[R18] Lianqing(NP) – “Lian Qing (NP)” Chapter 106 [English]
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“Qingqing, do you think I’m ridiculous?”
Lu Heng’s hoarse voice came over. Ji Qing was stunned for a few seconds, and then slowly shook her head.
Lu Heng smiled bitterly.
“You don’t have to comfort me.”
After saying this, Lu Heng leaned back on the bench, looking extremely tired, as if he was speaking to Ji Qing, more like he was speaking to himself.
“Qingqing, you know, when I was with you, I felt that my sister was just like the moon in the sky. No matter where I went, she was there, so I chased and chased, and finally discovered that the position of the moon has not changed. Do you think I am ridiculous?”
Ji Qing breathed a sigh of relief, then picked up the water at hand and walked to him and handed it to him.
“Drink some water.”
Lu Heng raised his head and smiled at her, then picked up the mineral water bottle and took a big sip. The cold water went down his throat, and Lu Heng’s voice became slightly normal.
“Thank you.”
Ji Qing sat back and looked at the light on the door of the delivery room.
“Lu Heng, I really don’t think you are ridiculous. In fact, the difference between your sister and you and me and my brother is only a little bit different.”
“I love my brother, and my brother loves me.”
After a moment of silence, Lu Heng picked up the water bottle and took a sip.
“Qingqing, I once felt that I loved my sister. My sister…my sister now also feels that she loves me.”
Ji Qing didn’t understand what she said, but she didn’t have time to think about it. The caesarean section happened very quickly. After 40 minutes, a loud cry came from the delivery room, and Ji Qing and Lu Heng also stood up at the same time.
——Lu Qing’s child was born.
It was so difficult for Lu Qing to give birth for the first time, and the baby only weighed 5 pounds, so he kept it in the incubator. Now that he had just taken it out and was breastfeeding, Lu Heng had already changed his clothes and guarded Lu Qing.
Ji Qing followed Ji Tingqin and stood at the door looking at the two people. To be honest, she felt uneasy because Ji Tingqin had held her as a child since she was a child, and now she suddenly had a blood relative, and she couldn’t help but care about it.
Fortunately, she had made up her mind and was mentally prepared, so when she saw the wrinkled child, she was more curious. Her aunt said that she kept crying when drinking her daughter’s milk, and even used her hands to pick off Ji Tingqin’s buttons, and she had to be held by Ji Tingqin after she finally finished drinking.
The newborn was sleepy and fell asleep quickly after drinking milk. Ji Tingqin was a new father and wanted to hug the child, but Lu Qing seemed not to notice these people and kept looking down at his child with a smile while humming a song, which was really frightening.
At this point, Lu Heng knew that he could no longer hide it, so he coaxed Lu Qing into putting the child back in the incubator, and then raised his hand to ask Ji Tingqin and Ji Qing to go out.
The three of them sat across from each other in the lounge. Lu Heng thought about it for a long time and finally spoke.
“Mr. Ji, you have also seen my sister’s situation. Her current condition is not suitable for taking care of a child. What I mean is that you find a nanny to take care of the child, and the Lu family will bear all the expenses.”
Lu Heng’s words didn’t sound like he was joking, so Ji Tingqin was quite confused. Although he would not agree with Lu Heng’s relationship with the child, he would not take the newborn child away from his mother. As long as the Lu family siblings knew what was right, he could turn a blind eye.
But since Lu Heng insisted, he didn’t care much about the Lu family’s affairs, so he naturally followed his opinion.
After the negotiation, the three of them left naturally, but Ji Qing’s eyes remained on Lu Heng. When Ji Tingqin went to talk to the dean, she quietly followed Lu Heng to the artificial lake downstairs in the inpatient department.
The weather was getting cold. Lu Heng was sitting on the bench, his breath filled with white air. Ji Qing walked up to him. He was about to speak, but Ji Qing directly took his hand up and lifted his sleeves.
After lifting it open, Ji Qing took a deep breath and even her fingers trembled.
There were new wounds on top of old wounds on the arms, scratches and bites, all in a mess, shocking.
Just because her arms were like this, Ji Qing didn’t dare to think about it. She wouldn’t be stupid enough to think that Lu Heng was hurting himself. It seemed that this was the reason why Lu Heng wouldn’t let Lu Qing take care of the child.
Discovered by Ji Qing, Lu Heng lit a cigarette with red eyes.
“How did you know?”
Ji Qing sat next to him.
“Every time you get hurt, you clench your thumbs into your palms unconsciously.”
Lu Heng smiled bitterly, and then the feeling of heartache came over him overwhelmingly, leaving him no room to breathe, making his heart seem to be soaked in bitter water, and every trace of bitterness penetrated into his hair and skin.
It turned out that she knew him so well, and she knew him better than he. An unprecedented impulse instantly filled Lu Heng’s heart. He held Ji Qing’s hand, and his words were a little flustered.
“Qingqing, can you give me another chance? Give me some time to deal with these things. Can we be the same as before?”
Ji Qing slowly and forcefully pulled out his hand.
“Lu Heng, I don’t love you.”
This sentence suddenly woke up Lu Heng like a slap in the face. Yes, Ji Qing was already with the brother she dreamed of, so he didn’t matter.
Slowly letting go of Ji Qing’s hand, Lu Heng seemed to be sleepwalking when he suddenly asked something out of nowhere.
“Qingqing, when did you and Dongyue get involved?”
Ji Qing was not good at lying, but he didn’t want to hurt him anymore, so he changed his words.
“Lu Heng, you never really wanted me to be your girlfriend.”
Lu Heng understood as soon as these words came out, so he could only smile bitterly, because he could not blame anyone, but he could only blame him for guarding Ji Qing but not cherishing it. He was obviously the person closest to her except Ji Tingqin, but in the end it became like this.
“Lu Heng, if your sister is really sick, please send her to the hospital. My brother is probably already looking for me. I’ll leave first.”
After finishing speaking, Ji Qing stood up and left. Lu Heng leaned on the bench weakly, not knowing what to do.
Although he doesn’t know if he still loves Lu Qing, Lu Qing has always been his sister and has taken care of him in every possible way, so he won’t blame her if she hurts his body. After all, it was he who showed love to Lu Qing first. If he couldn’t do this, he would still be a man.
The dead leaves were scattered, and Lu Heng’s hair was messed up by the wind, and there were actually a few strands of silver hair in it.
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