[R18] Looking for her in the crowd – “Looking for her in the crowd” attacks the heart [English]

Chapter 120

The human heart is made of flesh. Jiang Rongrong felt that the bud that was deeply suppressed in her heart was growing crazily, breaking through the fence built by many moral senses. It grew stronger and stronger, and was about to break through the shackles of the world.

Let go of everything and embrace him, love him.

There seemed to be a voice in her heart that kept tempting her.

But that handsome and cold face suddenly flashed through his mind, and those lush branches and leaves instantly withered and returned to the ground.

“Nong Nong, you have never ignored me for so long.” Looking at the unpredictable expression of the girl in front of him, Rong Jue knew her so well that he could see through her inner tangle at a glance.

It’s okay to be entangled, not decisive.

Then he still has room for reversal.

Pulling her thoughts back to her eyes, Rong Jue continued:

“If you really want to hit me or scold me, you can do it, as long as you don’t ignore me.”

His attitude has dropped to the dust.

Jiang Rongrong had never seen such a humble he. The pain in his heart came faintly again, and she finally said:

“Brother Ajue, do you know the consequences of doing this?”

Rong Jue was overjoyed to see Jiang Rongrong finally willing to talk to him. He hugged her slender body tighter and buried his head tightly in her thin shoulders. Jiang Rongrong actually felt a damp heat coming from there.

She immediately lost the strength to push him away.

He has never been so weak in front of her.

The voice of he came through the skin, as if he was suppressing something:

“I know that I have already made plans to become an enemy of Dong Palace. I don’t want to lose my reputation or status. I only have you, Nong Nong, and I can never lose it again.”

Only when you have personally experienced the pain of losing once, can you firmly hold on to the person in front of you, worry about gains and losses, and be cautious at every step, never being able to bear the loss a second time.

“Look closely, what did I bring you?”

Rong Jue took out a piece of jade that had been placed for a long time from his arms. The jade was completely white, but mixed with a few streaks of blood-like variegated colors in the middle. However, it did not appear obtrusive at all. On the contrary, it was natural in nature and even more precious.

“This is the pigeon blood warm jade. I spent a lot of effort to find it. I put it on Nong Nong’s neck to drive away the cold in the body. Nong Nong has always been cold, and winter is approaching soon. With this piece of jade, Nong Nong can feel more at ease.”

He didn’t say that this piece of jade was a treasure from a country in the Western Regions. How difficult it was to get it, and it almost cost him half his life.

Naturally, there is no other use for this piece of jade.

Rong Jue pushed aside her luxuriant hair and tied it carefully.

Wearing the warm jade with red thread hanging on her slender jade neck, Jiang Rongrong could feel the warmth of his chest remaining on the jade.

The jade pendant is very light, but seems to weigh as much as a thousand catties.

Why does she deserve that he is so kind to her?

“Brother Ajuan, I…”

I don’t deserve it, you should find a good girl who loves you with all her heart.

“Nonnong, I know what you want to say. I understood the dance you danced at the palace banquet that day.”

Rong Jue interrupted her, not wanting her to say sad words.

“You want me to forget you, but Nong Nong, this is more cruel than killing me with a sword.”

All the colors in his world were given by her. The ignorance of first love, the unbearable emotion, the lingering affection, and the pain of separation were all the colors she had left in his blank life. How easy is it to say “forget” now?

Without she, all the good times and beautiful scenery are in vain.

“Ask yourself deeply, can you easily forget all about me?”

Stop talking.Say no more.

It turns out that she is such a ruthless and unjust woman.

He asked Rong Jue to do what he couldn’t do himself.

How ridiculous.

My eyes were a little sore, and when I came to my senses, big tears were rolling down.

She is always crying today, as if all her tears in this life will be shed today.

Jiang Rongrong turned her head, not wanting he to see her in a panic.

Rong Jue held her face as if it were a treasure, brought her thin lips closer, and her warm breath covered her trembling eyelids.

The hot tears were sucked into his stomach.

“Be good, be good. Don’t cry. I know, I know everything.”

It seemed like she was back in those days, under the big locust tree in the backyard of the General’s Mansion, she was leaning on Rong Jue’s arms.

She broke her knee because of playing. Brother Ajuan hurriedly applied medicine to her wound. He felt distressed and angry. When he saw her gritting her teeth and enduring the golden beans, he immediately softened his heart. He hugged her and coaxed her with gentle words.

Rong Jue seemed to have remembered the past. In fact, he didn’t need to remember it at all. He had never forgotten it, so why should he remember it?

His big hands gently but firmly held her tightly, letting her head rest in his arms.

Jiang Rongrong instinctively wanted to refuse. Today, she and he should not be so intimate, but somehow, a silent and shallow force made her put down her resisting hands.

Over the past few days, her determination to treat him coldly has been shaky. She has always relied on her sense of morality to be one point stronger than her sense of guilt, which made her treat Rong Jue coldly. But now this force is not strong, but it just eliminates this persistence.

However, this little bit of persistence, which was crucial, has now been easily removed.

The delicate body fell softly into Rong Jue’s arms.

A hint of obscure emotion flashed through her clear peach blossom eyes, and was soon covered by joy.

If you get what you want, what else can you ask for?

The author has something to say: Today is destined to be another fat day, little cuties, don’t go away~