss fell on her lips.

Outside the boat, the moonlight shone in through the green bamboo curtains. The bright moon that night was the most beautiful moonlight she had ever seen.

“Nong Nong, be good, open your mouth.” Rong Jue’s voice was tinged with a hint of hoarseness, like the collision of jade stones, touching the heart.

His big hand pressed the back of her head firmly, and the tip of his tongue lingered outside the shell. The other hand held her tighter, pressing it tightly against his chest, so close that she seemed to be able to hear the heartbeat inside.

She opened her teeth obediently and allowed him to conquer the city. His kisses changed from gentle to urgent, as if to prove something. Every part of her mouth was sucked and licked by him. When Rong Jue poured all the longing that he had held back for many days into her lips, he let go of the panting she.

Pressing her fingers on the lips that were slightly red and swollen from being kissed, Rong Jue gently moved forward and pecked them, reluctant to let go and still not finished.

“Follow me, okay?”

He is a seductive monster in a fantasy novel, and he is negotiating a good deal with her.

“Where to go?” she murmured, losing the ability to think.

“You can go anywhere. Where do you want to go? I’ll go with you. If you want to go to the south of the Yangtze River, I’ll buy some private property there. We can go boating on the lake every day, enjoy flowers and birds, and be a couple of happy gods.”

What a beautiful dream, just hearing him talk about it makes her yearn for it infinitely.

But dreams will always wake up, and people cannot always live in dreams.

The evening breeze came, and the coolness of the early summer night penetrated from her skin to the bottom of her heart.

He and she will never be able to break away from the status given by their family in this life. This status gives them many rights that ordinary people cannot have in their lives, and it is also destined that they cannot do whatever they want. Everything must be considered for the family, and their behavior should be an example and not arbitrary.

Behind he is the general’s mansion, which is guarding the emperor with a tiger talisman in his hand. Behind she is Jiang Guogong’s mansion, which is a huge tree in the court. The combination of civil servants and military generals is rich in subtle political significance. She married Rong Chen, which is a two-pronged strategy. It not only eliminates the emperor’s suspicion of the two families, but also ensures that the big tree of Jiang Guogong’s mansion will be firmly tied to the royal faction.If they really left, countless people would be buried with them.

How can we talk about freedom in a paradise where rivers of blood flow?

Thinking of Rong Chen, my heart seemed to be pricked by a needle, and the long-lost reason finally returned.

Now it’s a done deal and no one can change it.

Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Jiang Rongrong closed her eyes and did not look at those eyes that made her feel relaxed. She calmed down and opened her eyes again. There was already a coldness in them.

This face that I have been familiar with since childhood, this boy I have been attracted to since childhood, turned out to have never belonged to her.

“Brother Ajue, it’s too late.”