641 “Long Days” Abnormal People
byThe scars that had been hidden deep in her heart were revealed in such a frank manner. Chu Jiayun felt ashamed and had no shame to stay by Gu Yuanhui’s side. However, he held her so tightly that she could feel that he was not being perfunctory. He really didn’t want her to leave.
But the more he behaved like this, the more she felt that she was not worthy of him. Being held tightly by him felt so comfortable. However, this time, she did not dare to let herself indulge in it.
She cried and said: “Let me go, I am really sick, there is no good in being with me…well…”
Gu Yuanhui couldn’t stand listening anymore, so he pinched her chin and kissed her irresistibly.Different from the previous kisses that were full of passionate desire, this time Gu Yuanhui was very gentle, with deep pity, soothing her anxiety with lingering kisses.
After a long time, Chu Jiayun looked at him with tearful eyes, as if she couldn’t understand what happened.
He already knew how miserable she was, so why didn’t he seem to care at all?
Gu Yuanhui carried her back and said, “It doesn’t matter if you are sick, we can cure it! But you have to promise me not to say that kind of thing again, and not to hurt yourself again!”
When Chu Jiayun sat back on the big sofa in the presidential suite, she was still in a trance. Gu Yuanhui put a cup of hot soy milk into her hand, “Hey, drink something sweet first. It can refresh you.”
She nodded, dumbly picked up the cup and took a sip.
The soy milk was mellow and had a sweet taste. It flowed warmly into her body, bringing her energy and courage just like the people around her.
Gu Yuanhui didn’t speak, but just stayed with her quietly, wrapping his arms around her waist and letting her lean on his chest.
The atmosphere was silent but surprisingly not awkward. Instead, it was filled with a touch of warmth. It wasn’t until he finished the cup of soy milk that Chu Jiayun decided not to escape anymore.
He was so good to her, and she didn’t want to hide it from him anymore.
“I started to feel something wrong when I was fifteen years old.” Chu Jiayun slowly recounted. “At first I just felt that it would be very comfortable to touch other people. Gradually I wanted to have contact with others, but I was too embarrassed to take the initiative to contact others, so I could only endure it. Then one day, I tripped while walking, and my neighbor’s brother hugged me to prevent me from falling. At that time, I knew something was wrong with me.”
The love rival radar in Mr. Gu’s heart suddenly started to alarm, but he also knew that now was not the time, so he asked calmly: “I just helped you in an emergency, how did you feel that something was wrong?”
When Chu Jiayun was emotionally unstable, he didn’t notice that Gu Yuanhui gritted his teeth and said he was holding me instead of holding him. He just endured the shame and continued: “Because at that moment, I hoped that he could hold me all the time and never let me go, but that was wrong, and I shouldn’t feel that way at all.”
“Why, what’s wrong with this? Don’t you think you like him?” Gu Yuanhui stared at her intently, not wanting to miss any of her subtle expressions.
Chu Jiayun said frustratedly: “Because Brother Ji and I grew up together. We are both only children. He is like my biological brother. It is impossible for me to have that kind of feelings for him, so I knew something was wrong with me.”
Gu Yuanhui felt relieved and couldn’t help but kiss her forehead possessively, “What next?”
“Then I tried to get in touch with others. I found that even holding hands with a female classmate would make me very… out of control. I didn’t dare to tell my mother. Later, I went to the hospital. The doctor told me that this is a mental illness called skin hunger syndrome. I am a mentally abnormal person.”
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