[R18] It turns out you all want to have sex with me – “So You All Want to Fuck Me” Chapter 223 [English]
by217. Don’t like he
“…” Gu Pan looked at the young man in front of him who was taller than him, and felt like he was choked by the question.
“I just saw you go downstairs to look for you after not coming back for so long.” Gu Chengjue lowered his eyes slightly, with sadness flowing like water waves in his eyes, “Why did you lie to me for he… Do you like him?”
“I…” Of course saying ‘no’ is the best choice at this moment, but Gu Pan thought of what He Zhizhou said in the car just now and felt unable to say it.
“Isn’t it?”
Gu Pan felt that the younger brother’s voice in front of him was so soft that it almost disappeared into the air.
“Didn’t you say…you miss me too?” When Gu Pan didn’t get an answer, the silence was like acquiescence in the young man’s eyes. Gu Chengjue’s hands clenched into fists unconsciously, and his voice was filled with anger, “Sister, don’t you like me at all? Then why do you admit that you miss me!”
Facing Gu Chengjue’s questioning, Gu Pan felt as if his temples were about to explode.
She really wanted Gu Chengjue. At that moment, her mind went blank and she blurted it out. She was absolutely sincere and there was nothing wrong with it.
“I don’t dislike you…” The multiple emotions in Gu Pan’s head kept tugging at her, making her feel as if she was going to fall apart in a moment.
“What is that? Do you like it a little bit?” Gu Chengjue still had no intention of retreating after hearing Gu Pan’s answer. What he wanted to know was something more specific, “Or is it just the love of relatives?”
Gu Pan was completely confused by the question, his lips were slightly open, and he stared blankly at such a young man who could be said to be more aggressive than usual.
Gu Chengjue couldn’t find any of his usual gentleness in him, and a rare anger emerged clearly between his brows.
As long as he thinks of all the names his sister shouted out in her sleep when she was sick, Gu Chengjue feels like a huge stone is pressing on his heart, making him unable to breathe.
“Sister… I love you, the kind of love a man has for a woman. I want to possess you. I want you to become my woman.”
The young man had already grabbed Gu Pan’s wrist as he spoke, because he had already sensed that Gu Pan would definitely have the idea of escape the next second.
“But you… you clearly promised me to wait for me for two years to let me grow up…” Gu Chengjue’s eyes were slightly red. In order to cover up the trembling in his words, he had to increase his volume, “You lied to me… You fell in love with He Zhizhou, right!?”
“Chengjue…we are siblings!” Gu Pan looked at Gu Chengjue’s expression at this moment, and his restless mood calmed down as if some mechanism had been triggered, “The power of love cannot solve everything.”
What stands between us are the mountains of parents, ethics, public opinion and blood.
Gu Pan was reluctant to let Gu Chengjue bear these things.
So she has been praying, praying that her brother can understand as soon as possible that his desire for her is just a temporary fanaticism, not love.
That is what Gu Pan has been avoiding and has been unwilling to admit.
“I know, I know everything!” Of course Gu Chengjue had already considered these things that Gu Pan had considered, “As long as you love me… you just need to stay the way you are now, and I will bear all the rest, okay…”
Gu Chengjue lowered his head and dug his fingers into Gu Pan’s fingers.
“Don’t like him, okay?”
Listening to Gu Chengjue’s humble words, Gu Pan felt that he was the one who was captured.
Because of her, I like Gu Chengjue the most.
She had already had signs of that abnormal emotion in high school, but Gu Pan didn’t know it. It wasn’t until Gu Chengjue was admitted to C University and came to her side that Gu Pan felt more and more clearly the abnormal emotion she had towards her brother.
And the unconscious desire to touch, hug, and have each other.
Whenever he sees Gu Chengjue, he will boil and bubble unconsciously. Even the water vapor emitted is filled with molecules named Gu Chengjue.
Gu Pan warned himself more than once in his heart that it was hell and he could not drag his younger brother into it.
He doesn’t know anything yet, and there is still a bright future.
A hot tear fell on the back of Gu Pan’s hand. She looked up and found that Gu Chengjue’s amber pupils were covered with a thick layer of moisture.
“Chengjue!” Ever since Gu Chengjue left his infancy, Gu Pan has never seen him cry again.
He has always shown that he is more than a little more mature than his peers. He never cries and can get up even if he falls. He is a son that Gu’s mother is proud of.
“Don’t like him…”
Gu Chengjue repeated this sentence again.
Gu Pan felt that his heart was about to burst.
If Gu Chengjue had said these words a few months earlier, Gu Pan would have fallen to the bottom of this dark cliff with he without hesitation——
No matter how he ended up being torn into pieces, at least they could feel each other’s warmth during the fall.
But now… Gu Pan really didn’t dare to say that sentence.
She could feel herself shaken, and she could feel that she was no longer fully committed to the young man in front of her.
In this case, how selfish must she be to drag her brother into the water with him, letting him struggle in the quagmire, while she only needs to stand on the shore and watch calmly, enjoying all his love.
“Cheng Jue, I’m sorry.” Gu Pan felt that he was about to cry, and his vocal cords were trembling.
“I don’t want to hear my apology.” Gu Chengjue tightened his grip on Gu Pan’s hand. Gu Pan raised his head and met the young man’s red eyes, “I don’t want to hear it, so stop talking.”
“No, I am now…”
Before Gu Pan could finish speaking, the young man’s lips had already locked her slightly open mouth without hesitation, and skillfully used his tongue to penetrate inside, blocking all Gu Pan’s unspoken words.
One of her hands has been locked tightly in Gu Chengjue’s palm, and the other hand cannot move Gu Chengjue in the slightest no matter how hard Gu Pan pushes her away.
The young man eagerly sucked the saliva in Gu Pan’s mouth and swallowed it impatiently. The Adam’s apple in his neck kept rolling back and forth.
He used his body instead of his hands to press Gu Pan’s body, and his free hand slid into her pajamas along the gap on Gu Pan’s back.
The coral velvet pajamas were very light and soft, and the thin velvets flattered the boy’s fingertips. The girl’s warm body further promoted the rush of blood in the boy’s chest.
“Hmm!” Gu Pan’s upper body was already so compressed that she couldn’t move. She had just kicked her legs in the air twice when Gu Chengjue jammed her legs between her legs, completely blocking her body.
The young man raised his neck, with a trace of saliva from the girl’s mouth hanging between his lips and teeth, and then lowered his head again, aiming at Gu Pan’s neck.
The tongue was licking and the teeth were biting from time to time. The numbness completely overwhelmed the pain. The feeling that seemed to penetrate the skin and subcutaneous tissue nerves with one breath, making the spine soften in one breath, seemed to become particularly intense with the boy’s breathing.
He wants her, all the time, all the time, all the time.
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